Chapter 169

The Innocent Story Of SinB

Sowon took all the girls to her house, her mother was working night shift this week so they would have the house for themselves. Plus Sowon missed having her friends over, they would always hang out at SinB’s house or Umji’s recently.

 

Eunha immediately relaxed and got comfortable, she jumped on the couch. SinB and Umji sat with her while Sowon bring drinks and snacks for everyone.

 

“How do you feel?” asked Sowon to SinB who shook her shoulders.

 

“Everything went too fast… so fast that I start wondering if it really happened…” she confessed and the girls nodded.

 

“At least Jackson won’t be around any of us now.” said Eunha. “I’m glad he will stay some times at the hospital and later with his broken legs and all I’m sure he won’t confront us again, at least not anytime soon...”

 

Umji smiled and nodded.

 

“It was kinda nice to see Yuju too.” said Sowon hesitating. “I think she will soon open her eyes…”

 

Umji nodded. “We got closer to the truth today.”

 

“Yeah, I can’t believe Yerin dated a girl, isn’t she dating that boy she’s so close with?” asked Eunha to SinB confused.

 

“I don’t know…” she said looking down. “Maybe she likes boys and girls… depend who she fall in love with…”

 

Sowon smiled. “It would fit Yerin a lot, she’s so cool and open minded, she would fall in love with someone’s heart an not a gender.” said Sowon.

 

“Now I finally understand why she was so mad at me…” said SinB sadly as she looked at Sowon and Eunha. “She thought I rejected her because she dated a girl and then find out I supported you because your my good friends... So she got mad that I liked her less than you guys…”

 

“Oh…” said Eunha understanding too. “She must think you never considered her a friend… but in the end you didn’t know about that, so she must know it was a misunderstanding right?” asked the short girl.

 

SinB shook her shoulders. “Yeah that’s what I thought but it looked like she was still mad at me… I don’t understand.”

 

“We all went through a lot of emotions today so try to talk to her tomorrow morning… after a good night of sleep you will both see things more clearly.” said Umji nicely.

 

Sowon nodded. “I agree with Umji. Talk to her calmly and sincerely.” said the tall girl and SinB nodded. Sowon stood up and walked to the kitchen. “So what do you guys want to eat?” she asked and they all followed her in the kitchen.

 

They cooked all together and set the table, as they were all eating together it was like they were forgetting this day and everything that happened today. They just relaxed and enjoyed the food together.

 

“Will you be able to do the showcase?” asked Eunha in the middle of the diner.

 

SinB shook her shoulders again. “Not sure… I wasn’t super ready before… but now it’s worst…”

 

Umji nodded. “Well if Yerin don’t want to dance, you will need another partner, maybe Sowon and I could practice Jackson’s part and see how it goes…?” asked Umji not wanting to pressure SinB. “You can watch us practice and see if you feel like dancing too?” she asked looking at Sowon who nodded.

 

“Yeah why not?” said the tall girl. “If SinB don’t mind dancing with us.” she smiled and SinB smiled back at her.

 

“If it’s one of you I should be okay…” she said sincerely.

 

They finished the food and cleaned the table and kitchen before going to sleep, Sowon invited Umji and SinB to stay over too and they would go to SinB’s house to practice in the dance room tomorrow morning.

 

On the next day when SinB woke up, Umji was still sleeping. It was smelling good, it smelled like food. SinB got out of bed slowly and walked down. In the kitchen Sowon was cooking while Eunha was sitting on the counter stealing food for the plates while Sowon tried to slap the short girl’s hand away but they would laugh cutely at each other and Eunha would continue stealing the food under Sowon’s eyes.

 

SinB smiled, they were so cute. She walked closer but stopped when Eunha took Sowon’s face in her hand and kissed her tenderly.

 

“I love you.” said the short girl and Sowon smiled.

 

“I love you too, but stop eating everything or there won’t be anything left for the girls.” said Sowon with a pouty face.

 

“Okay last one then.” said Eunha stealing a last piece and eating it cutely.

 

“How can you be so cute?” asked Sowon melting and kissing Eunha again.

 

SinB didn’t want to interrupt their moment she was about to turn around and walk away but Sowon caught her.

 

“Hello SinB.” smiled the tall girl and Eunha turned around blushing seeing SinB was here.

 

“Hello.” shyly said SinB her cheeks red too as she felt weird watching her friends kiss each other.

 

“Sleep well?” asked Eunha jumping down from the counter and helping Sowon put the food on the table.

 

“Yeah I feel way more rested now.” said SinB sincerely and Sowon nodded.

 

“Is Umji still sleeping?” asked Eunha now.

 

“Nope!” said Umji from behind SinB as she just got downstairs. “The smell of the food was calling me!” she said laughing and walking quickly to the table.

 

The other girls laughed too and sat at the table to eat.

 

Once they were done with breakfast they went to SinB’s house. Sowon and Umji started working on the dance practice while Eunha and SinB sat to look at them.

 

After a moment SinB’s phone vibrated. She looked at it and saw a message from Yerin. “Can we talk?”

