7^th day. 6 bottles. Hahaha. Personal record.

I my phone after 3 days and of course the message and missed calls are off the roof.

Hmmm, they’re all the same. ‘Where are you?’

“Sooyoung, Sunny, Taeyeon, Yuri” they’re all here. I almost let out a laugh until I reached the end of the text messages.

‘Jessi, where are you? I need you. Please be safe’

I could feel the sincerity in her message I could’ve cried when those past events didn’t flashed back.

“Of course you do Tiff. Of course you need me” I said to myself sarcastically.

“Hmmm maybe I will go home later. I stink” I laughed to myself. Feeling as if I was alone. As always I feel alone.

I mean sure, Sooyoung and the other’s are there but, sometimes I feel that nobody did understand me. I thought Tiffany did, but then …..

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I calmly knocked on me and Sooyoung hotel room. And –as expected, I found police, flyers of my faces and food inside the room.

“Hi, I’m Jessica Jung you can cancel the search so please leave” that was the nicest thing I could think of right now at my not-so-sober self.

I went directly to my room, not caring of the yells and questions of the people in the area.

Of course, I puked. I hadn’t eaten anything for the past week, just soju and more soju, speaking of soju

“SOO! BUY ME SOJU!” I screamed and locked the door again. I heard a faint ‘no’ but knowing her, she’ll do it.

I decided to shower and I’ve been for the past, what? 2-3 hours? I didn’t care. I don’t want anyone to see me like this. So vulnerable.

“Jessi?” her. again. I should be happy right? She’s here, she wants to know if I’m okay. But, that’s just about it.

“Jessi I know you’re not asleep please answer me” no. I won’t. I don’t want to regret something else later.

“Please say something” she was sobbing. This was the least expected thing I could say to anyone, to her for that matter.

“Leave” I said and unconsciously tears started to fill in my eyes. I don’t want her to leave me, but I’m in so much pain I don’t think I could do anything.

“O-okay” her voice sounded betrayed, I would be too but I dared not to say anything from this point.

“Thank you. For finding me in that place” she meant the meadow. I nodded, as if she could see me right now

“I still love you” she said. My mind had so many answers to that simple words yet I kept mum and simply said

“Okay” I heard her cries. I could tell by the way she was shouting something or someone was preventing her from going inside the bathroom (A/N:  I think you guys figured that her room has a bathroom right?)

“Sica. Time to get out” I’ve been staring at the door for so long now, I guess I was expecting her to go inside. I nodded and stood up.

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I heaved a big sigh when I found her lying in my bed. I looked at Sooyoung intently demanding a reason.

“She won’t leave unless she sees you and something about explaining a guy named Wooyoung” my eyes widened at the sound of his name.

“Arrasso”

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I’ve always admired your beauty. Your beauty that captivates so many even in your sleep you like an angel.

“Jessi” you suddenly stirred, what wrong now?

“Jessi don’t leave me” I softly smiled and bent down to kiss your forehead

“I never did Tiff and I never will”

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Morning came fast and so did her awakening

“JESSI!” you screamed. I opened my eye and groggily sat down

“What?” I answered lazily half asleep then you hugged me. I wish that we were like this. Hugging like everything was depending on it.

“Wooyoung said you brought me home and he told you he was my-“ I cut her off, I don’t want drama this early in the morning.

“It’s okay. 3 years was long I-I understand Tiff” I let a small smile

“But-“

“You know what? Let’s go eat. I haven’t eaten anything edible for the past week. Let’s go?”

“But Jessi you-“

“Please Tiff? Let’s go” you seem to get my message and walked towards the door after me. It was a silent way down.

“Hey you two up?” Sooyoung asked. I nodded lazily and went directly to the kitchen until a figure caught my eye

“Fany?” a manly voice called out the entire room

“Oh yea. He’s here to pick you up Fany” I can feel Tiffany’s stare on my back.

“Safe trip” I said and continued my way to the kitchen.

Good enough for an update? Gosh, I feel like my life is a drama because of the story. Lool.

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