I filed a leave for a week in my company. I told my parents that I’m just tired and I’ll spend up the whole week just in our house to ‘spend more time with them’.

I cry myself into sleep. I cry whenever I’m alone and when no one notices me. Why did he do that? Why did he cheat on me? Did he even love me? But he told me he does. But – I don’t know. Why on earth? Did I do something wrong? Maybe I’m too strict being a girlfriend – but I always let him do what he wants. And this is what he wants? A date with Jessica on his birthday? And I was just there, seeing them being all so mushy and stuff while waiting for him to come to me?

Maybe it wasn’t him. Maybe a guy that just looked like him.

I tried to call him, hoping that he will answer and explain himself why he didn’t go to our supposed-to-be-date. But no, he wouldn’t answer. He wouldn’t pick up his phone and talk to me. He is busy, busy going out with Jessica. What’s worse? I didn’t even know about it. The worst?

We’re in a relationship.

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Sorry for the short chapter.