Bizarre Love Triangle III

Like the usual nights, Taeyeon slept over at my room again. But the atmosphere between us that night was very heavy and awkward. She talked but I only replied very minimally, giving her the idea that I was not in the mood so she slept first before me.

She was sleeping beside me and I got afraid everytime she moved. There were many weird thoughts running around my mind that night. I can't sleep because I was afraid of her. I know that what I was thinking was wrong because I was judging her in the worst way. If my thoughts were animated, maybe I was already puking, I was very homophobic that night. I was thinking that maybe she was like those creepy homouals that would do everything just to get the person they like. I was thinking that she might stare at me while I’m asleep, I was thinking that she might molest me. My thoughts were very awful that night and I didn’t get to sleep not until I decided to sleep at my friend's room. I left her in my room thinking that maybe she was already fast asleep. I was thinking that she wouldn't just mind if I wasn't there by the time she wakes up.

I let sleep claim me, wishing that everything I learned about Taeyeon was just a dream. I didn’t want our friendship to get tainted, I really like her.. as a friend. Period.

I'm not a morning person but what woke me up that morning was something that was more than like 10 alarm clocks that I prayed wouldn't happen. Her face was very happy when she greeted "good morning" to me. The first thing that came into my mind was "what the ! How did she enter the room? Did I lock the door last night? Is she already that stalker?"

I know my thoughts were already exaggerated back then but what can I do? Never had I experienced a girl liking me! I was already having a hard time getting the attention of Jaehwan and now a girl likes me?! Gosh.

That day, I tried to avoid her as much as possible. I didn’t stay in my room or in places that I would usually go to because I was thinking that maybe she would look for me.

While I was reading my notes, I couldn’t avoid thinking of her and I couldn’t seem to understand why she liked me even though I am not that pretty and my beauty isn't a head turner. But maybe her roommate was just playing fun of m