Chunji POV

I opened my eyes to see d white ceiling on top of me. Strange. What had just happened? Where am i??

 “mom…I think chanhee is awake”

I turned to d source of voice near beside me. I see taemin. “honey…thank god u finally awake” wait….mother???

“mom…” I said, almost whispering. “yes my dear…it’s me” I sense my mom’s hand on my cheek. I smiled faintly. “where am I mom?”

“honey…we are at hospital. U had been unconscious 2 days ago”

“uncons-cious?? For 2 da-ys??” I was shocked. “hh-hun..hunnie!! Mom…hunnie mom…where is him?? Where’s my byunghun???”

“chanhee…relax honey. u need to rest more. don't think too much” I turned my gaze on my mother n taemin. I give them a curious look. “just rest ok” my twin brother continued

“where’s byunghun???” I keep asking them but I got no answer. “mom…please~ let me see my byunghun”

“tell me d truth mom, taemin, what happened after I fainted last 2 days? How’s hunnie???”

Mom keep shut while I see my twin brother lowered down his head, gazing on floor as he look scared making an eye contact with me.

“where is him mom??? I wanna see him. Let me see him!!! Taemin, bring me to him…I wanna see my byunghun!!!!” I struggled to get off from my bed but my mom strongly hold me, trying to calm me down. “calm down honey. Calm down. Minnie help me calming him down!!!” she got helped by taemin who rushed pinning me down on my bed. “YAH CHANHEE…U NEED TO RELAX OR UR CONDITION WILL BE WORSER!!! RELAX BRO!!!” he yelled but I’m not bothered with him. I keep trying hard to push them away.

“press d emergency button mom…NOW!!!” I heard taemin shout n not a long after, several nurses enter my room n I saw one of them having syringe in her hand. “mr lee, u need to calm down” I ignored them as I strongly struggled to get off from their grips. “d patient is out of control. We need to make him sleep”

I could sense a nail stuck out of my hand. I bite my bottom lips to bear with d pain as d nail was ripped out from my skin. In a while, I felt dizzy. Everything surrounded me seem spinning. I felt sleepy. my eyes were so tired to opened as I finally fell into darkness.

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d memories suddenly snapped into my brain. D scene of me being kidnapped by d , of her kissing me, stepped on my face n hurting my byunghun!! BYUNGHUN!!

 “HUNNIEE!! WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!!” I pulled him into my embrace. I tapped him on d face. Even though my tears went all over his face but he didn’t make any movement. “HUNNIEEE DON’T LEAVE ME!!! PLEASE BABY!!!” I buried my wet face on his neck, crying so hard.

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“somebody help!!! Help him…help!!!!!!!” I shouted to everyone that passed me as I entered d hospital main door. In second, there’s patient bed moving toward our way. One of d nurse asked me to place my byunghun on that bed. I did as they said while they start pushing his bed to d emergency room. I gripped his wrist very tight. I really don’t want to let him go. I don’t want him to leave me but I lost his touch when we reach d emergency room. Just like before, a nurse will sustain me to wait outside while my byunghun was being brought into d room. However, this time is different. Not a long minute passed, dr lee came out to approach me. He asked me what happened n I simply explained to him about d incident. Then I noticed I’ve been dragged into where my lover has been taken.

As I entered d room, I saw my byunghun body lying lifelessly on bed. His clothes off as his upper body being exposed. There’s blood stained on d side of his mouth and his forehead. Bruises all over his face, not counted on d other part of his bodies. His eyes closed tight but d stained tears still clearly shown on under his eyes and swollen cheeks. Wires clamped on his hand while tube took it placed in his nose and he was been surrounded by several doctors and nurses on d left and right of his bed.

“chunji…” I turned my head to face dr lee. He seems anxious. “byunghun is giving up” he stated. I give dr lee a questionable look. What does he mean ‘my byunghun is giving up’??

“stay close with him chunji. let him feels u. he need ur support. only u can live back his spirit”

“support?? H-how am I supposed to do that??”

“try talking with him. I know he can hear u”

I adjusted my sight toward my sleeping beauty. He is soooo pretty, just like an angel. I felt my eyes burning as tears began flowing down through my cheek. I grabbed my love wrist n slowly lift his hand up to my face. “hun-nieee” I called him. “hun-nie …can u hear me??” I began d conversation. “baby I’m he-re” I start to teared up “baby p-lease be st-rong.” i cried  “I need u hunnie. I need u. please don’t leave me. i love u. I can’t live without u. i love u!!!”

Dr lee keep his eyes on EKG machine to read byunghun’s heartbeat. “still too weak. Continue chunji”

“hunnie baby, please give me one more chance. I wanna redeem my past mistakes. I was too stupid. I did many wrong things. I know I don’t deserve an angel like u but I’m begging u to give me one last chance hunnie….i need that coz I wanna live with u, forever. I swear I’ll bring happiness for u. so please…I’m begging u to bear with d pain n be strong baby. I’m here with u. please stay alive!!!”

tooooooooooooootttttttttttt~~~~~

“this is not good. Ready for CPR”

“hu-nnieeeeee~~”

“chunji stay behind, I need u to calm down ok” dr lee immediately set his eyes focusing on d nurse opposite him “ready” he put d CPR machine on byunghun chest, ready to pump his heart “CLEAR!” I saw hunnie chest rose but no sign of breathing could be seen.

tooooooooottttttttttt~~~

“still no sign of life doc” dr lee seems in pressure. “let’s do it again” he ordered while d rest nodded, understood by d orders. “ready, CLEAR!!!”

tooooooooooottttttttttttt~~~

“no life!!”

“again!!”

“ready, CLEAR!!!!”

“no sign”

“AGAIN”

“clear!!”

“clear!!”

“clear!!!”

“last try!!”

“ready!!”

Hunnie don’t leave me…..PLEASE!!!!

“CLEAR!!”

I cried so hard. Nothing I could remember after that except d fact that I fell over in darkness.

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"HUNNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

i woke up just to feels my whole face wet filling with my sweats. my eyes wide opened as i became unbearable to breath. "no!!! that's not true!! hunnie never leave me. he wasn't dead yet!!!" i pushed both my legs closer my chest as i landed my face on my knees, crying very hard. "it is just a dream!!! ONLY A DREAM!!!