Hate How Much I Love You

Alice in Boyfriend Land [Re-Write]

"I hate you." Jeongmin hissed at me, and this time Donghyun really did lose it. He clenched his fists and punched Jeongmin in the face.

"You shut up." Donghyun spat. "You know that's not true, and you have no reason to hate Alice. She hasn't done anything to you, has she?"

Jeongmin glared at the floor, clutching his face where Donghyun had punched him. I couldn't tell if he was ashamed of what he had said, or if he was just even more pissed off from Donghyun. In all of this, I couldn't believe he didn't love me.

'Isn't everyone here supposed to love me?'

Hyunseong came over to me with a look of concern on his face. He smiled lightly, trying to make me smile, but we were both far from being happy about what had just happened.

"Are you alright, Alice?" He asked softly. My heart was still beating quickly, but I nodded my head.

"Who..." I began, looking over at Jeongmin who was still crying on the floor. His sobs sounded like he was a wounded animal. I didn't know if I should ask them this question while he was in that state, but I did anyway. "Who is Sakura?"

Jeongmin froze at the mentioning of her name. He looked up at me with his pained expression before getting up and leaving the room.

"Sakura was... the last girl who fell into Wonderland." Donghyun explained silently. I looked up at him and the same pained expression that Jeongmin had was present on his face. Unconsciously, his hand placed over his heart as he talked about her. "She was from Japan... do you have Japan where you're from, Alice?"

I tried to stifle a laugh because I knew he was being serious and was obviously sad about her.

"Yes. Japan is a country." I nodded. "I am from South Korea, another country."

"Okay... well Sakura was from Japan and she had fallen through a looking glass, or a mirror if you're more familiar with that term, like she was." Donghyun continued explaining. "She had fallen in about three years ago, at that time I was about eighteen. She was fifteen."

"Jeongmin and I were both fourteen, and Minwoo probably can't even remember it. He was only twelve." Hyunseong said, jumping in on the story. "We all loved her though, of course."

"Everyone loved her. We had to. And soon, after being here for a while, she found herself loving Jeongmin." Donghyun continued. "You see... we may love you Alice, but we're not manipulative about it. We won't lie about who we are, and we defiantly won't force you to be with us. We all just try to spend as much time with you as possible in hopes that one day... you'll chose me... er, us. And she chose Jeongmin."

"When Jeongmin kissed her, the curse was lifted and they were stuck together. Jeongmin couldn't love anyone else, and of course Sakura loved him with all her heart. They were together for two years before they got married." Hyunseong said. "I was the best man at their wedding."

Hyunseong smiled at me and I smiled back while Donghyun continued to explain.

"But apparently Sakura had been very sick before she had come into Wonderland..." Donghyun said, his pained expression appearing again. "Back at home she was so sick she could barely move, but her energy was restored when she came into Wonderland. Wonderland has an effect on outsiders; it slows their aging and keeps them almost immune to everything. The disease that was supposed to kill Sakura in days took years to get to her while she was in Wonderland."

"When she fell sick, Jeongmin and Sakura had been married for three whole days." Hyunseong picked up the picture of Sakura and Jeongmin off the night stand, looking sadly at it. "It was cancer, she had said. Cancer is something that no one in Wonderland gets, so of course we didn't have the antidote. We had gotten the help of the White Queen and she gave us a potion to get Sakura back home to receive treatment. The only problem was, she would never be able to come back again."

"Jeongmin had tried to convince Sakura to go home and receive treatment, but no matter what he told her, she refused to leave him." Donghyun’s breath caught in his throat as a single tear ran down his cheek. "In the end, her stubborn love for him was what killed her."

"So..." I whispered, taking in everything that had just been told to me. "His wife is dead?"

I felt guilt and pain for Jeongmin build up inside my chest. I couldn't even imagine what he was feeling right now. To have all his wounds he’s spent year closing just open up again when he saw me... I felt awful.

"For about nine months now..." Hyunseong told me. "He's never really been able to get over her, and he was defiantly affected when you fell into Wonderland. He loves you a lot, he has to love you... he just doesn't love you as much as he loved Sakura. And now he has to see a face that looks like hers and I guess it just hurts him."

"I thought he couldn't love anyone else?" I asked.