 

SinB hesitated, she stared at the message and didn’t know if it was good or bad… Eunha looked over at her and arched an eyebrow.

 

“What are you waiting for?” asked the short girl. “Answer her. She took the first step, tell her to come over.”

 

SinB swallowed hard but nodded. Eunha was right, Yerin wanted to talk, probably clearing things and maybe she changed her mind about dancing.

 

“Yes of course, you can come to my house.” typed SinB before sending it.

 

“Okay, I will be over in 10 minutes then.” answered Yerin quickly.

 

SinB let the girls in the dancing room and went to her room, she changed her clothes and redo her hair, she looked at herself in the mirror and wondered why she was feeling so stressed to meet Yerin today. SinB wondered why she was trying to look good, it was just Yerin after all. She changed back into her dancing clothes and shook her head.

 

She jumped when the door rang, she quickly ran downstairs and almost tripped on the last stair. She regained her balance and her breathing before walking to the door more calmly.

 

“Good morning.” she said nicely as she opened and find Yerin standing there.

 

“Good morning.” answered Yerin shyly.

 

SinB let her in and they walked to the living room. “You are alone?” asked Yerin surprised to find the girl alone.

 

“No.” answered SinB. “Umji, Sowon and Eunha are in the dancing room practicing.”

 

Yerin nodded now. “You were practicing too?” asked Yerin looking at SinB’s clothes.

 

SinB blushed feeling Yerin’s eyes on her then cleared . “Not really… I will maybe try with Umji because I feel more comfortable with her than with Sowon but I’m not sure if my body is ready…”

 

“I see.” said Yerin nodding. “I’m sure you can do it with Umji, you two are very close.”

 

“I hope so…”

 

They stayed silent a moment then SinB cleared again. “So… you wanted to talk?” she asked hesitating and Yerin nodded.

 

“I… I want to apologize…” started Yerin shyly. “I got mad at you but now I realise everything was a misunderstanding…” explained Yerin.

 

SinB nodded. “Yeah… I’m sorry too, I should have been more clear before… now I know why you kept repeating to me that you didn’t regret what you did in high school and why you would say you don’t choose who you fall in love with.” said SinB remembering Yerin’s words.

 

Yerin sighed. “Everything is such a mess now…” she said sadly. “I hope you will forgive me.”

 

“Of course Yerin.” said SinB getting closer and hugging Yerin tightly. Yerin hugged her back immediately and they relaxed in each other’s arms.

 

They broke the hug and faced each other. “So you really don’t mind that I dated a girl before?” asked Yerin unsure.

 

“Not at all.” smiled SinB. “It doesn’t change who you are, you’re my friend, I rather you dated a girl than you stole someone’s boyfriend on purpose.” laughed SinB and Yerin rolled her eyes.

 

“I still can’t believe Yuju believed this lie all this time…” said Yerin and SinB nodded.

 

“Yeah well she was blinded by her love for her ex-boyfriend and also by her hate for you…” said SinB. “Yuju react quickly and strongly to everything. It can be a quality but also a default, especially with how stubborn and close minded she is...”

 

“If you say so.” said Yerin. They stayed silent again until Yerin took a deep breath. “So we are good?” she asked shyly. “Because I don’t want to lose you because of a stupid misunderstanding…”

 

SinB giggled. “Yes we are okay, I’m happy I got to know you better.” said SinB sincerely but Yerin frowned.

 

“As if you didn’t know me before.”

 

“Well, with this misunderstanding I really believed you seduced someone else boyfriend and it wasn’t fitting with the Yerin I know so…” explained SinB and Yerin nodded.

 

“If you put it like that yes… well starting now, I want you to feel comfortable to ask me anything you want to know about me.” said Yerin sincerely. “I don’t want to hide anything, but I know I’m not someone opening up easily either so feel free to ask me.” said Yerin.

 

SinB hesitated. “Well actually I have a question… a personal question…” said SinB and Yerin waited for her to ask it. “You dated only one girl?” she asked a little curious to know more about her friend.

 

Yerin nodded. “She was my best friend, we were always together, talked about everything, told each other our deepest secret, she was amazing and I couldn’t help the feelings I started to feel for her…” said Yerin and SinB nodded seeing how sincere Yerin was, it was clear she really liked that girl with all her heart. “One day I took all my courage and confessed to her, to my surprise, she liked me too so we started dating.” explained Yerin.

 

“How come you’re not together now?” asked again SinB.

 

Yerin looked down. “She dumped me when her family had to go live oversea because of her parent’s work.” explained Yerin sadly.

 

SinB nodded again. “If her family didn’t leave, you would probably still be together…” said SinB and Yerin nodded. “Well at least now you have your oppa, you two look cute. It’s good you found someone else now.” said SinB changing subject seeing Yerin seemed sad talking about that girl.

 

Yerin frowned. “Heechul oppa?” asked Yerin confused. “He’s not my… he’s not my boyfriend.” said Yerin laughing. “We are not dating at all!” she added laughing even more. “He would laugh so much if he was here.”

