What My Heart Wants to Say

Maybe

That’s not how I feel,

but I made you sad again

That’s not how I feel,

I’ve never hated you

I hope our love will never change,

I hope we will always smile

 (Lel ft. Linzy – What My Heart Wants to Say)


 

| IOI Chatroom |

*chungha29 is online!*

 

chungha29 said:

*is backtracking*

 

som_swag said:

chungha29 ANNYEONG TECHNOLOGICALLY ILLITERATE UNNIE

 

chungha29 said:

you guys… are too loud

som_swag hi

I’m very honored, thank you

 

*jieqiongzhou is online!*

 

jieqiongzhou said:

annyeonggg!

hope everyone is healthy today ^^

 

dodo_swag said:

jieqiongzhou yoojungie is not :(

 

jieqiongzhou said:

oh?

 

chungha29 said:           

oh??        

 

som_swag said:

oh???

 

i_nayoung said:

oh?????  

dodo_swag okay what happened

 

*yoo_swag is online!*

 

yoo_swag said:

dodo_swag IM NOT SICK ASDFGHJKLASHSGD

I’VE ALWAYS BEEN SHORT

Y U DO DIS

 

i_nayoung said:

…………

-_-

 

chungha29 said:           

yoo_swag there there

*gives you a hug*

 

yoo_swag said:

chungha29 unnie :”((((

 

dodo_swag said:

I’m just kidding sorry :c

yoo_swag sorry :c

 

yoo_swag said:        

no :(((((((((

i_nayoung pls give dodojjyu a timeout

 

dodo_swag said:

i_nayoung yes pls give me a timeout

 

i_nayoung said:

I--

dodo_swag wait what

 

som_swag said:

dodo_swag wait what

 

yoo_swag said:        

dodo_swag wait what

 

jieqiongzhou said:

dodo_swag what

why

 

dodo_swag said:

why not?

i_nayoung I still have a Kim Chungha Invitation Chance right

 

chungha29 said:

dodo_swag wait… what?

 

yoo_swag said:

oAo

i_nayoung UNNIE I TRUSTED U

WHAT IS DIS LOOPHOLE

 

i_nayoung said:

…………

I know this would happen -_-

 

chungha29 said:

sigh

sejeong_k I swear that would be the last time I helped you

 

*j_chaeyeoni is online!*

 

*uyj_s is online!*         

 

uyj_s said:

oh???

chungha29 :”)

 

chungha29 said:

uyj_s huh??

 

uyj_s said:

chungha29 nothing eue

 

j_chaeyeoni said:

hi guys

 

jieqiongzhou said:

j_chaeyeoni hi

but hold on

dodo_swag what is this Kim Chungha Invitation Chance about @_@

 

dodo_swag said:

jieqiongzhou  a chance to ask Chungha unnie

to persuade Nayoung unnie

to re-add us to this chatroom when we get a timeout

 

*sejeong_k is online!*

 

sejeong_k said:

yo! :D

 

som_swag said:

speaking of the devil >> sejeong_k

 

sejeong_k said:

som_swag excuse you

can devil sing?

 

som_swag said:

sejeong_k how should I know I never be one

 

*g9_mina is online!*         

 

sejeong_k said:

*is done backtracking*

chungha29 I want a hug too :(

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k no.

 

yoo_swag said:

sejeong_k go away ahjusshi

chungha29 unnie is mine >|

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 but I want a hug :(

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k no.

 

g9_mina said:

chungha29 can mina have a hug too? c:

 

chungha29 said:

g9_mina aww come here

*gives you a hug*

 

g9_mina said:

chungha29 <3

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 can I have a hug too c:

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k yeah… no.

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 T_T

do you hate me

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k don’t ask something which answer will hurt you :)

 

sejeong_k said:

I--

 

*sejeong_k is offline*

 

j_chaeyeoni said:

chungha29 lol what happened

 

*s_sohye is online!*

 

s_sohye said:

*is backtracking*

 

jieqiongzhou said:

:((

chungha29 unnie don’t hurt sejeong unnie too much

dodo_swag you too, don’t hurt yoodaeng too much

 

chungha29 said:

jieqiongzhou the path to my embrace is fraught with peril.

