Moon Chae Won's POV

This is the last day before Joong ki enlists to military and we're making the most out of it since it will be long two years that he will be away from me and his family.

It is already hard as it is to see him even on a regular day how harder must it be to see just a glimpse of him when he's on service? 

"Chae Won-ah, why are you so silent? what are you thinking?." my thoughts were interrupted by Joong Ki as he held my hand and pulled me closer.

"I'm just wondering what will happen in two years. I'm afraid it might broke us apart." I answered as a I tuck myself deeper beside him.

It's been nine months since we started officially dating. It started a month after our drama ended.

"Why are you thinking that way my Chae won-ah? Two years will just pass by quickly and besides we can still meet on days we are allowed to come home." he then hugged me even tighter.

We are at the backseat of his car. Most of our dates were spent here or somewhere far away from the public we managed to keep our relationship a secret for the past months and we have no plans of making it known to public since this industry is cruel and we enjoy our private and silent love like this.

"You're right. I'm just worried for nothing." I move a bit away from him to look at his face trying to memorize every details.

"What's with that look? Is there something on my face?" he looked at the car's closed window and stare at his reflection. 

I giggled.

"Kkkk~ there's nothing. I just want to see your ugly face clearly for the last time." lol I'm obviously stating the opposite.

He laughed. 

"Yep. I know you fell for this ugly face so much." aish. Too much confidence lol

"Are you crazy?! who said I fell for you? Kkkkk~"

we laughed at our craziness.

All the time I have spent with this guy has been the best days of my life. I am sure I will love him forever.

I became silent again thinking this is our last day together before he starts service. I didn't notice I am already crying.

"Aissh. Stop crying my love. Don't worry I'll be back healthy and we when that time comes we will never be apart again. I promise." he kissed me on the forehead 

I looked at his face with my puppy eyes.

"Promise? Forever?" I stared at him waiting for his reply.

"Forever. My love." he smiled and gave me a light kiss on the lips.

I blushed and smiled back.

I trust him. I know our love is strong enough and we will get throught this. It's just two years Chae Won. Aja! I encouraged myself.

but promises are meant to be broken, aren't they? 

TWO YEARS LATER....

It is the day of Joong Ki's military discharge and I feel like I'm gonna cry. We surpassed two long years! It's not like we really haven't seen each other though, it's just that I still miss him everytime. 

Unfortunately, I can't go and welcome him after the ceremony. There will be a lot of media covering it for sure. I'll just wait til he comes home. 

He left me his key and passcode to his unit where I sometimes stay, whenever our location is near I do sleep here and when I miss him I'll just go around his house and feel like he's with me. 

I cooked all his favorite food today.

I think he will not be here until dinner since he had to visit his family first.

Ahhh. I feel sleepy *yawns*

I rest my head on my favorite wooden swing chair here in his house. Put on my ear plugs and listened to my favorite voice singing my favorite song  "Really".

"Saranghaesseotjanha jeongmal Johahaesseotjanha jeongmal Michil geot gataseo teojil geot gataseo jeongmal 

Ijeneun tteonaja dasi Niga tto geuriwo oneuldo Gaseume namaseo jiul su eobseoseo jeongmal"

I really miss my Joong Ki-yah. 

"We were in love , really
We liked each other, really
Felt like going crazy, felt like I'd burst, really
So let's leave now again
I miss you again today
Because you remain in my heart and I can't erase you, really"

9PM.

I was woken up by light and gentle touch of someone on my face and through my hair.

I opened my eyes and two sparkling familiar eyes met mine.

I felt my heart racing with happiness and can't help myself but throw myself at him.

"Jagiyaaaa!"