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You: I'm a half-specie? *scoff* No way..

Lee Hi: You've been feeling more different than usual right?

You: I.. I guess.

I began to think back.

The time where my body felt electrified.

The time where I constantly felt dizzy.

The time where my heart didn't beat normally like it should be.

The time where my head twisted, as if someone is taking over, like crazy.

The time where I could read thoughts.

You: No way.. I am.. No way..

I used both of my hands to press against my head tightly. I wanted to squish all of my thoughts away, hoping that everything is a lie.

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How could I never thought of this? Of course I'd never! Who would ever thought of themselves as such thing?! What am I going to do now?

Well, I've always been outcasted anyways.

Even if people found out about it, they'd probably still treat me the same way as before. Why am I even bother to be hurt? There's nothing I can do about it.

"You're one of us"

Her words kept on repeating over and over in my head.

For a brief of thought, I wonder if Hanbin knew about this?

"___, call me whenever you need me. I am your friend. Here's a phone, Hanbin told me to give it to you."

I looked at the phone she gave me, a while back, and squished it tightly.

Did you brought me here, to China, just to prove that I am the same as you?

Are yo