HYUNA POV

I entered the gate of a hospital, I smiled at myself and greeted the nurses whom passed me.

"Yaa ...!! Kim Hyuna,  are you sneak out again ...!! aigooo ... what happened with your face ..??" a young nurse scolded me, I chuckled and run  into my room.

Yes .. This is my room,..for 4 years in my life.

 to me.. this hospital is my second home, even the nurses and doctors here are like my family.

absolutely right ..!!!, actually I'm not okay..I’m not alright.. I’msick ..

when I’m young until now my body is very weak, my parents decided to home schooling me, I don't mind with how long i can stay alive, I know I'm not become getting better, my hair started falling out everywhere, when sleep I often wake up with pain and nosebleeds.

But now..I have to fight..because of him.. my Jang hyunseung.. my boyfriend.. the one I love in my life beside my parents and my older sister.

are you know..?? my dreams is go to same school with hyunseung oppa next year and we could be a greath couple in our school..*smiled*.

I began to recognize him, while i snuck into his school, it's just 200 yards from my hospital and actually my older sister goes  school  in there too.

When I was climbing a tree, I saw him, he was sleeping peacefully, just like an innocent angel, i think I fall in love with that pretty boy at the first sight.. Without realizing, I kept watching  and stalking him.

20 Desember 2009 … the important day for me.. (^^),

for the first time, I tried to talk with him and forced him to be my lover, yahhh.. although I get rejected (Q.Q),

but I thought, his feelings began to change now, we were even officially became lovers.

I was happy, because I love him so much and please don't ask me why..!!,

yah .. I know it's weird, because we were just meet.. but .. to me .. love does not need to looked at something like that..

I love him and that's final

Today I snuck back in there, but Seeing my face became very pale.

I decided to wear thick makeup.  Although it was strange.. but who cares..??

I don't want hyunseung oppa know about my ill,

so I have to keep my spirit and smile in front him.

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I looked at the mirror and washed my face, I smiled bitterly as I looked how weird my face, so pale, my lips even now turned white.

I can’t hold back my tears.. and let them go.

I held my hair, Several strands fallen,  I looked at the hair,

All I could do just crying now, why my life so hard like this.. why my chest always hurt..??.

I looked at my face again, now I see the red liquid out of my nose.

"Why am I so weak ….??" I whispered in my sobs.

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I woke up from my sleep, the pain attacked me again, I coughed without stop, my chest felt so heavy, causing me to hard just to take a breathe, my body was shaking and shivered,difficulty I pressed the call button in my desk.

Soon I heard the nurses and doctors rushed into my room, My vision was blurry already, I could hear them calling my name and after that.. all became dark.

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