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Passing ByTwo years.
Two years after I hurt him. And two years after he left me. Today was that exact day my heart was broken to a million pieces.
Time sure flies fast. But the wounds still haven't healed yet.
It still hurts. Too much.
I thought time heals everything but why do I still feel this unbearable pain inside? It seems like I never moved on along with time.
I was a girl who was left wandering in the painful past.
"Hayi, deep thoughts?" I subconsciously looked at Suhyun as I heard her soft voice only to see her grinning on her seat while playing with her red curly hair. Looking fine there huh? She looks stunning and um.. Cute.
"Nah, just some random thoughts. Finals is coming you know. Just feeling nervous." I shook my head to get the Jaewon thoughts out of it.
Why am I even thinking about him now?
Tssss.
Thinking about him today doesn't exactly mean he'll think of me too. Ugh. He must have some random girls kissing him right now and they must be heading to some hotel and make some bab—
"Is it Hana?" I was brought back to reality with her sudden question. I tried to process everything she said and I almost choked on my coffee as I realized that she used her pet name for Jaewon.
Am I that obvious tho?
I saw her rolled her eyes on me. "Yes . You're too obvious."
I just shrugged and gave her a bored look. She just knew me too well. I drank on my iced americano instead and ate some cookies.
"It's been two years. Are you okay?" A sad smile formed along her pale face.
I stopped myself from giving her an irritated look.
Its been two years. I should move on, date some guys, dump them and live my life normally like any other girls in my age.
But I just can't.
I just gave her a grin and stood up. "I'm better than ever Suhyun. You know that." I winked and put my backpack on.
She looked unimpressed but soon just smirked."Yeah I know you're still not over him." I creased my forehead and gave her a warning look. But she just teased me in return. "Where the hell are you going? Not inviting me?" She raised her left brow while sipping on her juice.
I chuckled and tapped her shoulder. "We still have half an hour for the next class. Eat comfortably lady. I need to see Dean Yang for some discussions regarding the university week. See you at the next class. Bye." I gave her a peck on the cheeks and waved goodbye.
I walked out of the cafeteria and headed to the Business Administration Building to see the dean. Too much responsibilities will be the death of me. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna collapse after all these s happening.
I'm not even the council president to plan about the college's participation for the university week. Why do I have to do all these?!
If I could just reject my scary and terror profs like what I used to do with guys trying to date me. But I have to think of my future first, sadly.
I ran my fingers through my hair out of frustration. Stressful .
I continued to walk along the pathway when I accidentally stared at the sky.
Mmmm. Sky really has this soothing effect on me. It makes me calm amidst of all these problems.
The blue color's faintly showing because of the thick dark clouds. Will it rain?
Its almost 6 pm. Its getting dark and the bright sun is slowly setting along the horizon.
I unconsciously hugged myself as the cold autumn breeze blew. The sad season has come.
The jolly summer days were long gone. And I wasn't even able to go to the beach for relaxation the whole season. Too busy on studies. Suhyun's right, I got no fun since birth.
I laughed at my own thoughts. Well, graduating from college is my main goal right now.
Fun days can wait.
Soon I entered the building and headed to the elevator. The dean's office is at the top floor which is the 5th storey. And taking the stairs will just drain my
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