"i'm not dumb!!! it's been 2 days n he still didn't wake up...what r u hiding from us?!!! please tell me..i really wanna know what happen to my baby brother!!!" 

"i'm sorry jiyoung but it's true that byunghun is having fever..that's all"

"STOP LYING!!! JUST STOP FOOLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" jiyoung burst in tears as he can't stand to just watch n wait for his brother to stay lying lifelessly on bed while closing his eyes tight n not even budge to make any movement or response

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Chunji POV

i walked along d way to my lover ward

yes it's been 2 days since he was brought here n it is right that he still didn't awake yet

ahjussi said it was because d poisoned already spread in his blood n it also took over his body

that make him more weaken than he really is

what a worst!!!! just if i knew that he was been abused by his father n taken too much aspirin to heal his injuries, i'll definitely prohibit him from taking too much painkillers so that he will never being end in this kind of state

but it was too late

my baby is already fell in this horrible pain

i can't bear watching him like this

my heart aches so much

it's painful...toooooo painful

as i'm in my way to hunnie's room, i saw jiyoung stares deeply on my lover's door

"hyung?" i greeted him as i came close him

he turned to face me with his swollen eyes

tears can be seen still flowing on his cheeks

"hyung...why did u cry??"

"chunji-ahh" he burst in tears more as he fell into my embrace

i wrapped my arms around him, gave him circling on his back...

i know it was cause of hunnie that made him cry

i guess he probably know that we'r hiding something from him 

i hope that i can sooth him n calm him more a bit

but i guess i can't...in end he cried more louder on my chest

"please don't cry hyung...hunnie will be more sad if he saw u like this"

"chunji...why did they lie to me?? why didn't they told me d truth??? why why???"

"hyung...what r u talking about?? no one hide anything from u"

"no..i know dr lee is hiding something about hunnie from me...he didn't told me anything about him n my hunnie, he still didn't awake till now!!! what was that?!!!!"

"hyung"

"we just reunite that nite! i just met him after 8 years!!! n yet...why must he turned to this state after he saw me?? why??? did he hate me??? i know i left him for 8 years but was he hate me that much so he pretend to sleep for too long?? why must this happened?? why!!!"

it was hurt seeing jiyoung like this

i know i just met jiyoung for only 2 days, but it feels like i've knowing him for so long already

he looks kind-hearted, innocent, naive, holypure n cute...just d same as his baby brother

"jiyoung" i whispered...just enough for him to hear me

he lifted up his head...eyeing me with his already red n puffy eyes

"did u know everything about hunnie in this whole 8 years?" i asked as he stared on me confusedly

"i thought i do...is there something i've missed chunji-ah??"

"did u know hunnie was been abused by ur guys father for almost everyday?"

he looked downward, his eyes were locked on floor "i...i know" 

"why did u left him jiyoung?? just why u make him to be d only victim?? as a brother u should protect him right?? but why must u ran away n left him behind with that monster?? don't u think he will probably die if he was been beaten harsh by that man everyday?!!" i'm burst as i can't control my emotions in any longer

"i...i just...i can't take it!! it's pain...too painful!! i can't stand for it anymore...i was kicked out from d house n i had to left my baby brother with them coz i have nothing with me that time!!! hunnie was too small n i can't ensure myself to raised him well"

"but still he was abandoned...no one cares about him except his friends"

"i know...i'm sorry, it's all my fault...if i'm not leaving him with our parents, he will not turning to this"

"chunji-ah...i beg u, please tell me if u know anything about him...please...i really wanna know about my baby condition!!!! it's soo aching to see him like this" he plead

"hyung..there is something i need to tell u"

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Jiyoung POV

i went straight to d place

d place that i used to live before

d place where i left my baby brother to stay

d place...that is like a HELL for us

d place that contain all soreness, painful n always terrible memories in it

n here i am...standing in front of it...of d house...d house that got me n hunnie in most pain & hatred

i calmed myself as i walked toward d house quietly

i spun d knob n i found it was unlocked

i sneaked my head inside n slowly walked in

it was sucha mess

our father is an alcoholic, so that i found about more than 10 bottles of soju n alcohol on floor

most of them are breaking n d glasses were all scatters on floor

i moved forward...closer to d living room

it's quiet

seems like nobody in d house but only me

"how can that man left without locking d door?" i said, sounding mad

then i went upstair..straight to my baby brother's room

i got myself in d room...

