Davichi- will think of you

“ We made a promise Jongin……..!! That we will not hold a secret to each other!!!!!!! That we will not lie!!!!!….. but…..you just slap on my face that I was not a  person you can trust! I feel so offended Jongin!!”,  with my index finger jabbing on his chest, I turn my back on him,

“IM  SORRY!!! IM REALLY REALLY SORRY!!!”, Jongin yelled back, his eyes were puff because of crying nonstop.

“I admit, I was coward! I didn’t stand up for us…Your not the only one who felt pain, because every single day that I was away with you, I felt like I was strangled to death, I always think of you………  I was worried of you, the day you were confined in the hospital, Do you know how desperate I am to go back here?? Just to make sure your safe?? I ask Secretary Min to watch you all the time,”

I cupped my mouth preventing any sound to come out, “Everyday, I feel guilt and ashame for leaving like that-

“I don’t need your pity…. I don’t need your guilt…”,

“… I want to apologize for million times ….”<

“I said I don’t want it!!!!”, I

“….and all I can do, is this,”,

I turn to face him and saw him kneeling down,

 “Get up!!”,

“Jongin! I said get up!!”,

“Minjung-

I cut him off, “I don’t need your sorry Jongin!!!... I don’t want to listen all those words.. I just need you….. I need you in my life…. I want to spend my whole life with you….ONLY YOU….. I still love you…. And that will never change… I can break the engagement and tell Suho about it”,

“You cant-…”, with his head bowed down

“BwO?”,

He face at me, “You cant and I cant….”,

 “Suho hyung likes you….”,

 “Grandpa told me before I left Korea, and Hyung personally  came in spain to inform me about your engagement… He likes you from the start minjung… He started liking you 4 years ago… and he intended to make it real……”,

“are you telling me, you cant because of him? I don’t love him Jongin…..and whatever it is. I don’t care…. It’s time for us Jongin to think also for ourselves… Are you not tired been controlled all the time? If your thinking that Suho might get hurt If I break the engagement, then let it be...

If that will cause us bring back what we had….”,

“minjung,-“, Jongin looked at me with his apologetic eyes, then he shook his head,

My brain just froze up, I  just scoff at him, I don’t know what to say…. Did he just meant no?

“ Did i…… did I just embarrassed myself???”, I just chuckled at myself, Looks like destiny loves to joke on me…

I gather all my remaining strength and pride, and finally I left the room.

Author’s POV

The weekends just finish just like that……. Monday came and it is the start of the training… All of the candidates were gathered in a private waiting area of the airport. Everybody pack up the things they need, for them, Cards is a must, not what greeting cards are but it was C R E D I T with exclusive and unlimited access; gadgets and luxurious clothes and apparels. Exo K, Dahae, Taehyun , Jihyun and Kai were sitted in rounds while waiting for the immigration. Baekhyun with newly dyed hair, Sehun with his newest ear pierce, everybody