Min walked in her apartment smiling she couldn't wait for her first date tomorrow. She was so excited she started to jump around in her living room

"Suzy..." min said " I need to tell her!!!"

Min ran towards her phone and dialed Suzy's number

"Hello" answered Suzy

"Suzy ah how are you ??? " Min replied excitedly

"Unnie??? I'm good what are you so excited about" Suzy asked

"I'm going on a date tomorrow" Min screamed in excitement

"what with who???" Suzy replied

"With Joon remember I told you about making news friends " Min explained smiling while thinking about Joon

"Unnie I'm so happy... what are you going to wear???" Suzy asked

Min stopped and thought about it " I don't think I have anything nice to wear, Suzy I'm going try to pick something out I'll call you tomorrow to tell you how it went bye" Min said quickly

Suzy laughed " okay unnie have fun "

Min hanged up the phone and ran to her bed room she started to shuffle around her closet and pulled out clothes  she held it up to herself and looked  at the mirror to see if she liked it. She tossed clothes here and there ....pretty soon there was clothes laying around the whole room.

"this might look cute with a nice top and heels" said min trying on a tight black jeans

she turned and opened her drawer and looked to see if there was a nice top to go with the jeans.

As she was rummaging through her drawer she felt something she pulled it out and it was the picture of Min and her mom.

Min froze as she started to feel numb, she dropped to the floor.

"omma" min said softly running her hand over the picture of her mom

She felt over whelmed with emotions, tears started flowing immediately. Like before,  Min replayed the accident over and over in her head. She felt her anxiety, depression and the guilt all over again.

"Omma" min cried "I'm a bad person how can I only think of myself now, how can I forget what I did to you"

She reached to her purse and took out the medicine bottle again and took the pills.

Min couldn't think straight she was too overwhelmed with emotions still crying and thinking about her mom Min reached for her purse and took more pills.

"why isn't this working" Min screamed tossing the pill bottle at the wall which made the pills fall everywhere.

Min dropped to the floor crying her hands tugging on her hair" I cant take this anymore " Min screamed

She got up and started to leave her room. She was dizzy as she passed her living room and headed towards the front door, She left her apartment and walked down the hall using her hands against the wall to balance herself, She stopped in front of Joons door and knocked on his door with the little strength she had left, then she slumped down leaning her self on Joons door.

Joon was sitting down watching TV when he heard knocking on his door. He opened the door and saw Min slummed on the floor

"Min" Joon screamed paniced

He kneeled down and grabbed her arms " What happened"

Min looked up " I cant forget " she said crying

Joon scooped her up and took her inside his place. He rushed her over to his bedroom and gently put her on the side of the bed

He kneeled in front of her " Min calm down.. tell me what happened, did you take something, why are you like this" Joon pleaded

Min lifted her head and looked at Joon but didn't say anything

"Min" said Joon softly as he cupped her face with his hands and whipped the tears off her face.

His touch felt so comforting to her, she moved his hands and rushed and hugged him tightly "Joon, don't leave me i don't think i could be alone today"

Joon nodded yes as he held on to min softly. Joon noticed that Min was slowly dozing off so he laid her down on the bed and put a blanket over her.

"sleep here for today" Joon said " I'm going to get some water for you"

Min grabbed Joons arm as he tried to get up "don't leave me" Min pleaded

He swept his other hand across the side of mins face " I'll be back okay" He said  as he slowly pulled his hand out of her grip and left the room.

what happened to her ... she was just fine an hour ago when I was with her  Joon thought as we walked towards the living room. Joon noticed his door was still open he went to close but stopped He noticed a picture on the floor and picked it up and saw it was Min and some women who is she??? is this her mom Joon thought as he walked out and looked to see if Mins door was open

"its open " Joon said to himself. He walked into her place and looked around everything looked okay until he reached the bedroom. He saw the clothes everywhere then he noticed the medication the floor

Whats is all this, whats this medication for??? Joon wondered as he picked up the medication bottle , he looked at it then he remembered how drowsy Min was he started to panic did she take this??? How much did she take???

Joons heart started racing as he thought about her taking more pills than she should have, he got up quickly and started to run back towards his place to check on Min