“Appa! I’m hungry~!” Yoogeun whined at my feet

“Mmm~!’ Kyungsan made approving noises

“Okay, what do you want?” I asked them

(We were back in Seoul filming for the show and I was waiting in our house with Yoogeun and Kyungsan and the camera crew. We waited for half an hour before Song PD-nim got impatient and we started to film without Yoona. It has been 2 hours since we started filming and Yoona still hasn’t shown up… I knew I shouldn’t have told her! I made Yoogeun a sandwhich and started to warm up Kyungsan’s milk)

“Kyungsannie, is it good? It’s good isn’t it!” I smiled as I fed him

“Appa, where is omma?” Yoogeun asked me

“I don’t know…” I answered truthfully

“Donghae! Donghae-ah!” Song PD-nim called me aside softly

“Yes PD-nim?”

“You have to get Yoona to come here, we can’t shoot the show without her…!”

“I understand, but I don’t know where she is!”

“I’m here!”

“Yoona?!”  I said in awe as she came in through the door

“Yoogeunnie! Kyugsannie!” she called ignoring me

“Yoona…”

“Yoogeunnie did you eat dinner yet?” she asked him

“Appa made me a sandwich!”

(Throughout the whole filming  period she ignored me. Only talking through the children. “Yoogeunnie tell your appa to clean the dishes. Yoogeunnie tell your appa to brush your teeth~” Then when the cameras stopped rolling, instead of sharing the main bed with me she slept on the couch. I sighed as I got out of bed and went to where she was sleeping on the couch. I sat on the opposite chair staring at her before waking her up)

“What do you want?!” she snapped as I woke her up

“At least you talked to me…”

“Urgh, just go back up to your bed…” she said turning away from me

“Yoona I promise you… I left those friends and in the process I left that life as well… That’s why I became a singer! To leave that life behind and start anew!” I told her

“Why should I believe you?” she asked me

 “Okay, okay…”

“How could you even think scamming your girlfriend was a good thing?” she asked me

“I was young and stupid… Now I realise that it’s a bad thing but I can’t go back and change the past! For the past 5 years I have paid Victoria and her family $800 a month but they keep refusing to accept it… They are good people and I always felt uneasy about repaying them because it reminded me of the bad things I did to them…” I confessed

“Then you aren’t entirely a bastard… A real bastard wouldn’t even pay the money back but you did so I withdraw my statement from the other day… My father was scammed for $3 million because we had brought a new house but the estate agent was a fake so we were left with $3 million less and no house. Everyone worked hard to earn money to buy a new house and when that goal was achieved, my mother fell ill and we couldn’t earn enough money in time… Towards the end I started to be a trainee at SM, I begged my mother to wait until I debuted so I could earn money but… she couldn’t…” she whispered as she cried

“Yoona… I… I don’t know what to say…”

“That’s why I was so mad at you… as your story reminded me of my painful story, my anger just built up and it lashed out on you… So I’m sorry for that…” she apologized

“Don’t apologise! Please…” I begged her

“Ok..ay then”

 “So are you still mad at me?”

“I understand you for the other things about your bad friends and stuff but now I’m mad that you didn’t tell me! I checked it with your members and they all knew, and even my unnies and maknae knew! They all heard it from their boyfriends! Sunny heard it from Sungmin, Taeyeon heard it from Leeteuk etc. How come I was the last one to know?!”

“Are you my girlfriend?” I asked her puzzled

“Well.. I’m… No…”

“Do you like me?” I asked her a smile starting to creep up on my face

“Of course not! Don’t even joke about things like that!” she said as her cheeks blushed

“Your mouth says no but your cheeks and eyes say yes…” I teased

“Ya! Oppa! I’m warning you!”

 “You like me don’t you?” I asked her as I leaned forward until I was about 10 cm away from her face

“What are you doing?! The camera people and the children are upstairs sleeping!” she said hitting me with her pillow

“Fine then I’ll just leave you alone here by yourself!” I said as I started to go back upstairs

“Wait oppa!”

“What is it?” I smirked

“I… um… This sofa is uncomfortable…” she said

“Is that all?” I asked her with an eyebrow raised

“Can… can I go back upstairs with you?”

“But you are mad at me!” I said in a mocking manner

“Aish…” she said as she dragged her blanket and pillow up the stairs and onto the bed

“Thank you for forgiving me…” I said to her quietly but she had already fell asleep