Ahh.. Not again. I am once again tricked by others. 

How hard can this life be?

I'm so tired. I can't feel my own breath nor my own lifeline.

Oh dear, I am once again tricked.

By those I trust, by those I love. 

"___-ah, listen to your father alright? I love you with all my heart. I will never leave you alone."

I believed in you.

"Look at those trees, ___-ah, do you hear those birds singing? They're singing for you. Do you hear them? Your father will always sing for you, just like them."

Appa, you're not the last person to tricked me. I'm still being tricked by others. 

By a guy name Hanbin. Appa, do you know him? If you're up there in heaven, please look down and tell me if I should have believed in him. Appa, if you're alive, please come back. I miss you so much. Do you know that everyone hates me?

I hate myself, too.

Ugh..

My heart aches.

I feel like my heart is beating times faster.

I feel like I'm going to die.

My veins are contracting. Is it going to pop? Something is wrong with me for sure.

I can't move. 

Everything seems breathless. 

I..

can't...

move..

Somehow I manage to open my eyes. I am lying on a bed. Wait, this is my bed. Why am I home? Was everything just a dream? I'm so confuse. I look to the window near my bed, it was midnight. The moon shines brightly through the window. I stared at it for a while before leaving my bed restlessly. 

This is odd. Something doesn't add up. The meeting between me and Hanbin, the transformation I saw of Hanbin, and the fact that he's a vampire- those moments are 99% reality for sure. But 1% aside, where is he? 

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My mom isn't home today. She's working late again. I'm lonely. Even though her night shift is now familiar to me, it knowing that I'm spending this scary night alone by myself.

I go back to my room after I went to the restroom to pee.

You: KYA!

I feel a presence on my bed. My heart jumped. Did a criminal got into my house? 

I the light. 

No.. Actually..

Kim Hanbin, oh boy. Why is he he