Road to Perdition

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“To die sooner or later won’t make any difference. I already know when I will meet my end, so why wait for death later when I can meet him sooner.”

 

“Do you think I feel that I’m still a part of this group? Because I don’t. Whether you consider me as one of you or not, it won’t matter anymore. I’ve accepted the fact for a long time already.”

 

“Hyung, can’t you see that I really love. But it’s sad that I can’t love you back. Hyung, can you give me a space in your heart even for just a while?”

 

“I’m sorry but I can’t love you.  The day you denied my love was the day that you died in my heart. And even he would die; you can’t replace him in my heart.”

 

“I don’t want to leave you here alone. I will bargain everything I have just to stay with you so please be strong for the both of us.”

 

“Would you stop being selfish? Do you really need the attention that much, huh? It’s him that is sick and not you. Stop acting like an attention-deprived diva.”

 

“Are you thinking that I am teasing him for no reason? Can’t you see how much he is hurting? Even if I act like that to him, at least I am giving him the attention that he needs. I really care for that kid. Just to remind you, he’s not invisible and in any case, he is still a part of this group.”

 

“It’s okay to cry. I will always lend my shoulder for you to cry. If you think that you don’t have a place in this group anymore, you’re wrong, because we are your older brothers and that would remain forever.”

 

“I am worried for him, ever since that accident happened he keeps on distancing himself from us. I want to let him know that we are here for him. I’m scared that eventually we will lose him.”

 

“Can you treat them more fairly? Do you know what he feels every time you ignore him? Do you know how many tears he shed every time you shout at him? You won’t realize how important a person is once you lose him.”

 

“Can you be selfish just for once? You don’t have to sacrifice everything for him. All I want is to see you smile just like before. I want the person who always brightens my day again. I want to see person that I love back.”

 

“Even if you feel that the whole world is against you. Always remember that we are here in your back to support you.”

Foreword

Hello everyone, peach_fantasy here...

 

Technically, I'm a new writer and everything I wrote was a product of my imagination... And of course this stuffs will not happen in real life unless I become a god, which is really impossible.

 

English is not my first language so sorry for all the mistakes in spelling and grammar and also for some constructive errors.

 

I hope you will find this story enjoyable and interesting.

 

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thank you very much...

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MissPanda16 #1
Chapter 5: Love this story like the first time I read it, I hope you won't drop it, it's such a good one :D
See you~
<3
looshyhooshy #2
Chapter 5: Please update this soon and start writing again!
AdrianaInspirit
#3
Chapter 5: Please please please Update this amazing fic <3
Ninja101 #4
Chapter 5: pls update this fic! ur writing style and story plot are amazing! I cant wait to find out wat happens next. Will the rest of Infinite find out?!?! Please update soon T.T
inspiritkissmeemily
#5
Chapter 5: omg i am so happy that ukiss is there to help him, especially kiseop. and now woohyun knows whats going on, somewhat. hopefully he wont tell anyone or anything. and also, jongies still awake? i thought he passed out. update soon!
naznew #6
Chapter 5: Gomawo updating..
so the person who get kiseop's message is jungryul.. i'm glad jungryul still care about sungjong..
woohyun know and see the proof that sunggyu is abuse sungjong but he still in denial..he don't want to believe his love do that to maknae..woohyun hope this is dream..
sungjong-ah..your life so pain..you already know that you gonna died? poor my jongie...
where all his hyung when sungjong not get along with sunggyu? they just close their eyes, ears and pretend nothing happen between sunggyu and sungjong? how could them...i'm unsatisfied with them..
i can't guess what sungjong's disease but it must be related to genetic disorder..
i can't imagine what woohyun and jungryul do to INFINITE especially to Sunggyu..
please update again when you can..
*Don't mention it..i'm just a reader..but gomawo and i love you too..
deliberatemistake
#7
Chapter 5: Ah it hurts so much...especially to think he never gets decent sleep anymore. And Sungyeol and Myungsoo running around behind his back - I really feel for him.

So wait there was something going on between him and Sunggyu...wow but I hope the members will support him no matter what.
Seungmi_Lynn
#8
Chapter 5: As for the symptoms it seems to be Alzheimer, but Topamax it's for migraine, epilepsy and bipolar disorder I think, don't mind me is just that I love this kind of stuff lol it's such a strong medicine, poor Sungjong, all the suffering he's been going through alone, about Woohyun, I wonder what is he going to do next, indeed Infinite members needs to get closer to Sungjong :/ I'll wait patiently for the next update~
naznew #9
Chapter 4: I already crying for sungjong's fate.. so sad and poor him..
Who is him? Its sungyeol or hoya?
Please update again..