Taeyong is really good about social abilities he doesn’t want people to notice his problem so he learnt how to speak with people, how he should react in some situations and Taeil and mark teach him the emotions, how people react to sadness, happiness, angry etc… is really hard he doesn’t want to lie and pretend he cares about someone else, sometimes he asks himself how would it be if he feels something like love… Taeil and mark can’t teach taeyong what is love or how he should react to it because love works so different in everyone besides no one can explain how love feels.

The next Friday, taeyong arrived to the coffee shop at 2pm -I’m going to seat over there Taeil hyung- he says -Ok, I’ll take you the coffee in a minute- taeyong looks at taeil – I don’t want coffee today, can you bring me some tea please hyung- taeyong has very beautiful eyes, maybe he didn’t notice but sometimes he acts very cute -ok taeyong-sii- taeil answers

This time taeyong was reading a romantic novel, he wanted to know more about love and why nobody cant explain it, two ahours past when taeyong is in the middle of the book when he hears a voice -hi, again, do you remember me? – it was yuta, as he promised he meets taeyong again -Hi yuta- taeyong gives him a shy smile but the boy was focus in the book -did you read it? – taeyong asks and he know the answer already -yes, yesterday-  both smile -I felt in love with that book- yuta says -you don’t? – taeyong hates when someone asks if he feels the same or feel something -yes, is a lovely book –  he lies 

Taeil went to see if everything was ok -taeyong-ssi do you want more tea? – he says petting taeyong’s hair -yes please hyung- taeyong answers -oh I’m sorry, who are you? – taeil asks to yuta -I’m yuta, I met taeyong here last week, we like the same books– the boy seems nice -you made a new friend taeyong– taeil was happy -I think so- taeyong says looking at yuta who was smiling.

The next Fridays yuta met taeyong at the same place, they talk about books and drink coffee, tea or milkshake at 6 pm taeil shift ended so yuta left.

This Friday as always yuta went to the coffee shop to visit taeyong, they seems good friends -do you want to come to a movie with us?- taeil asks yuta while he is putting some donuts in the table -sure, why not- yuta answer biting the donut but taeyong doesn’t look comfortable with taeil's invitation, yuta seems a good guy and its entertaining speak with him but, going to movies with him is a lot, yuta still a stranger to taeyong and he doesn’t know about taeyong’s problem he didn’t want to deal with that.

-excuse me-  taeyong stands up and goes with taeil

-hyung, why did you do that, he doesn’t know about…about me-  taeil smiles -Its going to be ok, don’t worry mark and I would be by your side- taeyong just nods and goes back to the table.

At night yuta, taeil and taeyong arrived to mark’s house, every Friday night was movie night; mark and taeyong were in charge of the food so they went to the kitchen and started to cook. Yuta and taeil were in the living room -there’s something wrong with taeyong hyung?-  taeil knows what yuta wants to know but he pretends he doesn’t

-what do you mean? Is he sick?-  taeil asks -No is not that, I thought he was depress or something he seems so cold but he is a good guy I can feel it- yuta answers, taeil smiles at him -he has a problem is not too bad but I cant tell you about that you must wait for him to tell you- taeil saw the concern in yuta’s face -Don’t worry is not that bad-  in that moment mark and taeyong came with the food -ok lets movies!- says mark.

-taeyong go with him and wait for the taxi is late, I'm going to clean with mark- taeil said to taeyong and he just nods.

-Thanks for everything hyung- yuta said and carefully looked at taeyong, he wanted to know what taeil meant earlier that night, taeyong eyes looked empty somehow -its ok, was taeil and mark idea- he faked a smile; the taxi arrived and that was all, when yuta leaves, taeyong breaths again. Its difficult to always think about everyone’s reaction, and try to see what they’re meaning and react to It and now he knows that if he continues this “friendship” with yuta he has to tell him about his illness

-Maybe I don’t need another friend, its ok just with taeil and mark- taeyong said while he is walking to the kitchen -did yuta leave? - mark asked him -yes- taeyong was walking to the kitchen and he goes back to leaving room -mark, why people need a lot of friends?- mark looked confused -well, you don’t need lots of friends you can have many friends as you like the only thing that matter is that they’re good for you- mark looked at taeyong face to figure out what was the older thinking but nothing came to his mind -okey, thanks- and taeyong left again to the kitchen.

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