"He couldn't while Sakura was still here... but she's gone now." Hyunseong shrugged. "I guess this is the curse's way of telling him it's time to move on."

I sat there in silence, just taking everything in. Hyunseong sat on the bed next to me, wrapping an arm around my shoulders.

"I get this is a lot to comprehend... I'd understand if y-"

"Alright!" I said, interrupting Hyunseong. I smiled a big, determined smile at both of them. They looked at me as if I’d gone crazy, but I had a purpose behind my outburst. "I knew all along that fate brought me here for some reason. Now I think I finally know why!"

Hyunseong and Donghyun looked at each other, and then me with a confused expression on their face.

"I'm going to help Jeongmin move on!"


Finally done typing my edits! :D There really arn't that many chappies left to edit :'D Then I'll be able to start writing again!~
It may be a little while till I start writing new chapters though... School started and you know how that can be :/ Plus the next two weeks for me are gonna be SOOPER busy! I've got lots o' school, then this weekend I'm dying my hair pink :D, then next weekend I might be getting my angel bites pierced OwO *crosses le fingers for that*
But anywhooo~ Now that I've been such a nice author and gave you three edited chapters within an hour, I'm gonna shamelessly plug my new fic! :D
http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/125691
It's a fic of the new boy group B.A.P (My looooves (/^.^)/
It's about a heartbroken girl that finds 6 alien boys and their spaceship crashed in her backyard, so she tries to help the boys rebuild their ship to get home and slowly falls in love with.... one of them ;) You know firsthand how good I am at hiding who the main character will fall in love with until the end xD
But, if you're a fan of B.A.P like me, please PLEASE check it out~ I'm proud to say it's one of the first B.A.P fics on this site, just like this fic was one of the first Boyfriend fics :3


Oh my god, I love blondies OwO
Thanks for reading!

-Brii<3

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ChoiHyemin
#1
Hello I'm new reader. Don't you mind to continue this story?
Recently bofi was release bounce mv with concept like alice in wonderland
milkycouplesaranghae #2
Chapter 9: ahahha donghyun and hyunseong turned gay....*laughing uncontrollably*, the story is awesome so won't u please give us an update??^^
LovesYoseob
#3
TT.TT Pleeeease update this. Just sit down for like two hours. Cooooooome onnnnnnnnnnn. Pleeeeeeeeeeease? Throw real life to the wind! Okay... So I know that was kind of deranged but it's been eight months. And I'm still totally and completely interested in this story because it's awesome and amazing and all those positive adjectives. Please. I'm on my knees. Literally. I'm on the ground typing this on my kneeees. PLEASE.
simple185
#4
Please update. OMG EVERYONE IS ASKING FOR THIS. PLS. TT
LovesYoseob
#5
So.. I'll just go die from the lack of Alice in Boyfriend Land.
cezheartsyou
#6
Update pleassssseee!
Monika9MinHo #7
Update please >ㅅ< -does puppy eyes- TT~TT
LovesYoseob
#8
So um........ it's almost been a month. And I just finish reading all of the chapters again.......... WHEN CHU GONNA UPDAAAAAAAATE? This is why I didn't want to read, I knew this you happen. I'd get to the last chapter and have nothing..... WHY??? I'll blame school. Update.......... ==. Rewrite like the wind! Please..? Oh, and, just my little opinion, I think Key fits the fiance role better.... Dino face is just so........ *makes hand motions and random sounds*
LovesYoseob
#9
OH YEAH AND. I loved the tracklist. Still do. Great music. Sorry for taking up so much comment space...... >.>
LovesYoseob
#10
DSOGIDFKNVZSLDGVJZDFHNGZDGZFHOGDSHFIBHZSDIVZBSDVIIHHSDV. Sorry for that. But.. I was subscribed, but when stories don't update, I unsubbed..... BUT I ALWAYS CREEP UP ON THEM. It's because I don't like my subs over 17-21. And oh my god...... YOU'RE ACTUALLY WRITING AGAIN AND I'M SURE I'M GOING TO LOVE THE REWRITES. Even though, I personally thought it was perfect before. Because, and I haven't read any of your fics but I can just tell, you're a GREAT writer. Time to neglect my homework and read up! I love this story. SO MUCH.