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Jongin had gone to the lower class the next year and Inhae was still in the top class. She hadn’t thought that the boy would ever be on the lower class because he seemed so smart and be getting good grades but maybe because he had been playing too much to even study for the final exam.

So, at nine years old, she rarely sees him.

The lower class was just beside the top class, but Inhae still couldn’t muster up any courage to walk around and search for him. He wouldn’t even care about her, why should she care about him?

The only time when she would be seeing him was during lunch. She could see him running around with his friends, joking around and play with each other. Inhae admitted that she was jealous, because he sometimes played with the girls in her class whenever he came by.

She wanted him to notice her, sitting near the window as he played around with everyone.

Does he know that she was in this class?

Why didn’t he come and say hello?

Is he still salty about the fact that she didn’t sit with him last year?

But whatever the reason was – it was making them drift a part. As if they were stranger in the first place.

“Inhae, do you want to play with us?”

She looked up, staring straight at a girl with a bob styled hair, a girl in her class. “What game?”

“We’re playing house. We need someone as a mother, Jongin is already the father.”

At the mention of Jongin’s name, she hesitated. “I don’t want to. I have something to do.” She lied.

The girl obviously dejected when she declined the offer, jutting her lips as a protest but still forcing a smile. “Okay then!”

Inhae just watched her skipped to her group of friend that was outside of the class and among of them were Jongin.

The girl earlier was probably talking about her and that she had rejected the offer to be the mother because suddenly, Jongin looked at her way and immediately, she looked away, somehow embarrassed.

There was someone in her class that reminded her of Jongin.

He was funny, he was cute, he likes to play, everyone likes him and he likes Math. Inhae had always imagined Jongin whenever she looked at him.

But he wasn’t him. He wasn’t Jongin.

He didn’t smell like Jongin, he didn’t part his hair like Jongin, he didn’t smile like Jongin and he didn’t protest anything if she didn’t want to sit next to him like Jongin always does.

Inhae knew she like him.

That’s why her heart felt so heavy when she got the news that Jongin had moved away.

Nobody knows where he had moved. It took her three days to finally noticed that he wasn’t coming to school and she had asked Soojung about it which the girl simply answered,

“You didn’t know? He moved away. But I didn’t know anything.”

She didn’t cry.

Inhae had never cried.

But she just couldn’t shake away the heavy feelings in her heart.Why didn’t he tell her that he was moving away?

Guess she wasn’t as important as she thought she is.

But it was a good thing. Jongin moving away was a good thing. At least she could finally forget about him.

At least she thought that she would be.

 


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Ximazoomzoom #1
Chapter 21: Can you give us the alternative ending plz??
__MyunHyun #2
Chapter 21: Please GIVE US AN ALTERNATE ENDING
Myzurah
#3
Chapter 21: All along the chapters, it seemed like Jongin likes her?? But maybe he thought she didn't like him or something? It's really mysterious because his friends seemed to know, or it could be that Sehun also likes her? Damn hahahaha. But unrequited love is really hurt, but she seemed happy and more lively now. Hopefully she'll find someone.
Myzurah
#4
Chapter 21: All along the chapters, it seemed like Jongin likes her?? But maybe he thought she didn't like him or something? It's really mysterious because his friends seemed to know, or it could be that Sehun also likes her? Damn hahahaha. But unrequited love is really hurt, but she seemed happy and more lively now. Hopefully she'll find someone.
Khahani #5
Chapter 21: This is the first character that ever feel so close to me. I am exactly in the same situations like her. So the lesson I learned here, is not being too hard on yourself. I need to accept that he will always be in my heart but not in my life. Thank you for the great story.
cinnamonhyun
#6
Chapter 21: PS: I had no idea Jongin would be a perfect character for a high school crush slash heartbreak. But you have written him so nicely that I felt I had a crush on him too xD

I love this fic, author, thank you so much!
cinnamonhyun
#7
Chapter 21: That being said, I miss them so much... They were so cute despite him being a jerk. Isn't that what we all wish though? That somehow the "bad boy" would soften at the girl? Okay maybe not everyone's wish, but I am a er for that!

All in all I really loved this fic. I'll probably read it again when I want to have butterflies in my stomach. It was bittersweet and although the storyline was simple, all emotions were raw and real. It goes to show that even though High School seems like a moment we'll forget because most of us have been young and did crazy stuff, an age where we don't really know anything, I also think it has shaped Inhae beautifully. She turned from bumbling shy girl to an amazing woman.

Also this fic reminds me of a Thai movie called, "Crazy Little Thing Called Love" Both are sooooo beautiful and all the characters are just amazing in their own ways.

I'm honestly going to miss Jongin and Inhae so much >.< Here is to High School crushes that broke our hearts!
cinnamonhyun
#8
Chapter 21: As for Jongin, well, WOW. I do have a lot to say. If I'm gonna be honest, I don't think he ever liked her at all. Sometimes love makes us look through life in pink tinted shades that we don't get to see the true colors of it anymore, unless we actually look hard enough. Perhaps his actions, their small interactions, and even his behavior was interprered differently by Inhae. I mean, she liked him, and its totally naturally to make 100 out of a 0 when it comes to the people we like. Its natural. She wont be able to help it.

Seeing as we only saw this from Inhae's POV tho, my interpretation of it was that those moments didn't mean MUCH to Jongin. Not to say that he didn't care about her, because I'm sure he did, perhaps just not as the same level as her. Like he looked for her, he acted weird around her, and sometimes his words, paired with his behavior, just seems way too intentional to be called a coincidence. I think he may have liked her, probably found her cute or still had the flurries of a childhood crush, but nothing too serious. Like, he has a girlfriend. It could be that he really liked his gf or he dated her to up his image and to feel like he got the prettiest girl. You know, typical teenage boy in high school
cinnamonhyun
#9
Chapter 21: I'm just...I'm sad? But I'm also...happy because Inhae is happy now. Like if we look back in her youth that was mostly Jongin days, she lost the energy to study hard and looked down on herself a lot. She had a lot of fears, hesitation, compared herself often to other girls, and she wasn't confident.

I really REALLY wanted them to be together, that much has not changed a bit, but the ending seems like it would be the best for Inhae. In a way I'm glad that she never knew his answer and assumed things herself, because Seulgi is right, she's a totally different person now. Inhae is happy, she's confident, and she is shining like a star. I am so proud of her and how far she's come. It wasn't easy for her but she pushed through and I'm so glad she's in a much better place now

I hope Jongin remains a beautiful memory to her, even if she lost him