“Noona hold on” Sungjae say

“What you want?” I ask without turning behind

“Noona are you okay?” he ask me and I nod my head and say something come up and I will be okay in matter of time

“Noona? I can call you that right?” Hyuk ask me and I smile and nod at him

“You don’t look fine noona something wrong you look mad from just now” Hyuk ask and I just smile and say that everything fine

 

We all went in at have our dinner and after we are done with our dinner we all walk out of the restaurant and went over to the park nearby and walk around to digest ourselves. I was walking with Peniel, Hyuk, and Sungjae while the rest was at the back. I was talking with Peniel when my phone rings and I look at the screen ID and it shows Jiyong oppa.

 

Yeoboseyo oppa wae?

You at where now?

With BTOB and VIXX

Ilhoon and Hongbin groups?

Yes why are you calling me

I need to talk to you about the arranged marriage

Okay, what is it about?

I already know your husband to be who is the person but I can’t reveal to you yet until next month when you both will meet each other or earlier

What you mean by you can’t tell me who is he

I’m sorry imo don’t allow me to

Aish why is this always ing happen to me

Yura ah you okay?

No, I am not okay I don’t like being forced into a marriage I want to find my own husband on my own but then omma force me I told appa to help me out but he choose to help omma out and now I have no choice but to marry him? What am I? A kid? I am ing 23 years old I know how to make my own choice but then I still need to listen to them. I am ing sick and tired of them telling me to do everything and do what they ask me to do what about myself? Have any of you ask me what is my opinion and what I like to do? But no I have to go through all that s and I am not myself, I am fake and it’s all because of them and when I talk back to them I get s don’t they know that they are the ones that are giving me s. I don’t get to make my own decision and my own freedom when I am already 23, an adult

Yura ah I know how you feel

No oppa you don’t cause if you do you would have stopped them but no you did not

Yura look I tried to stop them but I can’t they stick to their words and I can’t do anything to stops them

Then don’t just leave me one side and side them listen to them they are right and they are ing right all the time go on and continue listening to them

Yura look where are at right now I am going to find you and comfort you

There’s no need to comfort me oppa just continue with what you are doing and you know what don’t find me at all later

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I hung up the call and went to the car park leaving them shouting my name asking me to stop or don’t go. I need to be on my own and I just need some alone time. I was about to go in my car when Peniel came alone standing in front of my car and I just ignore him and get in my car and start the engine and honk at him to walk away and he did but I know he would go after me with his car and I would let him be. I was waiting for the barrier to rise up and then there were cars and I have to wait for them to clear before driving.

 

“YURA AH STOP THE CAR” Hongbin shouts my name while I just turn to look at him and then drove away with Peniel following behind me.

 

I drove to my secret place when I am mad I will always go there. Only Youngji, Minzy, Jackson, and Peniel know about the place. The others have no idea where I go. After driving here and there I have reached the place and I park my car and went to the rooftop to look at the sky, which helps me to calm down.

 

“Yura ah you okay?” he asks me as soon as he arrives here

“Peniel I know you heard everything so you should know better” I say to him

“I didn’t know you were this hurt, you kept all of this for a long time without ever telling anyone” he say as he was standing beside me

“Even when I told them they will be siding them, no one gives a care about how I feel” I say to him but he just look at him

“You’re wrong we all care about you and you are being yourself when you are with us and that matters” he says

“But I don’t want to marry someone of her choice I want it to be my own choice not someone else” I say while looking at him

“Come here” he say and I went to hug him and he hug me back

“Everything going to be fine I am here with you” he says and wipes my tears

“Thank you Peniel you always understand me and side me no matter what” I say

“I owe you a lot and this way it would be better I want you to be happy no matter what” he says and I smile at him and punch his side

“Why can’t you be my husband” I joking say and he say laugh at me

“Me with you? Please I would prefer someone else” he say and I glare at him and then we start laughing

“Hey let’s head back home it’s getting late I will walk you to your car” he say and we walk to over car

“See you tomorrow” I say as I enter the car and slide down the window and wave at him

“Good night” he say and I start the engine

“Don’t tell anyone about this, I trust you and good night and drive safe when you are going back see you” I wave again and drove off