Worlds apart

But I love you.

~Later that day~

Seungri knocks on TOP's door.

"Hey...TOP...when should I tell him? Should I tell him? What if he rejects me? Will I be able to handle it? I'll need to leave. Oh God I'm so nervous, I can't breathe oh god i-i.-"

"Seungri! You are fine. Okay? Now then, yes you should tell him. You never know, he might be interested. As for when, that's up to you. Possibly, the sooner the better, before him and that girl get more serious. If he rejects you, just leave the apartment for a while. Go stay with your parents or a friend for a while. And yes, you can absolutely handle this. You can handle anything, Seungri. Okay?" TOP replied, smiling. 

Seungri breathed a heavy sigh, and hugged TOP.

"You're the best. Please help me tell him?" He asked.

TOP nodded.

"Okay fine. I'll try." He replied.

"Thank you..." Seungri whispered.

TOP nodded.

"Okay, so how do you want to tell him?" TOP asked.

Seungri thought for a minute.

"Well...I want it to be an authentic as I can make it." He replied.

"Well then, in that case, you really just need to tell him how you feel." 

Suddenly, they heard the front door open, followed by laughter, from a woman.

"So, yea this is my apartment, that I share with the other members of the group." Jiyong said smiling.

"Wow, it's so nice I'm here Jiyongie!" Ayla said, giggling.

Jiyong smiled like a five year old, and blushed. After a few minutes, TOP And Seungri came out to the living room.

"Oh hey guys! This is my girlfriend Ayla. Ayla, these are two of my band mates and best friends. Seungri and TOP." Jiyong said happily.

"Hi guys! I've heard so much about you!" She said smiling and hugging them.

Seungri froze.

"It's nice to meet you." TOP said, nudging Seungri lightly.

"Y-yea. Nice to meet you Ayla. We've heard good things about you too." Seungri said smiling politely.

"Anyway, we just wanted to make a quick stop. We're going to meet up with some friends or hers. Ready baby?" Jiyong said, smiling.

Ayla nodded.

"Yep. Let's go sweetie." She said taking his hand.

"Bye guys! Don't wait up." He said before leaving.

Seungri stayed quiet, and watched them leave, as tears started to form in his eyes.

"Uh... Seungri?" TOP said gently.

Seungri took the first thing he saw, which was a beer bottle, and threw it hard against the wall. He started crying, and ran to his room and slammed the door.

"Aww Seungri!" TOP called out.

He quickly cleaned the glass up, and went to check on Seungri.

"Seungri?" He said calmly, opening the door.

Seungri was laying on his bed in the fetal position, crying his eyes out.

"It's too late... it's too late..." He muttered to himself.

TOP quickly pulled Seungri up and hugged him tightly. He held him until he was able to at least talk properly. He allowed Seungri to punch his chest and arms as hard as he could a couple times. Finally, he put a stop to it.

"Seungri, okay, okay, stop. That's enough. Okay?" TOP said.

Seungri sat calmly, and stared at the ground.

"I uh...I'm tired. I'm gonna go to sleep. Y-you can leave now. Thank you." Seungri said quietly.

"No. I'm not leaving you alone. I can't trust what you'll do alone. So either I'll sleep here with you, or you come to my room. But you won't be alone tonight."  TOP answered sternly.

Seungri nodded.

"Okay. Fine. Let's go to your room. You have a bigger bed." He answered, walking to TOP's room.

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Vipmelody7
#1
Chapter 11: Cute
Wooyi_idm #2
Chapter 1: Tabi is such a great hyung! Protect our panda tabi!
soleyjun #3
Chapter 10: Awww so sweet
sayangjaja
#4
Chapter 9: these two idiots who in love!!!
soleyjun #5
Chapter 9: For a moment I thought it was a dream again, I hope this time it is real
sayangjaja
#6
Chapter 7: its wasn't real?!!...(sigh).....whatever your plan Ri, the dragon deadly jealous right now!!and ji will definitely explode when he know you sleeping at Top bedroom!
g2thedbaby #7
Chapter 7: Yes, this was a good chapter. I can't wait to see how Ji handle Seungri coming out of TOP's room in the morning. He is going to be so mad.... I love it. I can already see him running up to TOP trying to find out what is going on, why he and Seungri slept together last night. Jealous much Ji.
filiwidi
#8
Chapter 7: Ehh?? It's doesn't real hahaha
g2thedbaby #9
Chapter 6: Yay, thanks for the update. Yes, it did feel a little rushed, but it was cute.. I think the club scene should have been a little angst, with Ji taking Ri outside to yell and say that "We use to drink and have fun like this" like trying to see why they aren't close anymore. Then maybe Seungri would have said, "Yeah, we did, but I am trying to move on. Remember you said you didn't love me" Then maybe Ji would continue to question his feeling. It just seem like we rushed through a year to get to the kissing. No angst, no spending time together to develop his feeling for Seungri. No prior moments. However, you are doing an awesome job and we are really thankful that you are writing and updating continuously. Maybe, you can play this chapter as a thought that ran through Ji's head about what he wanted to do this night, but it didn't happen. Then you can begin the next chapter with them maybe beginning to hang around each other again. Then Ji asking about Jax and his friendship. So we can begin to see the jealousy build up. Then we can have Ji start to push Ri to hang out or Maybe some small arguments, that lead up to them finally kissing. Then a little confusion on both parts as to what and why it happened. Then Ji really searching himself about his feelings for Ri.