Taeyong’s pain is not so bad now because of yuta, taeyong call him 3 times per day, yuta didn’t know why taeyong is so affective to him but he likes it. They talk about what they done in the day, the books they read, the food they ate. Yuta arrives to korea tomorrow, and taeyong is talking with him on the phone when taeil enters to taeyong’s room

“yongie, how you doing?” says taeil and he stands in the door waiting for taeyong to end the call

“I’ll talk to you later…amm.. yuta… are you going to visit me when you arrive?” taeyong says shyly knowing that taeil is listening the conversation

“Sure… bye hyung, say hi to taeil hyung” yuta ends the call

“hyung, hi” taeyong says, his face is red like a tomato, and he doesn’t know where to look

“how is yuta, I thought you didn’t want to talk to him” taeil says, he knows exactly what is going on but taeyong doesn’t know, well, not yet

“umm well, I feel better when I speak with him so that’s why I called him” taeyong answers, he wants to ask about yuta’s effect on him but he is not sure about that.

“he is  back today, right? Shall we make a dinner or something mark is missing him so much” taeil is really happy about yuta, he is happy about yuta and taeyong

“sure, he is coming here maybe at 7 or 8 so we go to your house… hyung I want to ask you something but… I don’t know” taeyong sounds confused, he sits in the bed and taeil is leaning on the door looking at taeyong

“you can ask me anything, you know that” taeil says and waits for his minor to make the question

“well… I don’t why I feel better when I speak to yuta, I don’t know why I feel pain because of him, why does he have this effect on me, the only thing I can feel for him is pain, I’m hurt because of him but still he is the only cure for me… I’m so confused everything is so strange” taeyong ends and he looks for the pills the doctor gave him for the pain, he takes one, his hands are shaking and he is pale maybe the pain is coming back yuta is on the airplane right now so he can’t call him, and talk about yuta when he is not here is  making taeyong feel bad.

“taeyong-ssi I can’t answer your question I’m very sorry… I think there is something special about yuta, maybe he is special for you because when someone is special for you it hurts not having that someone near you” taeil sounds sorry because he can’t help taeyong but at the same time he thinks that maybe just maybe taeyong is falling for yuta but how?

“He is not special for me” taeyong says looking right into taeil's eyes “I can’t feel anything for him, I can’t feel anything for no one, how is he special for me? There is no way” taeyong says and he starts to grab his pillow so hard, he is getting more and more pale, taeil sees how the pink in his cheeks and lips is disappearing so he runs to taeyong and grabs his head, taeyong fainted.

2 minutes later he wakes up, he is totally pale even the shine in his eyes is gone “I’m going to take you to the hospital” taeil says in panic

“I’m fine just... bring me please something sweet I’ll be fine I promise I can’t go to the hospital now, yuta is coming later” taeyong says and the adds “I’ll be fine when he arrives”

Taeil smiles and goes to find something sweet in the kitchen, he stays with taeyong until he is feeling better, but the night is coming and he has to go to prepare everything for the dinner so he leaves taeyong in his bed “Wait here for yuta, please don’t hesitate, he is waiting to see you” taeil says and leaves.

2 hours past and taeyong is sleeping when the phone wakes him up

“hello” he says with a soft voice

“Hyung, can you come by me to the airport?” is yuta

“Sure, I’ll be there in five minutes, wait” taeyong answers and he hangs up the phone, put his coat and go for his shoes.

When taeyong is opening the door, he sees someone standing outside, is yuta, he is there smiling so bright, he looks nervous and excited to see taeyong. Taeyong is standing in the door frozen, he just smiles and yuta runs to him hugging him so hard that taeyong can feel yuta’s heart beating so fast “you look so happy” taeyong says, the pain is gone, nothing hurts anymore

“I wanted to see you” yuta says suiting his head in taeyongs shoulder “I missed you” yuta says

“yuta… thanks for coming” taeyong looks for yuta’s eyes that are so bright more than a million stars, he thinks is amazing how his eyes are so shining and when yuta smiles taeyong thinks that his eyes are so beautiful

Both go inside, and drink some coffee, yuta can see how skinny taeyong is, and pale.

“why are you so skinny?” yuta asks

“I was sick but nothing to worry about I vomited a few times that’s why” taeyong says, and he waits yuta stop asking because he doesn’t want to tell him about how hard this days were for him.

“I’m happy that you fine” yuta smiles

“Shall we go? Taeil told me that he made a special dinner for you and mark missed you” taeyong looks for the keys and opens the door, he looks to yuta and he is relief because he doesn’t feel pain anymore

Both arrive to taeil’s house, mark is so happy to see yuta, basically mark spend all night with yuta, so yuta can’t have so much time with taeyong, he looks at his hyung walking with the dishes, going to the kitchen, carrying the meat to the dining room.

Taeyong can feel yuta’s eyes following him everywhere, but he is acting like he doesn’t know it, yuta is with mark talking about school, football, anime, japan; mark can talk about so many things and yuta is happy to see him but he really wants to spend some time with taeyong.

The night went really well, the food was delicious they told jokes, stories about their childhood at 10 pm taeyong and yuta leaves, yuta is going to leave taeyong in his house.

Yuta and taeyong are talking about everything, the sky, the food, the cars and everything, yuta likes skinship a lot, he likes to hug taeyong, and touch his hair at first taeyong didn’t like it so much but now he is ok with it; both are sit in the ground outside taeyong’s house, taeyong is looking at yuta when yuta looks at him he just stays like that, looking at him and thinking that his eyes are amazing “I like your eyes” taeyong says, and yuta gives him a warm smile “I like yours” he says

Both are looking at each other without say a single word, and then taeyong leans towards yuta and kiss him, he doesn’t know what is he doing, or if yuta is going to get mad, he just wants to do it.

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