Baekhyun's P.O.V

I tried to avoid Chanyeol as much as possible.

I didn't want to talk to him.

I wasn't ready to let him go yet.

As much as I avoided him he still managed to catch me.

Here we are, standing in front of each other.

Today I felt sicker than any other day.

I was even shaking a bit.

I shouldn't have come to school.

Suho-hyung went to the hospital for a check-up today and he would be back in only a few minutes.

I failed to avoid Chanyeol for a few minutes and that was my punishment.

"Why were you avoiding me hyung?" Chanyeol said in a sharp tone.

"I wasn't." I stated in a tiny voice.

"You d-…it doesn't matter though. I just wanted to tell you that we should-"

"No please don't say anything! I don't want to hear it!"

I put my hands on my ears like a kid.

Tears were already on their way.

"Baekhyun stop it, people are watching." He yelled at me.

"I don't care! Leave me alone!" I cried out.

"Stop it Baekhyun!" He forcefully grabbed my arms and teared them away from my ears.

"Let me go Chanyeol! It hurts!"

I was struggling to get free.

"Stop struggling! I just want to talk!" He squeezed my arms tighter.

His hands were covering my whole upper arm.

"Chanyeol please…I'm not feeling well." I half whispered.

I was still trying to release myself from his grip.

He grabbed my arms even tighter.

"We should br-" He started but and even though I didn't hear what he said I knew what he meant.

I felt like passing out, I just wanted to run to the bathroom and throw up.

My eyes started rolling back as he started shaking me.

That's when everything went black.

Chanyeol P.O.V

He fell to the ground.

By that time we were alone in the corridor.

He just passed out like this. I started panicking.

"Oh god what have I done…" Tears were filling my eyes.

I got to my knees and picked him up from the floor.

He was feather light.

Why did he pass out like this and why was he that light?

"I'm so sorry hyung…I'm horrible…I-"

"What the happened!?" I heard someone yell.

I looked up. Suho-huyng.

He run up to us. He was furious. His eyes filled with anger.

"Park Chanyeol, I'm not going to ask twice."

Tears were now flowing over my cheeks in rivers.

"We had a little fight and he…he just passed out."

"He couldn't have just passed out because you had a fight."

Guilt was eating me up.

"He said something about not feeling well…and then I grabbed him by his arms…and he is so skinny…and…I'm sorry…I-"

He took him away from me. He just took him away from my arms.

He walked away carrying Baekhyun bridal style.

He stopped and without turning he said

"Chanyeol you're such a jerk, you know that?"

And walked away.

I fell to my knees.

I'm a monster.

Suho's P.O.V

I just wanted to punch Chanyeol hard in the face but Baekhyun was more important and I had to take care of him.

I went to the nurse's office.

After telling her that he passed out she told me to place him on one of the beds.

She gave me some medicine saying he had to drink it after he wakes up.

I sat on the stool beside his bed and started his hair.

"My poor Baekie…"

3 hours passed when he finally woke up.

It started raining by the time.

He opened his eyes slowly, blinking a few times he tried to sit up.

I helped him.

"What happened huyng?"

"That's what I wanted to ask you Baekie…" I laughed a bit.

"I-we…Chanyeol and I had a fight and I just passed out."

"You said you didn't feel well…"

I sighed a bit.

"Don't worry hyung, I just didn't eat anything today yet. Maybe that's why."

He smiled at me.

"Are you sure you didn't eat anything only today? Baek you know I'm worried that you might have anorexia…"

"I DON'T!..." He suddenly cried out. "I'm just less hungry since Chanyeol left me. That's all." He said quietly while looking at his hands.

I didn't want to make him angry. I'll talk to him later.

"It's okay…I'll call a taxi…wait for me."

"No hyung. I want to walk home. Alone."

"I won't let you Baekhyun. Just stay here. Drink the medicine that is laying on the drawer."

Baekhyun's P.O.V

When Suho-hyung exited the room I quickly searched for my shoes.

"Aish…where are they?"

When I finally found them and put them on I stood up and grabbed my bag heading for the door.

When I exited the school without Suho seeing me I realized that it was raining.

I started walking home not even bothering to protect myself from the rain.

I wanted to think about everything and I knew the best place.

When I reached the river I sat on one of the benches.

The rain got harder but I kind of enjoyed it.

I was drenched by now but it felt good.

The cold water on my hot skin.

I sat there at least 2 hours thinking about the whole situation.

I turned off my phone on purpose. I know hyung would try to call me.

He was surely worried to death. I would apologize later.

It was far past 12am when I got home.

I opened the door to my apartment and walked straight to my bed.

I didn't even bother to change my clothes. I was too tired.

"I won't get ill…that only happens in animes."

I laughed before falling asleep.

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I felt myself burning up when I awoke.

I regretted not changing my clothes yesterday.

I fished my phone from my bag and called Suho hyung.

He immediately picked up.

"Byun Baekhyun! You little…aish…how could you leave just like that…where were you?...prepare yours-"

I interrupted him. I couldn't bare his scolding anymore.

My head was about to explode.

"I'm sorry hyung."

"Baekhyun are you okay?" He asked in a concerned voice.

"I feel a little sick."

I suddenly got a coughing fit.

I quickly hung up not wanting hyung to hear it.

He was worried enough.

I just couldn't stop coughing. I grabbed onto the nightstand for support.

Tears showed up in my eyes from all the coughing.

When it finally stopped I tried standing up to get some water.

My head felt too heavy, it caused me to fall back onto my bed.

I curled up into a ball and put the duvet over myself.

There was only one person on my mind when I closed my eyes.

Chanyeol...

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Author's Note: 

so yeah...

I'll say once more 

I LOVEEE MY RELATIVES TO DEATH♥

every and each :D

the next chapter will be the one I like the most

wait for it :D

THANK YOU!♥

Saranghae!