So far away

But I love you.

The next morning, Seungri woke up. He noticed tear stains on the pillow he used. He had cried himself to sleep. He sighed and sat up. There was a note left in TOP's place.

"Good morning Seungri, I hope you're okay. I had to leave for practice, but I have my cell if you need anything. And I do mean anything. Okay? Please, be careful.

-TOP"

Seungri went out and found he was alone. He figured he should go to practice too. He grabbed his duffle bag, and headed out. Once he got to the studio, he noticed the others there too. And much to his dismay, Ayla. 

"Seungri!" They called in unison.

"Uh..hey guys.."  He replied.

"Well, let's get started, shall we?" He said.

The rest shrugged and continued with practice. After a while, they took a break.

"You're such a good dancer Ji!" Ayla said happily.

Seungri rolled his eyes, and mimicked her, annoyed.

Youngbae noticed and scoffed.

"What's your problem?" He said laughing.

"Nothing..." Seungri replied quietly.

Youngbae stared at Seungri for a few minutes, before taking a drink of his water.

"You don't want to talk? We don't have to talk." He replied.

"Well, I have to go to work. But have fun with the rest of your practice baby. Bye guys! Nice seeing you again." Ayla said before kissing Jiyong and leaving.

Seungri felt a sudden rush of anger and heartbreak.

"Good." Seungri said.

Ayla looked at him.

"I'm sorry?"

"Uh. Goodbye." He said quickly

"I uh...I don't feel good...I'm uh..gonna head home. I'll see you guys later." He said.

"Aww well do you want a ride?" Jiyong asked.

"I uh...no. not from you. TOP?" Seungri said suddenly.

Jiyong's expression changed to hurt and confusion. TOP nodded slowly, and followed Seungri. The two got to TOP's car.

"Seungri?" TOP asked.

"W-what?" Seungri muttered back.

"You're not really sick. Are you?" He asked sternly.

Seungri shook his head slowly.

"No TOP. But I just...couldn't stand...seeing them together..."

"But she's gone now."

"I know! But I...ugh...forget it." Seungri said, slamming the door.

"Thanks for the ride..." He said.

"Seungri?"

"What?"

"You have to tell him. You know you do." TOP said before driving back to the studio.

A few hours passed by, and the others came back from the studio. Seungri was sitting on the couch watching TV. Daesung, Youngbae, and TOP went to bed the minute they got to the house. Jiyong walked in, looking pissed off. This scared Seungri.

"Uh..h-hey Ji-"

"What the hell is your problem?!" Jiyong yelled.

"I don't have a problem." Seungri answered.

"Clearly you do! What's up with you lately? God you've been so closed off from everyone except TOP. We used to be so close. And what the hell do you have against Ayla? She didn't do anything to you!" 

Seungri felt his ears get hot, and tears start to stream down his face.

"Trust me, Jiyong. You wouldn't understand." He said.

"Try me." Jiyong answered.

Seungri stared at him.

"I-i um..." He said sighing.

"Jiyong. She has something I want but don't have, and will never have." He said

Jiyong looked at him, confused.

"Oh yea? And what's that?"

"SHE HAS YOU!!!" Seungri screamed, crying heavily.

Jiyong froze in place.

"Well that's too ing bad, isn't Seungri? I mean nothing could have possibly given you a hint as to why we couldn't be together? I'm straight. Also, I will never love you like that Seungri! Ever think of that?!" Jiyong yelled.

Seungri ran past Jiyong to his room. He shoved clothes in the duffle bag and ran out the door.

". Seungri! Wait!" Jiyong yelled.

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Vipmelody7
#1
Chapter 11: Cute
Wooyi_idm #2
Chapter 1: Tabi is such a great hyung! Protect our panda tabi!
soleyjun #3
Chapter 10: Awww so sweet
sayangjaja
#4
Chapter 9: these two idiots who in love!!!
soleyjun #5
Chapter 9: For a moment I thought it was a dream again, I hope this time it is real
sayangjaja
#6
Chapter 7: its wasn't real?!!...(sigh).....whatever your plan Ri, the dragon deadly jealous right now!!and ji will definitely explode when he know you sleeping at Top bedroom!
g2thedbaby #7
Chapter 7: Yes, this was a good chapter. I can't wait to see how Ji handle Seungri coming out of TOP's room in the morning. He is going to be so mad.... I love it. I can already see him running up to TOP trying to find out what is going on, why he and Seungri slept together last night. Jealous much Ji.
filiwidi
#8
Chapter 7: Ehh?? It's doesn't real hahaha
g2thedbaby #9
Chapter 6: Yay, thanks for the update. Yes, it did feel a little rushed, but it was cute.. I think the club scene should have been a little angst, with Ji taking Ri outside to yell and say that "We use to drink and have fun like this" like trying to see why they aren't close anymore. Then maybe Seungri would have said, "Yeah, we did, but I am trying to move on. Remember you said you didn't love me" Then maybe Ji would continue to question his feeling. It just seem like we rushed through a year to get to the kissing. No angst, no spending time together to develop his feeling for Seungri. No prior moments. However, you are doing an awesome job and we are really thankful that you are writing and updating continuously. Maybe, you can play this chapter as a thought that ran through Ji's head about what he wanted to do this night, but it didn't happen. Then you can begin the next chapter with them maybe beginning to hang around each other again. Then Ji asking about Jax and his friendship. So we can begin to see the jealousy build up. Then we can have Ji start to push Ri to hang out or Maybe some small arguments, that lead up to them finally kissing. Then a little confusion on both parts as to what and why it happened. Then Ji really searching himself about his feelings for Ri.