Minjung’s POV

PLAY THIS SONG: Yiruma- WHEN THE LOVE FALLS

As I close the door behind me,  I heave a sigh of comfort, releasing the knob from my hand. I should’ve tell her, tell her she should not… and never like Jongin….  I idly find myself walk to Jongin’s room which is 4 rooms far from ours. I stood in front of his door with my hand on the knob, My hands and legs were trembling, the door click open, With the lamps slightly lighted the whole room, his room never change, the color, the design and the aura.

He was just infront of me physically and deeply asleep, but the feeling was just so far away.. Tears brimmed on my eyes, I just miss him, I miss him so much… that I yearned for his touch, his hug and his smile that only me can draw it… I miss everything about him…..

I took a sit on the edge of his bed  back facing him…

“Kim jongin…… You’re selfish, do you that?”,

“You left me hanging for freaking 4 years….without telling everybody your whereabouts…Don’t you know how ing hurts me? It drives me crazy thinking of you.. I cant even sleep nor eat! Im blaming myself for all those years for being not a good girlfriend……. and that you choose to leave”,

“I know…. That you and I is no longer a thing…… but… I still deserve your explanation…  Jongin.. I still deserve an explanation… WAE?!! You’re a bad guy (nappuen namja)”,

 Tears were silently flowing down on my face, bitting my lips preventing