Well...

So, it`s not ended up like I imagine. Or like we all imagine in our mind.

I woke up 3 am in the morning all by sudden.

Waking up to a very happy news (?)

Shocking. No gonna lie. Mixed up feeling just like when he chose to leave RM.

Feeling betrayed. Not gonna lie. Am just human.

But still, it's his life. His choice.

I'm on the verge writing new story but it looks like I will put someone else name now to not make it a good waste.

Time to move on finaly.

To leave all their memories behind. Like they did.

Time will heal eventually.

Heal all the feeling we all have right now.

This too shall pass I believe.

Everything's just temporary.

Everything including my stubborness that say probably this is just a trick and we all too soon to take a conclusion. Or probably this is just another drama.

That if only they met in different circumstances the story will be different.

That in my pitiful mind hoping this is just a very bad dream.

Everything's just temporary.

Like when we decided in our conciousness to ship them.

Or just like what you read right now is also temporary.

But let's not forget all the happy feelings they did share.

Let us still remember what it's like to genuinely smile everytime they threw some loving moments.

That happy feelings I hope will not temporary. Or at least I hope it will not turn into sad memories like in the movie inside out (Ha Ha Ha)

Try to make a joke here, by the way.

It was a good journey after all guys. Very crazy yeah.

But yet a good one.