I just can’t tell them
It Hurts Because It’s LoveMyungsoo’s POV:
After I heard Hyun Woo’s confession, I just can’t take it any longer. I have to stay away…go away from them before I could do something else. How could he…? How can…? Well it’s partly my fault why I didn’t tell him before. But….gosh! How can she…? She knows what I feel. She knows exactly what I feel.
I am walking going to the library to cool my head down when I saw my other friends.
“Hey Myungsoo-ah!” they called me to join them. I went to them and sit beside Woohyun.
“What’s wrong bro?” he suddenly asks once I have taken my seat. What the…? How can he know? I just bowed my head and sighed.
“We know you Myungsoo-ah. You always burn you’re your face up when you’re mad. It’s really red right now…hehe” Sungyeol teased.
What? Do I really burn up? Now I feel sweats dripping from my forehead and feel calmer now.
“Am I still red?” I asked them touching my face.
“Haha…you’re back!” Hoya spread his arms wide open shouting.
Well I’m thankful that I have friends like them. They have been my friends since I don’t know…primary school I guess…well that’s a long time already and we have many memories now.
It feels like that the anger I have awhile ago eases its way out of me. But I just can’t ignore the hurt I feel inside. She told me that I still have another chance and now it just disappears like a balloon prick by a really pointy needle. It’s so useless now.
“Yah! Myungsoo-ah! What is really wrong with you?” Sungkyu hyung asked me suddenle and I snapped out of my thoughts.
“Uh? Nothing hyung…I’m just thinking about something…nothing really serious” I say shortly. I’m not sure though but I don’t feel like telling them what really is going on in me.
Suzy’s POV:
I just can’t believe that I just accepted Hyun Woo like that. What was I thinking?? Gosh!! This can’t be happening. I know in myself that I love Hyun Woo. I mean who wouldn’t? A nice and caring guy like him. But I’m not sure if this is or was the right thing to do but I feel guilt because of Myungsoo. I just ruined another promise I made to him. Like any other promise I had made towards him in the past. But that’s all in the past, today’s the present time, but history just repeats itself over and over again.
“Suzy-ah, are you okay?” Hyun Woo ask me shaking me gently.
I snapped out of my thoughts. “Ne” I said gently as possible showing no signs of discomfort or anything.
“Wah! Suzy-ah!!!!” Jiyeon went over to me and hugged me tightly. She really is happy for me. She has the habit of hugging a person whom she’s happy for or happy to be with.
Yoseob just sits there, looking at me, giving me a “fake” smile. Well that’s how I see it. He too also knows everything. Only Hyun Woo and Jiyeon doesn’t know anything about the past.
How I wish I could tell them. But something is just pulling me or preventing me for telling the truth to them.
◘◘to be continued...
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