"uackkk...uackkkk" 5 a.m, everyday, chunji will came home, drunk. both taemin n his mother are having insomnia for staying awake for d whole night just to wait for d drunken chunji to get home. myungsoo n jonghyun will every night tailing him around d club just to bring him home. he is suffer and everyone know that. However, his distress makes everyone worried about him. They could understand him but they somehow will get tired on him. He’s acting too much.

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"Yaaaaaah! hunnie! Why are you running?!" Chunji sceamed as he tried really hard to catch d figure in front him.

"Byuuuunghun!" he keep running n running but d figure suddenly became faded n white n finally disappear from his sight

“YAHHHHHHHHHH!!! HUNNIE WHERE ARE U?!!!” chunji kept yelling while catching his breath. “DON’T RUN ANYMORE!!! SHOW ME URSELF HUNNIE!!! PLEASE!!! COME BACK!!! WHERE ARE U BABY?? WHERE ARE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” he fell down. Pulling his hair in frustrated as he dragged his knees closed to his chest, crying, begging, non-stop for d one he love to show himself.

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“HUNNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” he awoke with a start. Tears sticking his cheeks as he notice it while wiping them away. He glanced to d side, mostly on his clock. 8 a.m. and he sigh. He just slept awhile ago, not even reach an hour and now he is fully awake. He groaned while closing his eyes again. Pictures of byunghun occupied his imagination. Only GOD knows how much he misses him…

He flickered his eyes opened at d sound of breathing and movement on his left side. He was sure that someone was in his bed. He immediately turned himself to d sound n as he thought, it’s his twin brother, taemin was on his bed. “nightmare again…chanhee?”

“not really” he simply stated

“but u seem sweating a lot”

“because I’m running in my dream”

“someone chase u?”

“nope. I chase someone”

“who? byunghun?”

“he came to me in my dream. So, it is not a nightmare right?”

“hummm..i guess so” taemin took a glanced on chunji as he noticed stain tears paint on his brother fluffy cheeks. He felt guilt chilling his stomach.

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“he should know mom”

“no…he shouldn’t”

“how long will we keep this? sooner he’ll find this out”

“listen taemin, ur brother will never know anything about this secret because only u and me who knows about it, but, if he find it out, I know who will I blame to” mrs. Lee shot taemin with her flaming eyes without noticing d one she should keep away was standing right behind her.

“what r u talking about mom?? What secret??? What don’t I know here???”

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-Tokyo, JAPAN-

*keep running!! Keep running!!*

The boy keep his leg running ahead faster n more faster like a mad person. There is nothing he can see right now. He prays to only reach d house as soon as possible. There was d only place that safe for him. He need to run from all d sound. He need to run before he get hurts. He needs to keep running away and no one can stop him until he finally reached d house. He knocked on d door very loud, rapidly, desperately. Once d door opened, he kneel on d floor, crying. Tears randomly creeping up onto his edge of small eyes as his body non-stop shaking. Feeling sympathize, d another guy in front him kneel over, placing his palm on d boy small shoulder to try his best to comfort d scared boy.

“they a-re h-ere!!! They are cha-sing me!!! HYUNG, THEY ARE COMING!!!!!!! HELP ME!!! HELP ME!!!!” he screamed in agony.

“no no baby…they are not there. They are never come to u anymore. Trust me baby!!! U are safe now. Nobody will chase after u”

“they are here!! They are here to get me n chunji!! they are here!! i..i-I see umma with them. They are coming after us!!!” he keep yelling louder n louder while his brother dragged him into his embrace, tried to calm him down. However, he wasn’t succeed as he still can hear d latter loud sobs

“please don’t be like this little brother, please. Don’t let urself suffer anymore”

“c-chunji!!! I need chunji!!  hyung, where is he? why must he left me? H-yung..i ne-ed……ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!” d boy grabbed his hair tightly, his eyes turns red while he was sweating a lot. He felt his head will likely gonna to be explode so soon.

“they a-re comi-ng!! HYUNG I HEARD THEM!!! UMMA!!! SHE’S HE-RE ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!” he groaned from d pain on his head

Jiyoung felt heartbroken by seeing this sight of his little beloved brother. he never thought byunghun will be that suffer. His brother had just awake from 10 weeks of comatose state and now he had to deal with d traumatize in him. He hugged d fragile boy more tight yet gently. He need to protect him but he know only him is not enough to support d boy. He is not strong. He is not brave. He know what byunghun’s desire but he don’t think he can fulfill his brother wish. There is nothing he can do right now except to only stay beside d boy n comfort him.

“they are coming!!!!!!!! I hear them hyung!!! Umma is near!! Hyu-” byunghun passed out.

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“i want u to keep byunghun away from chanhee. Don’t let them meet each other ever again”

“what? Are u saying, that u want to break them apart?”

“jiyoung-ssi, I know its happened was caused from BOA, it’s not byunghun or either chunji’s fault n both of them still in very critical condition right now especially ur brother, but jiyoung-ssi, I also want u to know that I will never forgive BOA. She was a disaster in my life, in my family. she was a devil. so, I really hope that I won’t ever relate to that kind of people anymore and since u both are her sons, hopefully u could understand me for requesting this”

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after properly settling byunghun on his bed, Jiyoung make himself to stared down deeply on his sleeping little brother. byunghun was sound asleep but jiyoung felt his heart was torning apart to see his baby current condition. this wasn't supposed to bear by byunghun. his little brother still an innocent boy who dream for a joy of life, not for a miserable n horrible life like this. jiyoung felt guilty much toward his baby brother. He wish to bring him to chunji but he know he can’t do that. he want his brother to forget everything about d past but there’s nothing he could do about it. He need to help byunghun, to protect him, but he felt himself is useless. He shouldn’t make that promised so far. He know he doesn’t need to because what is important now is his brother happiness. However, other side of him, he was scared that byunghun might be hated by lee’s family. He don’t want his baby brother to be tortured anymore. Byunghun is suffered enough. That’s enough for d boy.

***HYE LUVLIES!!! PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR D VERY LATE UPDATE N BAD GRAMMARS (on this chappy)  

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