Me: yes u r a hoe hahahaha good morning dae im up early can u believe i actually fell asleep right as soon as i came home btw i already put yixing-hyungs # on ur phone yesterday while u were busy watching minseok-hyung as he talked to luhan abt soccer ✓  at 03:01am

 

 

Me: good morning hyung omg seriously??????!!!!!!!111 i cant wait :)))) i hope i dont disappoint u with my performance btw junmyeon-hyung says he misses u so much ✓  at 03:02am

 

 

Me: oh god dae i have a very bad news yixing is going to be a judge im dead were dead other people would probably feel at ease because he was so laid back while he was still studying and theyre probably thinking hes nice and all but they dont know how strict he is when it comes to judging something hes passionate abt im this close to quitting the competition dae ✓  at 03:04am   u feelin comfortable yet ✓  at 03:05   dae talk to me ✓  at 03:06am   oh god i shouldnt fall asleep that early again now im ed ✓  at 03:07am   i cant go back to sleep anymore this news abt hyung being one of the judges is making me feel troubled ✓  at 03:10am   ugh see u later dae ✓  at 03:14am

 

 

Me: hello this is embarrassing but i actually woke up at a very inconvenient time and i have no one to talk to its too early so i decided to dig into my inbox and search for ur weird msgs i figured that since were strangers it might be easier for me to bother u instead of knocking at my bestfriends door at this hour so here i am ✓  at 03:21am   good morning ✓  at 03:22am   Unknown: Hello. Good morning. ✓  at 03:22am   Me: u r probably still asleep ✓  at 03:22am   oh god u r awake or i woke u up ✓  at 03:23am   Unknown: Or I haven't had any sleep yet. ✓  at 03:23am   Me: oh y tho ✓  at 03:24am   Unknown: I came home from a friend's post birthday party. I'm a little drunk so I can't sleep. ✓  at 03:24am   Me: shouldnt u feel sleepy when u r drunk ✓  at 03:24am   Unknown: I have a lot in mind that keeps me up at some unholy hours. What's your excuse? ✓  at 03:25am   Me: i fell asleep before 7pm ✓  at 03:25am   Unknown: Oh. ✓  at 03:25am   Me: my body clock has been this messed up ever since ✓  at 03:26am   Unknown: Okay. ✓  at 03:26am   Me: u seem like u dont wanna talk ✓  at 03:26am   Unknown: Maybe because I really don't want to. But as a courtesy to your previous responses when I was being persistent, I am simply returning the favor. ✓  at 03:27am   Me: wow all of a sudden u sound so rude r u alright ✓  at 03:27am   Unknown: How am I being rude? You literally asked me to stop talking to you. Yes, I am fine. Thank you for asking. ✓  at 03:28am   Me: u always this formal? ✓  at 03:28am   Unknown: I don't know. Do I sound too formal? ✓  at 03:28am   Me: maybe ✓  at 03:29am   Unknown: People usually have that kind of impression of me. ✓  at 03:29am   Me: what kind ? ✓  at 03:29am   Unknown: Prim/proper/formal—however you want to put it. That's because I'm always delicate with my choice of words and how I use them. But in all honesty, my vocabulary is simply limited to words that aren't supposed to be used for impressing others. So I'm sorry if I sounded rude at some point, but that's just me trying to entertain you with my sincerity. ✓  at 03:30am   Me: oh wow i have no words ✓  at 03:30am   Unknown: Ha. Maybe you'd eventually doze off of my messages so this is a good start. At least, you can go back to sleep. ✓  at 03:31am   Me: thats no longer my intention i mean im far too sobered up to go back to sleep now ✓  at 03:31am   Unknown: Try to do something productive. ✓  at 03:31am   Me: i cant im too lazy ✓  at 03:32am   Unknown: Eat breakfast. ✓  at 03:32am   Me: dont worry abt my meals the next thing i know u r already demanding to know where im at ✓  at 03:32am   