Hayi peeks at her wrist, it’s nine in the night. She sighs heavily feel all the fatigue creep on her body. The tour was tiring but it was fun at the same time. Hearing those crowd and fan chants made her happier. That was awesome concert and tour she’s been attended for. But she feels so lonely right after her concert was done. There’s no one there to embrace her and congratulate her except those stylist and manager. Her parent was on vacation a week ago so their house still empty and her sister went on travelling with her reseacher team. She’s all alone.

“Just me and my self” she murmured.

“Hemm, Hayi” Her manager peeks through the rear mirror to catch her eyes.

“Nothing Oppa” She sends her gratitude smile to him. At least she still with her manager Oppa until she reach the dorm.

“Wanna grab something to eat on the way home?”

“No Oppa, I just wanna take a bath and sleep for today. But you have to eat on your way home, Okay. Only me who deserve to be starved. I’m fat anyway” she chirps out.

“Who are telling you fat? Let me hit those people” Her manager chuckle “You are my artist, and my artist always gorgeous you know! Don’t let that self esteem of you consume you. You are healthy, and that’s the matter” He smiled through his word.

“Thank you Oppa” But still those words are not helping at all. She’s fat and nobody wants her. Yeah at least Hanbin has been the person that wants her. Yeah it was.

Having a relationship with Hanbin was like riding a roller coaster. There’s so many ups and downs and fast changing condition. He was flip flop all the time. Childish if she could saying. He only came at her whenever he needed her, consuming all her strength whenever he wanted. Taking her for granted.

Hayi let her sigh once again. If she recalling the past moment went he asked her to his girl, he was so nice and taking care her really well. But she was not aware when actually he being flip flop all the time.  it’s confusing her. And about a month ago when she stayed in Bangkok for the concert, Hanbin told her that he lost his feeling for her. That he needed a time to stay away from her, as if Bangkok and Seoul was in one country. It’s was already far! Moron!

“Nah we’re home!” Her manager gets out from the van and helps her to unload her luggage. “I will call the front boy to help you bring this. Just head first to your apartment”

“Thank you Oppa, I don’t know what to do If I don’t have you by my side” Hayi hugs her manager and whisper at him “Don’t forget to grab a meal and send my regards to your