Yoona's POV

One year ago , You got transfered to my school .. That one year we werent that close , We didnt talk much .. Maybe its because of the fact that we are in different classes . The first time I saw you , you gave me a weird feeling , I have no idea what it is , So I didnt bother much about it ..

The end of the year is coming nearer and nearer .. We have just finished our End-Of-Year Examination .. So we were allowed to play around the school , Not studying at all . I am not someone who is sporty , But you are someone .. who likes playing basketball and football .. Everytime my friends plays basketball with you , I would always sit by the side and enjoyed the view of you playing happily .. Coincidentally .. I happened to break up with my boyfriend , Taecyeon .. You came over to me and asked me what happened .. I guess .. Thats the only day in the whole year that we happened to talk the most to each other .

Holidays came in a blink of our eyes . I heard from schoolmates that you are leaving .. Going back to where your homeland is . That means .. You are changing school again . That means .. I cant see you again , And most importantly , I wouldnt be able to talk to you again .. The feeling of hurt is filling my heart .. I don't know , Why am I like this ..

One year pass by without seeing you , your smile and without hearing you laughter whenever you are joking around with your friends . I happened to meet you coincidentally outside school .. It happens that day I slept over the time I am supposed to wake up , So I didnt go to school . After school ended , I went to school to wait for my friends .. And Saw you standing outside the school gates , Waiting patiently for your girlfriend , Who is my bestfriend .. Jessica . We chatted slightly .. Yet realising that I suddenly felt nervous talking to you ..

 After that , I thought I would never get another chance to see you again . Yet you wore our school uniform and appeared in the school ground again .. I am elated , at the same time , puzzled . Didnt you changed school already ? Why are you back again ? When you finallyy stand infront of me , I asked you ,''Why are you back again ?'' Yet you told me .. ''I miss you..'' Although I don't know whether isit true or not , Eventhough I know you came back just because of Jessica , But deep inside my heart , I felt happy hearing you saying that .. The thought just makes me smile sweetly . 

I realised that I have slowly fallen in love with you .. The moment I get home , The first profile I would see would be yours .. I would anticipate what you have written on your status , Looking at the photos that you posted . Thinking that I can just love you secretly without anyone knowing , Not even my dongsaeng .. Seohyun . But .. One week before my birthday , Because of our CCA's , Both of us went home late . As I was sitting at the cafiteria waiting for Yuri , You came towards me and asked for my number . I gave it to you , You said that you want to accompany me home . In the end , It turned into me waiting with you and your friends at the bustop . At that time , I helped carried your books , Waiting patiently for the bus to come . I am satisfied by the fact that I can spent that few moment with you .. Eventhough We didnt talk much .. 

After waiting with you for 30minutes , I am finallyy home ! How did I know , Your friend told you that I may be falling for you .. That evening , I was online because I was updating my blog . Your chat conversation happened to open , You asking me what am I doing .. I told you and you said that you want to take a look at my blog .. I just gave you the link .. After you finished reading my post , You asked me who am I refering to .. I jokely said that its you , You totallyy fall for my joke . From that day on , We suddenly felt closer ..

Three days later , It was a Saturday Morning , The moment I online .. Your chat conversation was the first to open up , Asking me whether I am free to go out . I said , Yes .. And we were out at Lotte World . After we reached , You gave me a feeling that you are abit weird today . Unlike your chattering mode , You seemed much more quieter , As if something is bothering your mind . I didnt bother much about it , We went to watch a romance movie . In the movie theater , You held onto my hand .. Maybe its because its cold in there , You hugged me tightly in your embrace . I felt very nervous , At the same time .. I felt happy and blissful .. The feeling in your strong arms is better than being in Taecyeon's . I loved it .. I reallyy hope this kind of moments will last longer . I don't know what to do , So I just lay in your embrace , Enjoying the warmth coming from you .. When we were having dinner together , You kept asking me weird questions .. I just answered as it is . You tried telling me something for a few times , But it seems that the words just refuses to come out of your mouth . I just ignored it ..

After I reached home , you were the first person to chat with me , I have the tendency to ask you what you wanted to say earlier though I am not really interested in it . You said that you liked me . That three words made me so happy until I couldnt sleep for two nights , Everytime the three words are being mentioned or recalled , I would unconsciously smile or grinned to it .. I am such a silly girl .. I couldnt give you a answer , Because you have a girlfriend . And your girlfriend is my best friend . I cant betray her , I really cant . Just because I couldnt sleep for the whole night , You attentively chatted with me till morning came . The conversation that both of us had , Sounded like a pair of couples talking to each other. 

I started bringing my phone to school , the main reason is to send text messages to you . That day happened to be my birthday , We started talking about our relationship . Eventhough I really want to be your girlfriend , Whenever I think of Jessica , I really felt guilty . Unconsciously , Our secret relationship started , And I turned into the third party in the relationship between you and Jessica . 

For that whole week , I bought my blackberry to school everyday , Afraid that you would be lonely so I always texted you in class . For that whole week , We chatted from Morning to Evening . Sometimes , You would also walk me home . Before your CCA ends , I would sit by the side and wait for you patiently . After you finished your CCA , We would walked home together laughing at each others jokes . Those moments with you made me felt happy and blissful .

One day , Jessica knew about our secret relationship . I knew a day like this would come , I was already mentally prepared for the fact that I am going to lost you .. As well as my friendship with Jessica . I have decided to let go , Give up in our relationship . Yet as time goes by , Our relationship status really changed back to how we used to be . FRIENDS . After new year holidays passed , We really turned into friends . Actually I knew you wouldnt just give up Jessica and come to me . I knew being a third-party is hard . Everytime I see Jessica with you , I felt scared , guilty and terrible ..

I have decided to ..

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