When I married Kiko I could not see any other woman, the decision to be with her had been natural, I had not thought twice to ask her marriage because it had been to easy to go out with her, live with her, even formally present her in front of the fans, almost without effort everything passed between us. Natural as I said, that kind of unique relationship in which we lived, she and I, made me feel in some kind of comfort, practicality and stability that I, as a celebrity, needed at that time, it was convenient to be with Kiko, because she saw me as Kwon Jiyong, the guy who was in the same school with her, not G Dragon the idol, composer and leader of BigBang. There was no reason to hide or to act in front of her, she knew who I was and that It made me feel good, safe....

I look at Seungri, watching our hands together and his fingers caressing my side, as his eyes were fixed on the screen where some silly comedy movie played. I could hear his heart beat and his rhythmic breathing near my ear ... I couldn't understand how we ended up like this, not that it did matter. I felt in some sort of dream, with my heart beating quickly, nervous and sincerely scared.

After that night of rediscovery, we started going out, deciding to go slow, giving us the opportunity to know where we were going, where our feelings were taking us. It was strange for me, it was the first time I tried something with a guy, I could not put into words how difficult, exciting and confusing t