Hanbin and I started to hang out more often after the sort of

' confession ' thing.

But everytime when he bring the topic up, I will always try my best to avoid it.

I don't deny my feelings for him, but the thing is I do not want to be hurt again. 

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Bobby's birthday is coming and all of us was preparing to give him a surprise party.

Somehow Hae Eun became better to Bobby, instead of her usual coldness, and ofcourse he is VERY happy about it.

Jinhwan, the nicest and most mature guy in the gang suggested that we should all go for trip together and Bobby just happily agreed because he wanted to spend more time with Hae Eun.

 

" What should I bring? " I asked Hae Eun as we were packing.

" Just bring comfortable clothings, since we are gonna play and have fun!! " She screamed, super excitedly.

" Eh. You do like Bobby right? I can see that. " I asked her while smirking.

" Is it that obvious? HAHAHA I just thought that he's quite cute and he isn't that bad anyways. So why not give it a try? " She told me.

" How's you and Hanbin anyways? " 

Me and Hanbin...

I just let out a longggg sigh.

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The guys rented van, and Jinhwan will be driving us there.

Hae Eun and I stood outside the house waiting for the guys to arrive.

A loud honk could be heard. We turned around and we saw a huge camping van. 

Donghyuk opened the door and let us into it.

" Hello guys! " Hae Eun said, but was looking at BOBBY. 

" You looked so pretty today. " Bobby told her as she sat beside him.

I just giggled at the sight of how awkward they are. 

HAHAHA

Junhoe signaled me to sit beside him as there was a huge space there, so I just casually walked over.

But someone held unto my wrist and pulled me.

" You sit here. " Hanbin held unto my wrist and pulled me beside him.

" Hanbin.. its okay I can just sit there... " 

" No. I don't want you to sit with other guys. " I laughed at how childish the mighty Hanbin can be.

 

We were enjoying our bbq when Junhoe suggested that we should play truth and dare.

" Okay! " I was super high.

Junhoe spinned the bottle and it landed on Hanbin.

" Dare. "

As expected from him.

" Kiss Chaeyeon. " Was what Hae Eun said.

I glared at her but she just shrugged it off like I DONT CARE.

Hanbin did not even hestitate and he did it.

It felt like there was a spark. When you have that strong connection with someone, just a kiss would make your knees grow so weak.

Everyone stared at us.

They probably didnt expect that from Hanbin.

Its Kim Hanbin.

The one who didn't cared about girls.

The one who have never fell in love before.

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The sky, the stars and everything was just so beautiful that night.

Was it just me? 

Or was it because of the kiss that lightened up my mood, that made me felt so special once again?

Not once again, but never before. 

It wasn't like that when I was with him.

Hanbin was different. Totally different.

" Hey. " I heard a voice.

I turned and it was Hanbin.

He sat beside me on the grass while looking at the sky.

" What are you thinking about? " He asked finally looking at me.

I avoided his gaze once again because I'm scared I will allow him into my heart just like that.

I needed to sort out alot of things first before I accept him.

" Sorry I have to go. " Just like that, I left.

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It was finally Bobby's birthday and we were all preparing for the surprise party.

" Happy birthday Bobby! " Hae Eun carried a cake and walked towards Bobby.

Bobby made a wish and Hae Eun gave him a peck on the cheeks sending him blushing.

" OHHHHHHH " All of us teased them.

I accidentally made eye contact with Hanbin but I just kept avoiding it time and time again.

The party went smoothly and when we were packing, Hanbin suddenly came to me and said " We need to talk. "

I followed him to the side of the shalet where there is a small bench.

We were both silent.

We didn't talk at all.

" If you are not gonna say anything im going to leave. "

Hanbin grabbed my wrist just as I was about to stand up.

" Why are you avoiding me? "

That is the question that I'm most worried about him asking.

" I..I.... " 

" Forget it. " He said and left.