Finally giving up..?

Faded [Sequel To Suicidal]
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I finally felt my own tears. It finally came down, all over my face. I didn't want to cry. He really left because of me. He really did. We sat there in silence until the tears were dry.

"Did you even think twice when you left? Did you? Did you know how much everything hurt once you left me? Did you or no?" I whispered loud enough for him to hear.

"I s-s-sorry," He shook his head.

"I knew it," I looked outside the window.

I felt more pain in my heart. The more I listen to him, the more I was really giving up on him. His promise was the worst. He lied. I should've known.

"J-Jisoo, I really am-" He let his tears fall.

"I-I d-don't w-want t-to... H-hear i-it," I stuttered. My own tears fell. I couldn't forgive him. Ever.

"J-Jisoo plea-"

"No," I raised my voice.

His head fell and he got up. He started walking away. Like he always did.

"I really am, Jisoo. I just wished that you would forgive me easy," He said.

"I wished that you wouldn't walk away from problems like this," I whispered, "And that you could see that you aren't the only one hurt."

"I-" He looked at me, then shook his head, "I guess this is goodbye, right?"

"Goodbye, forever," I whispered. 

He left me to my own thoughts.

To be honest, I didn't want him to leave. To be honest, I wanted him to fight for our love. I wanted to keep trying to get me back. I didn't want this to be our last goodbye. Our

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yoknek #1
Chapter 7: Wow. This is just so...sad and full of angst. But anyway, good job author-nim :D hope you finish this one. I'm an avid seoksoo shipper :D
Vheal16 #2
Chapter 7: Woow.as long as I want seokshua to happen..it felt like mark had feelings for joshua all this time