"chunji i'm sorry on my mother behalf. i'm sorry...i'm sorry" byunghun cried

"i'll call jiyoung to come n pick u up. go pack ur stuff"

"i swear i know nothing bout this chunji...forgive me"

"just go byunghun!!!" chunji said coldly. he then walked away, leaving d crying boy alone

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"i was surprised when chunji suddenly called me to fetch u. i thought he want u to stay but through d phone earlier, he sounded cold n mad. did u two fight on something hunnie?"

byunghun gave no response as he bow his head down, staring on his feet

"hunnie"

jiyoung could feel something is wrong with his brother. he drive his way to d side of d road n stop d car. "hunnie what's wrong?" he eyed on his baby brother, concernly

byunghun remain silence. not giving a word out of his mouth, not giving any respond of his body language

"tell me baby. don't just keep it"

without any word spit out from d youngster, a sobbed could only echoed surrounded

noticing of d baby cries, jiyoung immediately pulled his baby brother into his embrace "shh baby it's ok..shh shh..i'm here"

"he ha-te m-e hyu-ng...he hat-es me" byunghun cried harder n harder. jiyoung tighten his hug on d crying boy and let him cry on his chest. because of crying so hard, byunghun at last felt exhausted as he fell unconcious. by feeling a dead weight on him, jiyoung eyes gaze downward just to find his baby brother passed out.

"what is wrong baby?" jiyoung mutters while staring on his brother sleeping face. he brushed d baby fringe smoothly before placing him properly on his seat. he then start d engine n making his way home

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"omo what happen?" seungri asked in curious when he saw jiyoung enter d house with sleeping byunghun in his arm

"don't know" jiyoung simply stated while setting his brother on bed. he covered d sleeping boy under blanket n watched over him. "i wonder what was happened" he said

"u mean hyung?" seungri came in with a bowl of water n a small towel in his hand

"hunnie cried hard. he keep saying that chunji hates him"

"what? that's impossible. we all know chunji luv our byunghunnie very much rite" seugri stated while slowly wiping byunghun face with d wet towel

 "i know. that is what i'm curious about"

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-next morning-

byunghun opened his heavy eyelids slowly. he noticed he was covered in piles of blanket as his clothes changed to pjas. he tried to once got up from d familiar comfortable bed but d aches make him cried in pain as he fell backward. somehow, d uneasy feeling of nausea shot his throat as he covered half of his bottom face while swallowing d sickening taste down-over his abdomen. 

click byunghun noticed d door opened as he turned to d other side just to see seungri making his way into d room

byunghun tried to sat up but d pain began to attack his head as he groaned in agony. he clamped his head with his both hands, breathing heavily.

"hunnie!! u alrite??" d older ran in chaos as he saw d soreness of d boy 

byunghun shooked his head, "i'm fi~ne" he weakly smile

"don't lie. u not ok hunnie" seungri sat on d bed as his palm stamped on byunghun forehead "ur fever still doesn't goes down"

"i am o-k hyung. don't wor-ry neh" byunghun lips carved with another fake smiley.

"liar" seungri make a pout as his childish act making d younger silently chuckles "who says a panda can't be cute"

"YAH! i'm not PANDA!!!" seungri  pout more, crossing his arms in frustrated

byunghun only grinned. he noticed his hyung kindly love acting cute sometime. "ok ok...sorry hyung...please don't be m-ad any-mo-re" d feeling of nausea once again making byunghun uncomfortable. he unconciously cupping his mouth while swallowing all d sickening taste under his throat before anything might be thrown out.

"be honest hunnie...r u feeling ok??? let me take u to doctor ok" seungri sounded much more serious this time 

byunghun only shooked his head in way to show his protest. "i thi-nk i need some m-ore sl-eep" 

"hunnie!!! hunnieeee yahhh get up n let's go to clinic!!! YAH HUNNIE!!!!!!" seungri keep n keep trying to make d younger got up from his bed but byunghun didn't even bothered with d yells while keep his gestures in faking sleep

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Byunhun POV

how is chunji now? is he ok? does he still mad at me? oh god! what should i do? he didn't know i was a son of d women that he hate d most in his life. he must be really hurt to face d fact. too much bad for him coz he love me. n i love him too.

"hunnie~" i snapped from my thought n back to reality where i see my brother sitting in front me "nn-neh hyung"

"u thrown up??" i nodded "but i'm fine now. don't worry hyung"

"lying again. u can lie to anybody but not to me. i know u hunnie"

i know. i'm not good in lying n everyone don't like it when i lied. especially hyung. n chunji. they both know n hate much when i'm lying. but how can i do? i don't want them to be worry about me all time. i love them. i love hyung, i love chu-n-ji. so much. so much!!

"hunnie!!!!!" i escaped again from my thought "yy-yeah?"

"see. u space out again. u even can't hear me calling u for thousands time. what are u thinking about baby?"

"err~nothing...errrr~~ how's seungri hyung?? he must be really mad at me" 

"that panda?? haha yeah. u make him total pissed off but don't mind bout him, he will be ok sooner. so what r u thinking about just now?"

i don't know what word to describe my feeling now. whatever things in my mind were only about chunji but i don't know how to tell hyung bout this. i think i should ignore his question.

"thinking about chunji aren't u?" 

"what happened yesterday?" unfortunately, i still ignoring d question. i'm comfortable to remain in silence

"hummm its ok if u wont tell but let me know when u ready to speak ok baby"

i can feels my heart clenched as yesterday memories rewinded in my mind. i feel my body stiffened. i jolted down my head while having my gaze downward.

a minute passed as i noticed my hyung figure start to disappear, unconciously, i grabbed my hyung wrist to stop him from leaving d room "h-hyung" i lift up my head as noticeable liquid filling d space of my cornea "it's bcoz of umma...chunji hates umma" i cried

"huh??? i don't understand hunnie"

"umma was chunji stepmother n chunji lost his family becoz of her. he hates her n yesterday she came to his house n found me there. i-i told chunji that umma was my mother n he..he...now hate me" i cried so hard until i don't know how long i was in my brother warm embrace. only i could remember was everything turned black after that