“Thank you Teacher Lee Soo Man!” we both bowed to Sir as he closed the gate

“Where shall we go today Yoong?” Hae held my hand

“Let’s walk around the city a bit!”

“Why?”

“To look at wedding dresses!”

“There isn’t even a date yet Yoong!”

“I want to look though!” I whined

“Arasso… Let’s go!”

*After walking around, now outside SNSD’s dorm – 3PM*

“Thank you for coming back with me oppa!” I thanked him as we reached outside my dorm holding hands

“This isn’t goodbye you know…” he smiled

“I know! Do you want to come inside?” I asked not wanting to let him go yet

“Hmmm… I don’t know. Do you want me to?” he winked

“Oh I know! How about you call your members then all of us can go on a date!”

“What about Jessica?”

“Oh I forgot… Let me ask them first before you call them…” I started to go up the stairs

“YOONAAAAAA!”

“Huh? Omo! Unnies! Maknae!” I looked up

(The 8 other girls’ heads were poking out of the window as they waved from abvove)

“YOU DON’T NEED TO ASK US YOONA WE WILL BE READY SOON!” Sooyoung cheerfully said

(The giggled and ran back inside. Donghae called s one by one and they all agreed)

“Oppa I’m going to go upstairs to change, I’ll be down soon!” I kissed him

“Can’t I come up with you?”

“That works too!” I smiled and together we walked upstairs

*After 30 minutes*

 “Can I come in?” he knocked on the door of the room I was getting changed in

“Wait… Okay you can come in now!” I said as I finished buttoning my blouse

“Where’s your wedding ring…” his eyes searched my hand

“Right here!” I pulled it out of my purse

“Why aren’t you wearing it? Don’t you like it?” his voice became sad

“I love it but I can’t let the public see it! Not yet anyways…” I put it back in

“Then what’s the point of bringing it with you? You might as well just leave it here if you won’t wear it!” his voice showed his anger

“Oppa don’t be angry, you just have to understand that we are still idols and we need to respect our work and fans!”

“But I think it is fine for you to wear a ring that I bought for you! Otherwise it seems as if you don’t want to get married!” he yelled

(I opened my mouth to argue when I saw Sunny at the doorway behind Hae)

“Use aegyo!” she mouthed the words

“Mm, but oppa! You know Yoongie wants to marry you but if you yell at her she will be sad… Yoongie loves you oppa!” I copied Sunny unnie’s aegyo

(Hae tried to stay composed but instead burst out laughing)

“YA! Don’t laugh!” I hit him

“Oh my Yoong, you don’t need to use Sunny’s aegyo to win my heart. I love you just the way you are,” he kissed me

“Is my aegyo really that bad?” I pouted

“You copying Sunny’s aegyo is bad. Sunny’s aegyo is only for Sunny and Sungmin. You doing your own aegyo is what I love,” he poked my forehead softly

“I’m so embarrassed…” I hid my face in my hands

“Don’t be, I thought it was cute but it was also funny at the same time…” he grinned

[Door Ringing]

“MINNIE OPPA!!!!!!!!!” Sunny squealed as she ran to the door

*At a café near SNSD’s dorm*

(SEO JOO HYUN)

“Seo-baby I need to talk to you…” Kyuhyun said to me

“What about oppa?” I sipped my coffee

“Come…” he led me to a more private place

“Is everything okay?” I asked him

“I-I’m going to go on We Got Married…”

(I stared at him)

“The Chinese version. I will be with Luo Yi Xiao…” he sighed

“Oh…” I looked away

“Are you okay?” he placed a hand on my shoulder

“Y-yes…” I felt my tears coming

“Seo please don’t cry…!” he exclaimed as the first tear rolled down

“Why did you have to go on that show for?!” I yelled standing up

“Shh! Seo you are drawing a crowd! You just aren’t thinking straight, normally you would be so embarrassed to have everyone staring at you but-”

“WE GOT MARRIED IS A SHOW THAT BUILDS UP LOVE BETWEEN THE TWO PEOPLE!”

“Seo please stop screaming-”

“I HATE YOU!”

“WE GOT MARRIED IS A FAKE SHOW THAT BUILdS UP LOVE THAT DOESN’T LAST! THE PRODUCERS AREN’T PROFESSIONAL MATCHMAKERS OR ANYTHING! ALL THE COUPLES THERE DATE BUT THEY NEVER LAST!” he couldn’t take it anymore and started to yell

(IM YOONA)

(I stared at Donghae oppa who, like me, had heard everything)

“He wasn’t talking about us Yoona…” he held my hand

“But isn’t what he said true?” I said quietly

“Maybe but with us it’s different…” he didn’t sound so sure

“I… I will be in the car…” I ran out of the shop

(I slammed the car door and rested my chin on my knees)

“Kyuhyun was talking about us directly…” I told myself sternly

“You know he still meant you…” a small voice in my head said

“I will marry Donghae oppa…” I argued with the voice

“You heard Donghae’s voice in the café. He himself isn’t too sure if you guys are meant for each other. What if all along he belonged with Sunye and you belonged with Taecyeon?”

“But I love Donghae oppa!”

“Taecyeon was so sweet to you but you turned him into a monster…”

“It isn’t my fault he turned out all wrong!”

“Are you sure? Ever since you and Donghae were together have you noticed how all the couples around you have been having problems? It’s because you two aren’t meant for each other… Yoona, you are hurting the people you love”

“Shut up! I love him!” I put my hands on my ears

“How do you know he loves you back?”

“He promised!”

“You said to Taeyeon that you don’t know if you want to marry Donghae, are you sure you want to get married to him?”

“That was a long time ago…”

“You aren’t the same person you were a long time ago, people change. You and Donghae aren’t meant to be…”

(I tried to argue but I realised how crazy I must seem now. Talking to myself, how embarrassing! I got out my headphones and plugged them in to drown out the voice in my head)

“You can hide now Yoona but not forever. You and Donghae were never meant to be…”

(I quickly my phone)

“Donghae never loved you. He took pity on you. If he loved you so much why hasn’t he even set the date yet? Face it Yoona, he doesn’t love you”

(I looked up and saw Donghae knocking frantically on the car window)

“Leave him now whilst the wedding hasn’t been set yet. Leave him now if you want to make the other people you love happy. You will also make him happy. He won’t know it but he will be a lot happier without you. How much trouble has he been in since you stepped in the picture? Quite a lot… Leave him now Yoona”

(I winded down the window and Donghae poked his head in)

“Yoona are you okay? Kyu wasn’t talking about us! He apologized after you left and he wanted to say he didn’t mean us!”

“Oppa I can’t hurt you anymore… You and everyone else deserves better…” I started to cry

“W-what do you mean?”

“I can’t marry you Donghae… I caused all the stress and sadness that all my members and you seem to have nowadays. I don’t want to hurt you guys anymore…” I continued to cry

“What does that mean?!”

“I have to leave you oppa…”

(I winded up the window again despite Donghae trying to get in and talk to me. I lay down face first onto the other car seat and cried my heart out. I looked up again and didn’t see Donghae)

“I told you he didn’t love you…”

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