It's been a few months since i first met Seulgi and i realize she's really kind and cute, there's one time i went to fetch her from her dance class, i saw her dancing and she look so charismatic .. but turn into a cute silly bear smiling brightly when she saw me standing outside her class. I think i'm starting to fall for her but who the hell am i to date her.. She deserve someone better.. So i have been trying to avoid her. I'm afraid i won't be able to move on if i continue hanging out with her. 

"Irene, tell me what did i do wrong .. don't ignore me like that please" Seulgi look like she's about to cry .. and it hurt me so much, why can't i tell her .. maybe she will find me a creep right ? then she will go far far away from me .. but i cant get myself to tell her. I'm such coward

I ignored her and walked pass her. she just stand there and i saw her tears rolled down from her beautiful face.. "Sorry seulgi" i mumbled while crying in the toilet .. a part of me really feel like running to her and give her a big hug, tell her how much i love her, apologize for my behavior .. but seulgi is straight, she wont understand how i feel.  

I opened the cubicle door and surprised to see seulgi standing there waiting for me .. 

"You cried" seulgi says softly

"You don't need to care"

"Do you know how sad am i .. after you start ignoring me, i have been thinking every single nights about what did i do that make you avoid me like that" I can see seulgi's tears in her eyes

"Am i that important to you? Seulgi, I'm just a mistake that you made .. I shouldn't be your friend, i shouldn't be here in this world .. i shouldn't be anywhere .. " I start sobbing and seulgi tried hugging me but i pushed her away.

"Look irene, i know we only know each other for 3 months but you are so precious to