Unknown: What? ✓  at 03:33am   Me: im joking oh god txtin takes away the essence of humor u shouldve heard how i said that in my head ✓  at 03:34am   Unknown: Hahaha. Now I'm laughing. Thank you. ✓  at 03:34am   Me: i usually have that impression on people too ✓  at 03:34am   Unknown: Which one? ✓  at 03:35am   Me: they think im funny ✓  at 03:35am   Unknown: Maybe, you really are. And I think that's a good thing. ✓  at 03:35am   Me: no it really isnt ✓  at 03:36am   Unknown: Shouldn't you be thankful you're entertaining people by making them laugh? ✓  at 03:36am   Me: i dunno what to feel abt being a big joke my whole life is a joke so i dunno if thats good ✓  at 03:37am   Unknown: You don't have to think of it as something that should put you off of people and their impressions. I mean, I'd say we shouldn't care about what people think about us but that's a big fat lie coming from me since 97% of the time, I'm also worried about what people would think of me. So maybe, you can just simply shrug off the thought of yourself being a big joke as people's misunderstanding of what a good sense of humor must be. ✓  at 03:37am   Me: wow u a poet or something ✓  at 03:38am   Unknown: Do I give you off that vibe? ✓  at 03:38am   Me: maybe ✓  at 03:38am   Unknown: How so? ✓  at 03:39am   Me: words bit too flowery for a casual talk ✓  at 03:39am   Unknown: Hahaha. Okay. Since we're at it, have you ever stayed at the Café Universe for some time? ✓  at 03:39am   Me: yeah y ✓  at 03:40am   Unknown: The owner has posted most of my poetry pieces and short proses on the café's walls. All of those that were signed 'PCY' are mine. So, yes, to answer your question, I have a thing for words and how to use them. ✓  at 03:40am   Me: oh really? id take a look at those again one day i at words and a lot more things i at so this is really ✓  at 03:41am   Unknown: Really... what? ✓  at 03:41am   Me: i dunno its cute ✓  at 03:41am   Unknown: Hahahaha. How is that cute? ✓  at 03:42am   Me: dont ask me i just told u i at words ✓  at 03:42am   Unknown: I don't think 'cute' is the right word, though. Most people, at least, where I'm from, find it mentally exhausting to talk to me when I start being all decorative with words. And I don't think they mean that as a compliment. ✓  at 03:43am   Me: may i read one of ur pieces ✓  at 03:43am   Unknown: What? Why? ✓  at 03:43am   Me: uh.... because i want to? ✓  at 03:44am   Unknown: Oh. Wow, you move fast. I have to know first if you appreciate these things because I don't actually want to get you bored through my Art. Maybe with my lame conversational skills, yes, but not with my compositions. ✓  at 03:44am   Me: dont worry little one i appreciate all forms of art especially words i admire people who can do them without draining their brains so try me ✓  at 03:44am   Unknown: I'm not 'little', though. Literally. ✓  at 03:45am   Me: yeah i know ✓  at 03:45am   Unknown: What? ✓  at 03:45am   Me: i mean nobodys really that small u must be big *tall, i mean ✓  at 03:46am   Unknown: Oh, okay. Are you still not feeling sleepy, yet? ✓  at 03:46am   Me: no im still waiting for that art ✓  at 03:46am   Unknown: Hahaha. Okay. Are you in a mood to read something long, or short? ✓  at 03:47am   Me: i always like them long so bring it on ✓  at 03:47am   Unknown: Uhm. Okay? ✓  at 03:47am   Me: im waiting ✓  at 03:49am   Unknown: "When you fall,
don't fall too deep.
For, when it cuts,
it cuts deeper.
Same goes if it's me.
It's not enough
that you fall in love
with what I say about myself.
Maybe you should take into consideration
what other people will say about me, too.
By the end of the day,
it's not hard
to love me for who I am.
But you will think twice
because it's who I am no