Short update: A little background about this story.

I warned you, didn't I?

JIYONG'S POV

"Here are your nominees for the Best Female Artist Award.."
 

The announcement boomed through the speakers and the fans screamed in anticipation. I've been sitting here for minutes already, and I could not wait until I receive my awards, let this show end then leave. The screen showed vcrs of the nominees. Those are from various female artists like HyunA, Ailee, Taeyeon and IU; a tough battle again. But do I really care? Probably, I don't.

"...Chukhahamnida," the host in his black suit, Lee Soohyuk, opened the envelope and announced the winner,

"Taeyeon-ssi!"

The crowd screamed and shouted for her as if they already knew she'd be the winner. As a part of courtesy and respect of an artist and a sunbaenim, I stood up and clapped my hands as she walked down the artists' stage. I won't lie that I really don't want to clap for her, but we're in the music industry right now; she worked hard for her comebacks and albums, well everyone does, so I guess she deserved it.
 

I can be happy for you, but the hate— the hate still lingers. It even doubled— no scratch that, it even tripled at this moment. So, I just.. can't.
 

I sat down quickly, too obvious that I think I was the firs