I don’t know why but I have a feeling that I now see enN differently

I mean, whenever I see a picture of him I can’t help but compliment how pretty he is. Is that even normal?

... ..I guess it is, Chunji’s pretty.. Niel too

“Am I pretty?” I whispered talking to myself

“hyung!!!” someone shouted from the distance. My heart beat quickened and I walked faster,pretending that I didn’t heard him.

I arrived at our dressing room and closed the door with a bang. All of them were looking at me confused

“you’re sweating a bit, What’s wrong with you?” C.A.P amusingly asked

I held my chest where my heart is “I was chased… by a fan girl?”

So I’m calling him a girl now? Really smart Byunghun

Chunji raised a brow “someone got inside the back stage? Where are the guards?”

“I don’t know!” I shout exasperated

“hey.. someone’s having their period” Niel wriggled his eyebrows

“shut up Niel” I snarled. I sat at the first chair and looked at my reflection in the mirror

C.A.P hyung’s right. What’s wrong with you?

Someone knocked and Ricky opened it, my eyes widened and I quickly moved to the last chair, away from the door. I took a random magazine to hide my face and pretended to read it...

..only to realize that the page I opened was a photo of enN

It’s his debut picture. I began reading

“is L.joe hyung here?” I heard him say

Damn enN! when did you become so clingy?

“over the-…” Ricky was supposed to point at the first chair but spotted me at the last one “oh there he is”

“hi enN!! I missed you!” Chunji beamed, if I have cat ears, it would surely twitch by now

“neh annyeong!.. I guess I miss you too” he replied

I glared my eyes at the magazine trying to bore a hole in it

“why are you looking for L.joe hyung?” Changjo suddenly asked

“oh nothing, I just wanted to see him”

I smiled stupidly

“but I guess he doesn’t want to see me right now..” he sadly said

My eyes widened and I quickly put the magazine down “WAI-“

“yea, he’s on his period” NIel came closer to him and added “I’ll just accompany you. Kaja!” Niel slung his arm around enN’s shoulder and dragged him out.

I got pissed, Niel didn’t fail to give me a cocky smirk

“you should be ready fanboy, Niel’s got him.. They have the same birth year right? You know what it means” C.A.P smirked at me and Chunji joined “They’ll be friends soon and enN will be clinging onto Niel more… how cute!”

I hissed at them and quickly followed the two

“where is hyung going?” Ricky asked and Changjo answered “to stalk”

“he’s slowly changing neh?.. I’m so proud, I think I’ll cry” Chunji spoke

“stop the mature act, you’re the same age as him” C.A.P shot back

(…….)

I didn’t know where to go so I followed my enN instincts, if ever I have one

I spotted them visiting the stage place, taking their seat away from the fans. A Pink was having their dry rehearsal. Fans saw the 2 and squealed, they wave at them.

“L.joe’s here too!” one fan shouted and the 2 turned to look at me

“hyung! What are you doing here?” enN beamed and stood up to approach me, leaving Niel behind

I laughed inside and gave Niel my signature smirk.

“To be with you of course!” I lift my hand to ruffle his hair but his hands stopped me

“don’t touch the hair” he hissed.

I raised my brow “why?”

“I-I just don’t want someone.. umm.. touching my hair” I nodded. Now that was a new fact coming from enN!

I feel special now~ （Ｔ∇Ｔ）

“Come, sit with us” he held my hand and dragged me too Niel

I felt giddy inside, his hands are soft

Once we were seated he slide his hands away and I felt a rough part, I took his hands again and examined his fingers

“what string instrument do you play?” I asked

“guitar”

Whoop~ another fact coming from him :D

“hyung, stop observing small things, you’re like a freak” Niel spoke somewhat irritated

Suddenly a man came in front of us, specifically, in front of enN

“annyeong haseyo enN ssi.. c-can I shake hands with you” he asked nervously.

Fan boy alert!

enN smiled and reached his hand to the man

I quickly reacted and stopped his hands but to my surprise Niel stopped it too.

“high five is fine” Niel spoke in a serious tone

“y-yea.. high five enN ssi” enN high fived the man, asking for more love and support. The man bowed grateful and had a satisfied smile plastered in his face

I want to wipe that smile off

“you know guys, recently, my fan boys have been increasing. I don’t know whether I should be glad or… scared, cuz you know. I’m a guy too.” He said, a part of me stung a little but I don’t know what

“but after seeing that hyung’s smile”

“hyung?” I cut him off, expecting something but Niel answered back

“the hyung from earlier L.joe hyung, don’t get your hopes up”

“so yea, after seeing him smile, I guess having fan boys is not bad at all”

“it really isn’t!” I exclaimed and he raised his brow

“hyung, are you possibly fan boying over me now?”

I didn’t know what to answer so I faked a cough and turned my head to the front to shout

“whoo!! A Pink! MY MY!”

The fans that heard me looked at my direction and started whispering. I slapped my forehead. Wrong move, they’ll think I’m a Pink Panda.

Even though I listen to their music I still can’t call myself a fan. What can I say, I’m loyal towards you know who.

enN beamed “waa! Hwayoung kyeopta! I want to visit them later.. you want to come?” he asked me and I just shook my head, he pouted and turned to Niel “how ‘bout you?”

“sure!”

“okay! I’ll go to Teen Top’s dressing room again!”

I looked at Niel in disbelief but the kid ignored me “wait! On second thought, I want to come too!”

“alright!”