 

“But we thought… you two are so close and he care so much about you… always around you…” articulated SinB confused.

 

“He’s more like a big brother, even if I love him so much, I would never date him.” explained Yerin sincerely.

 

“Oh… really?” asked SinB unsure and Yerin nodded.

 

“SinB we-” Sowon stopped talking when she saw that Yerin was here. “Hello Yerin, nice to see you here.” said the tall girl and Yerin nodded.

 

Umji was beside Sowon and Eunha was behind. The short girl pushed the other away to pass and crossed her arms on her chest. “I tried to stop them for bothering you but they didn’t listen.” said Eunha frowning and SinB laughed.

 

“It’s okay, everything is fine now, right?” asked SinB looking at Yerin who smiled and nodded. “Thank you Eunha.” added SinB to the short girl who winked at her.

 

“What is it?” asked now SinB to Sowon and Umji.

 

“They fight about a move.” said Eunha and Yerin giggled.

 

“Well let’s see that move, maybe I can help you… I mean if you guys are okay.” said Yerin.

 

“Of course we are!” said Sowon taking Yerin under her arm and guiding her to the basement clearly happy Yerin was here with them again.

 

Yerin watched Umji and Sowon dance and walked to them time to time to move their arms or legs to position them better.

 

“Maybe if you do this move with SinB you will get it better.” said Yerin making a move for SinB to come closer.

 

SinB hesitated, she wasn’t feeling ready to dance at all, her stomach was feeling weird and her hands started trembling.

 

“You do it with Umji to see.” ordered Yerin taking the practice in charge. Sowon went to sit beside Eunha to watch Umji and SinB.

 

SinB tried it but she was clumsy, messy and out of rhythm, which make Umji not doing it well either.

 

Yerin sighed. “It’s not good…” she said sadly. “Can you try with Sowon?” she asked SinB who nodded unsure.

 

With Sowon it was worst, SinB was tensing up everytime Sowon would put her hands on her. “It’s worst…” said Yerin. “SinB you need to train more and feel more comfortable, you were dancing like a beginner… and Sowon and Umji you are not feeling it… You need to put passion in it, more feelings in your moves… Jiyoon and Gayoon Unnie worked hard on this project, it need to show all the emotion and passion they put in it, that’s why they need very good dancers...”

 

They stayed silent a moment trying to understand what Yerin was expecting from them. “Well.” continued Yerin. “Maybe we should take a break?” she asked and everyone nodded.

 

“I’m thirsty.” said  Umji as she walked out of the room followed by Sowon and Eunha.

 

SinB didn’t move, she was facing the mirror and was watching Yerin’s reflection in it. “I can’t…” said SinB sadly.

 

“Yes you can SinB.” said Yerin sincerely. “You’re strong and also a very talented girl.” confessed Yerin. “And I’m sure we can train Umji till she’s good, because at least you look less awkward with her...”

 

SinB turned around to face Yerin now. “No Yerin, I really can’t, don’t you see how bad I am? My body doesn’t listen to me! I’m unable to move correctly, I can’t…follow the rhythm, I can’t...”

 

Yerin sighed. “You just need more practice, everything will be back to normal after a lot of practice.”

 

“It wont, I won’t be back to normal as long as my brain mess with me and my body!” answered back SinB.

 

Yerin nodded. “Okay okay… I think you need a break, we can practice again later if you want....?”

 

SinB nodded too. “Yeah…” she said as she left the room too, followed by Yerin.

 


Hello everyone,

New chapter update, a little late but finally here:)
Like always, let us know what you think

Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!
cutiepie_18
~Welcome to all new readers and thank you for all our commenters and upvoters and all our readers!!~
Wow!! 465 subscribers and 89 upvotes <3 Thank you so much for your love and support! <3

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
CaiGuardianAngel #1
Chapter 190: while reading this i was struggling a lot with depression, social anxiety and eating disorders. soon after the end of the story i met the love of my life. now i have a job, soon we'll get married and i feel like i'm finally fully recovered. when i think of this story i think of the world turning into colours. thank you for giving me a distraction from my everyday life and somehow help me achieve something big.
Helarmonk #2
Chapter 28: Thanks for sinrin chapter
Ssowon
#3
Chapter 190: im going to re-read this tonight!
MEL_buddy #4
I suddenly remembered about this fic and I'm back to re-read it!! Idk if u remember me but I was an avid reader of this book while it was on-going, I'd like to say thanks for giving me a good fic to read during those years!
YingJie2002 #5
A little too late for this story but really really liked it.
The storytelling is awesome as i sometimes have tears while reading the sadder parts.
Thank you for the story
Ninjasaurus
#6
tq for this
Ninjasaurus
#7
:)
Ninjasaurus
#8
We O wawawawa
sinb-fan-01 #9
Chapter 190: i disappoint that its over, but thank you for story
SooNaForever #10
Chapter 190: What an ending iloveit soo muchhh thank you for this story .. what a good story ❤️