​​​​​​fate's cruel game

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"You would know, hyung."

"It's because of you, anyways."

Everything is my fault.

It's all because of me.

How could I have done this?

Manifested him, in false comfort.

Trying to hide from reality.

Again.

"No..."

. . .

An eternity must've passed since that day.

It's been so long,

Too long.

I shouldn't have done it.

If I hadn't taken a sip of the fairy's brew,

He'd still be here.

My sunshine...

He wouldn't have been overshadowed by clouds.

. . .

Alas, I shouldn't have stepped into the driver's seat.

I shouldn't have driven towards the ocean.

And now, I shouldn't be alive.

It was fate's cruel game, I