i examined my surrounding

d room was tidied n neat

i can sense d smell of hunnie in it

it was peace n warmth

i felt my lips carving a smile when i thought about hunnie

GOD i missed him!!

then, something under his pillow catching my eyes

it was hidden but my sharp eyes can traced it very clearly

so i walked toward it n reached for d thing

it was my baby brother diary...

"he had this?" i asked myself

i know it was illegal to rummage his private thing...but i need to know what is written inside..especially what have him been hiding from me...from  everyone

d reason why i am here is that chunji told me there is something that can answer my question was hidden in this house

so that i guessed i've found it

i hope this is right

i took d diary n walked out of d house as soon as possible as i don't want to met an eye with that monster if he coming home

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CAP POV

i didn't see him for this last 2 days n i'm geting worried n more worried when every second passed

so that i decide to go to d cafe

"hyungggg" i jumped a little bit shocked "niel?? what r u doing here?? ur following me?"

"yup"

"aishhh go home now"

"no i don't want"

"yah!!"

"hyung just tell me why u acting weird lately??"

"it's none of ur business"

"i mind about u hyung"

"don't have to"

"but...haaaa n see...u keep holding ur phone for almost 48hours for this 2 days...why huh???"

"my answer is NONE OF UR BUSINESS...now go home"

"well...since we already in front of d cafe, why don't we get in there n have something to eat, besides i'm hungry right now"

"just eat at home"

"i don't want coz i wanna eat with u..now n here..." he said while dragging me into d cafe

"welcome" we were been greeted by d worker there n he showed an empty table for us

"what can i have for u sir?" d waiter asked "i want chicken hamburger, french fries n wedges with lots of cheese on it n a glass coke please" =)

"got it...how about u sir?"

"huh?? uh me...just water"

"hyung seriously?? only water??"

"yeah" i said reassuring d loudspeaker

"alrite then...i'll got u guys ur order in few minutes" he said, smiling toward us before making his way to d kitchen

"byungie is working here also but i can't see him anywhere...should i asked that boy about him??? would he know where is byungie???" i thought to myself

"huh boring" i heard niel mumbles while playing with plenty of spoons in front him but i just ignored it until my eyes catched on d familiar guy near d counter

"niel...u wait here awhile"

"where are u going?" i didn't bother to answer him as i quickly rose up from my seat n walked toward d direction of d guy

"jonghyun hyung??" i greeted him

"ehh...huh?? minsoo??? u here?? with whom?? what r u doing here??"

"i'm with niel to eat of coz n it supposed to be me asking u that kind of question"

"ouh me...i'm working here"

"u work here??"

"neh...helping my luvly key since his baby was been hospitalized"

"so u with him, finally u guys are together??? what's with his baby??"

"as for me i will say yes...but not for him, he still refuse to be with me...n about his baby, he had fever n has been hospitalized since 2 days ago"

"2 days??? may i know who is it?"

"ahh i guess u didn't know since he's not really popular at school...but believe me, he have this angelic-face n smart n also very kind n cute cute cute n very nice n sooooooooooo sweeeeeet" =)

would it be byungie???

"ummm but who??" i asked...praying under my breath that d answer shouldn't be came out as what i am thinking now

"his name is byunghun"

"byunghun?? lee byunghun??? u mean hunnie??"

"yeah, u know him???"

oh no!!! my angel has been hospitalized n i didn't know anything about that

"where was he taken to hyung???" i asked desperately need d quick answer

"at seoul hospital"

i run immediately just after i got my answer

i know i can't be selfish n just forget that niel was with me earlier...but i need to be there as soon as i can

i wanna meet him

i really need to see him

he's my everything n i will put anything aside as long as i can get myself to be beside him...forever