Lunch ended shortly, both Minhyuk and Seunghyun dropped me off at my next class.

Bidding them farewell, until afterschool.

I wanted to talk to her.

I wanted her to be my bestfriend again.

So I texted her "Please meet me at the rooftop, afterschool."

I didn't recieve anything after that.

But in the middle of class my phone buzzed.

"Okay."

It was a simple answer but I still got a sudden rush of relief.

Classes seemed to go by quickly, which led me to text Minhyuk and Seunghyun, saying I needed to meet someone afterschool.

To which they both replied, okay with it, just not to stay out to late.

When I arrived there, I was met by her first.

I smiled at her slightly, trying to be friendly.

She showed me no emotion.

None what so ever.

"Please Krystal, please be my friend, my best friend again."

She scoffed.

"What if I say I don't want to be?"

Her eyes showed confidence, but couldn't hide the hint of pain.

I haven't looked in her eyes since what happened.

I was afraid to.

Those judging eyes.

FLASHBACK

"UNNIE."

I yelled trying to catch up with her.

She kept walking quickly.

"Let me explain!"

She stopped and turned, disgust evident on her face.

"Why Minzy? Why? You knew I liked him, you knew I did everything I could to please him!"

She was sobbing, to the point that it broke my heart.

"Why did you take him from me? Leeteuk was my everything!"

I was looking for something to say, anything to calm her.

"Just because your boyfriend tossed you aside, doen't mean you can take mine."

"But, I didn't even do anything with him! We were just talking! We were only talking!"

"Why him? Why on my birthday?"

We honestly never did anything, we were dicussing what to do for her birthday surprise.

She looked beyond me, and her tears gushing out her eyes.

I look behind me and see and equally hurt Leeteuk behind me.

Krystal ran, and didn't looked back.

She never looked back.

"Jebal, I was your best friend and you were mine! I would never do anything to destroy our friendship like that!"

She scoffed again, looking elsewhere.

I got on my knees, my nose touch the ground.

"Please!"

"Just stop would you?"

"Not until you forgive me."

"Then stay there cause."

My eyes widened with the sound of footsteps fading away, and a door slamming.

I wasn't going to get her back.

She hated me.

I sighed, got up and left. I caught her packing her things, I stopped at the door and started walking towards her.

"What? Didn't you take the hint the first time?"

I gave her the present I and Leeteuk worked hard on.

It was a scrapbook of all our memories.

All three of ours.

It read, "Happy Birthday our lovely Krystal~"

"Here, I just wanted to give you this."

I smiled, tears streaming my face.

"Bye, bye."

She was shocked, I could tell.

"Happy Birthday"

I said choking on tears.

And I ran, I just kept running.

Running, till I reached the end of these memories.

Until I grew so tired, that I would just die.

Because I lost everyone I loved. 

Whether it was really not my fault or if it was.

I wasn't the only one hurt.

They got hurt, too.

And that, was something we all had to live with.

The hurt of that day, for years and years to come.

Whether we all become friends again, it's still not the same.

Even with Seunghyun Oppa, I know he's trying, he's trying so damn hard to get everything back to how it was.

But it won't be like that.

I call him.

"I'm a coward."

"Minzy. What nonsense are you speaking of now."

"You broke me."

"I'm not the only one here to blame, Minzy."

"You hurt me."

"Stop being selfish, you weren't the only one."

"Lee Taemin."

"What."

"I hate you."

"The feelings mutual."

I laugh dryly.

"Why did you call Minzy?"

"To say goodbye."

He laughed sarcasticly.

"Where you heading?"

"Down."

"Down whe-MINZY DON'T EVE-"

"Why should I not?"

I heard footsteps coming near me.

I hang up the phone.

"Hello."

I pause.

"Taemin."