(Present day)

Kibum woke up and stared the ceiling,

they needed to knock him out again just to make him sleep,

he looked at the table and reached for the rings and the paper crane.

He sat on the edge of the bed and just stared at them,

he played with the rings and put on his fingers together and just looked at it.

He sadly smiled

He looked at the crane,

then he frowned…

He saw some black line on some folded parts,

he looked at it well,

it was letters,

written on it.

His eyes widened in a realization he quickly unfolded it, trying not to tore it even a bit, and there, inside the paper,

was a letter.

Dear kibum ah

If you are reading this I’m probably very far away from you. I just want to say sorry for not telling you, I didn’t want you to see me in pain.

Please don’t resent Leeteuk oppa, he cared for you just like I do. I begged him to help me, to make you hate me. I know you have felt so much pain with what I did, and I’m sorry for that.

You should just know that it never occurred to me to cheat on you; I can never do that, because I love you with all my heart.

I know you feel bad with all the things you told me, and I know you didn’t mean any of it. You should not feel bad, you should not hate yourself, and if it will ease you up,

I forgive you;

I can never hate you

even just a little.

Just remember, that I will always love you,

even in after life…

See you in our next life Kibum ah,

and that time,

I will never lie to you…

Sarangheyo nae cheonsaya.

Ryn,<3