Worlds apart
But I love you.~Later that day~
Seungri knocks on TOP's door.
"Hey...TOP...when should I tell him? Should I tell him? What if he rejects me? Will I be able to handle it? I'll need to leave. Oh God I'm so nervous, I can't breathe oh god i-i.-"
"Seungri! You are fine. Okay? Now then, yes you should tell him. You never know, he might be interested. As for when, that's up to you. Possibly, the sooner the better, before him and that girl get more serious. If he rejects you, just leave the apartment for a while. Go stay with your parents or a friend for a while. And yes, you can absolutely handle this. You can handle anything, Seungri. Okay?" TOP replied, smiling.
Seungri breathed a heavy sigh, and hugged TOP.
"You're the best. Please help me tell him?" He asked.
TOP nodded.
"Okay fine. I'll try." He replied.
"Thank you..." Seungri whispered.
TOP nodded.
"Okay, so how do you want to tell him?" TOP asked.
Seungri thought for a minute.
"Well...I want it to be an authentic as I can make it." He replied.
"Well then, in that case, you really just need to tell him how you feel."
Suddenly, they heard the front door open, followed by laughter, from a woman.
"So, yea this is my apartment, that I share with the other members of the group." Jiyong said smiling.
"Wow, it's so nice I'm here Jiyongie!" Ayla said, giggling.
Jiyong smiled like a five year old, and blushed. After a few minutes, TOP And Seungri came out to the living room.
"Oh hey guys! This is my girlfriend Ayla. Ayla, these are two of my band mates and best friends. Seungri and TOP." Jiyong said happily.
"Hi guys! I've heard so much about you!" She said smiling and hugging them.
Seungri froze.
"It's nice to meet you." TOP said, nudging Seungri lightly.
"Y-yea. Nice to meet you Ayla. We've heard good things about you too." Seungri said smiling politely.
"Anyway, we just wanted to make a quick stop. We're going to meet up with some friends or hers. Ready baby?" Jiyong said, smiling.
Ayla nodded.
"Yep. Let's go sweetie." She said taking his hand.
"Bye guys! Don't wait up." He said before leaving.
Seungri stayed quiet, and watched them leave, as tears started to form in his eyes.
"Uh... Seungri?" TOP said gently.
Seungri took the first thing he saw, which was a beer bottle, and threw it hard against the wall. He started crying, and ran to his room and slammed the door.
"Aww Seungri!" TOP called out.
He quickly cleaned the glass up, and went to check on Seungri.
"Seungri?" He said calmly, opening the door.
Seungri was laying on his bed in the fetal position, crying his eyes out.
"It's too late... it's too late..." He muttered to himself.
TOP quickly pulled Seungri up and hugged him tightly. He held him until he was able to at least talk properly. He allowed Seungri to punch his chest and arms as hard as he could a couple times. Finally, he put a stop to it.
"Seungri, okay, okay, stop. That's enough. Okay?" TOP said.
Seungri sat calmly, and stared at the ground.
"I uh...I'm tired. I'm gonna go to sleep. Y-you can leave now. Thank you." Seungri said quietly.
"No. I'm not leaving you alone. I can't trust what you'll do alone. So either I'll sleep here with you, or you come to my room. But you won't be alone tonight." TOP answered sternly.
Seungri nodded.
"Okay. Fine. Let's go to your room. You have a bigger bed." He answered, walking to TOP's room.
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