Chapter 45

What I Want to Do If I Have a Lover

 

Your POV

As I was hugging Seobbie, I just then felt his hands over mine and tried to pull it off him. When he took my hands off him, he turned around and then put his arms wrapped on me.

“Tell me what’s going on Mina, I’m clueless. Why don’t you just tell me?” he mumbled near my ear.

“Seobbie …” I said under my breath then buried my head onto his chest.

By the time I heard those words from him, I just can’t take it, and I can’t handle the emotion anymore and cried again in front of him. I don’t know how to start. It’s difficult to say goodbye to a person when you really don’t want to say goodbye at all. But in the end, I know it will all end up that way. What am I supposed to do now? No matter how I try to speak up about the “I’am leaving topic”, there is none coming out from my mouth. Not a word, not even a sound. All I did is to cry and cry and cry to him. I so love you Seobbie, how am I supposed to tell you that I’m actually leaving for good. I can’t afford to leave the half of my heart here in Seoul. I will never be complete without you.

“Mina.” Murmured Seobbie then sighed.

I guess he can sense that I’m into something difficulty right now. He brushed his hand to my hair as if telling me to stop from crying – he always does that to me whenever I’m in this kind of state. Moments later, I managed to control my tears from falling but still embracing Seobbie like I don’t want to release him yet and without even saying a word to him about going overseas. I took a deep breath, pulled back, and as I held my head high, Yojin came to us saying, “Just wanna tell you guys that Gikwang went home already.”

“Ya! I think I’d better be going too.” He hissed, touched his lips on my forehead gently then turned to Yojin. “Yojin-ah, you know what to do.”

“Deh.” She nodded.

He put his left hand to my cheek then gently brushed his fingers to my face. He said goodnight to me but as he takes a few steps away from me, I held unto his hand tightly and managed to make him pause looking at me. I just gave him a serious stare straight in his eyes.

“Don’t worry, I won’t make a fight with Gk.” He let go of my hand then continued walking through the door until he is out of my sight.

Yojin approached me and then placed his hands over my shoulders dragging me upstairs to her bedroom with my head looking down on the ground. As we got there, she led me to her bed and made me sat on it. She took a seat next to me just gazing at me ‘til she finally broke the silence filling her room.

“Mina-ah, tell me … what is your problem that I should know?”

I moved my head to her direction and gave her a blunt look.

“Yojin-ah … we are leaving Seoul.”

“Deh?!” her eyes widened. “B-b-b-but … where are you going? Does Seobbie already know about it? And-and … aish! Could you please explain everything to me?”

“I and my family are going to Los Angeles, California. Appa’s boss promoted him and made him the CEO of their company based in L.A. – in which, we must go and live there for good.” I breathed out heavily then looked away from her. “Yojin-ah, eottokhae?” I bumped my body on the bed as I lie down.

“Seobbie didn’t know anything about it yet?” she lay down next to me.

I just shooked my head and turned my body to her direction.

“When are you going?”

“Exactly, the day after … our anniversary.” I murmured trying to hold back my tears as the loneliest part of what’ll happen synched into my mind once again.

“But Mina-ah, Seobbie has the right to know about it. You should tell him right away! You are running out of time!”

“I know. But-” I sighed.

“But what?”

“I don’t know how.”

“Just tell him everything he needs to know, make him understand things.”

“But Yojin, I’m not yet ready to say goodbye to him.”

“So when are you planning to tell him? Exactly the day that you will leave him?” she paused. “He’ll get hurt even more because of that. No one wants to be left alone without knowing the reasons why.”

My tears suddenly fell slowly flowing through the left side of my face. Ugh! Yojin has a point! If I’ll leave him without any closure, everything will be a mess. But, it just hurts so badly. I thought I will be with him forever. I thought he is the one for me. But why is this happening to us? Why separate the two of us? Why? I can’t understand why. All I know is that we won’t be seeing each other after saying goodbye to him.

 

Suzy’s POV

Yeah! This is going to be great! Wahahaha! I smirked so like a devil thinking of the things that will happen. I so love it! Kyia! You are such a brilliant girl Suzy! You really get whatever you want. Hah! You’ll be mine soon Yang Yoseob! And say goodbye to your stupid girlfriend Mina ‘coz she’s going to be out of your life sooner or later … after you see these things. Agh! There will be no Mina at ALL!

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*Annyeong ^.^ whoo! So how is this chap huh? Hahaha! Hope you liked Suzy's POV to be like that :D

WARNING: A HUGE WAVE OF COMPLICATED SITUATIONS IS APPROACHING!!!

PPYONG!

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PLEASE FORGIVE ME SWEETIES for not updating in quite a while ... I've been kinda busy right now for school works. Please forgive me :( have a long patience.

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handlewithcare
#1
Chapter 27: Awwwwwww............
handlewithcare
#2
Chapter 22: WOW!Yoe guys who make stories on Asianfanfics are the best of the best!
Rizayang #3
Chapter 55: OMO!!!!!!!! OMG! IT IS REALLY GREAT I LOVE UR STURY REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS THE FIRST STORY THAT MADE ME PROUD YOU KNOW WHY BECAUSE IM ALSO A FILIPINO!!!! YES DAEBACK! PLSSSS MAKE A SEQUEL FOR THIS FIC YOU KNOW THIS FIC MADE ME CRY,LAUGH,KILIG,INIS.. BASTA LAHAT NG EMOTIONS !!!!! NA RAMDAMAN Q RITO SA FANFICTION MO OR STORY AND I AM ALSO A B2UTY ="">
xoxooppa
#4
Chapter 55: urm, i dont understand the last part.. so all the while she's just dreaming? from the start? did they even know each other? :S
blacktokki_
#5
Chapter 55: Ohh ! Yoseob is just sooooo cheesy ! More cheesy than a pizza ! And fluffier ! And softer !!! Good job , Nessa ! I hope he does that in real life to any girls but just not IU ! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT !!! Nessa , you are the best !
angelblues
#6
Eiiii...
I just finished reading your story.. =)
Good luck for your final requirement bebe!!!! hahaha
Mistlea #7
Chapter 55: Hi! New Reader :D
I really love your story and it's ok if you're on hiatus *we're all busy*, as long as you still continue on with this story!
Subscribing! ^^
foreverbeastfans123 #8
Chapter 55: Authornimm,
Good luck with you life in college...:)
I really hope you could update... but its okey... we understand..
Just come back as soon as possible to update it...nae?
Keke~
moveslikejjong
#9
Chapter 55: NOOOO AUTHORNIM:'[[[ i really want to see what happens next:'[ ah well,good luck with school! hwaiting,you can do it!
earlyseven
#10
@shin022311 oo ... hahaha!