 

som_swag said:

chungha29 what are you, Mount Everest?

 

s_sohye said:

speaking of Mount Everest

i_nayoung unnie I’m hungry :c

 

j_chaeyeoni said:

er…

what is the relationship between Mt. Everest and hungry?

 

yoo_swag said:

j_chaeyeoni a forbidden one

jieqiongzhou it’s okay, I’m used to it

 

g9_mina said:

i_nayoung unnie I’m hungry too :c

 

uyj_s said:

i_nayoung unnie I’m hungry three :c

 

j_chaeyeoni said:

uyj_s you aren’t living in the dorm yeonjung

 

uyj_s said:

j_chaeyeoni I know I’m asking for a delivery

 

som_swag said:

uyj_s lmao

i_nayoung stone unnie I’m hungry four :c

 

i_nayoung said:

alright guys alright

j_chaeyeoni jieqiongzhou help me ok

 

*i_nayoung is offline*

 

j_chaeyeoni said:

uyj_s YOU WISH

 

*j_chaeyeoni is offline*

 

*jieqiongzhou is offline*

 

uyj_s said:

*cries*

you guys are mean ene

 

som_swag said:

uyj_s not as mean as chungha29

 

chungha29 said:

wha—

som_swag what did I do

 

dodo_swag said:

som_swag it’s okay sejeong unnie deserved it

that ghost pic still scares me

I can’t scroll up ;n;

 

chungha29 said:

speaking of ghost

are we sure this dorm doesn’t have ghosts

 

s_sohye said:

chungha29 CRIES

WHY

WE AREN’T IN A HORROR SPECIAL VARIETY SHOW

 

g9_mina said:

chungha29 WHY oAo

 

som_swag said:

chungha29 can we not mention ghosts JUST FOR A DAY

 

yoo_swag said:

*distinctly hears uyj_s’s scream from afar*

 

chungha29 said:

…………

you guys are too dramatic

sigh

no it’s just that

my snack supply has been depleting recently

mysteriously too

 

dodo_swag said:

oh that

chungha29 I’m fairly sure ghost doesn’t do that unnie

 

uyj_s said:

dodo_swag exactly

that’s no ghost work

 

som_swag said:

chungha29 what

I thought it’s something scary

ghost doesn’t munch on goguma snack…

g9_mina right unnie :)

 

yoo_swag said:

som_swag no I think ghost can like goguma snack too

a certain ghost

g9_mina right *winks*

 

g9_mina said:

I...

chungha29 IT’S NOT ME OAO

som_swag yoo_swag asdfghjkasjkjgl you traitors;;;;

 

chungha29 said:

g9_mina aww ha ha

it’s okay I’m not mad. you should’ve told me though :)

 

uyj_s said:

g9_mina see that space in between unnie’s laughter?

YOU’RE DOOMED

 

som_swag said:

uyj_s still not as doomed as sejeong unnie

 

g9_mina said:

I THINK SEJEONG UNNIE IS CALLING ME BYE

 

*g9_mina is offline*

 

chungha29 said:

uyj_s you’re terrible :)))

som_swag why is sejeong doomed

 

som_swag said:

chungha29 nope

not falling for it

 

*som_swag is offline*

 

chungha29 said:

what

 

*s_sohye is offline*

 

chungha29 said:

I mean…

 

*yoo_swag is offline*

 

*dodo_swag is offline*

 

chungha29 said:

uyj_s are you going to go off too

 

uyj_s said:

chungha29 yep c:

 

*uyj_s is offline*

 

chungha29 said:

sigh.

 

 

~~

 

 

Chungha wasn’t expecting Nayoung’s concerned eyes when she brought her used plates to the sink.

“What is it?”

Nayoung seemed to ponder for a while, turning her attention to the dishes she’s assigned to wash tonight.

“Is something happened between you and Sejeong?”

Chungha blinked. Is something—

“No,” Chungha answered, shaking her head to put an emphasis. She idly wondered what’s running through the normally straight-faced leader to blurt out a question like that. One Chungha thought came out of the blue.

“Aren’t you going to ask me why I asked?” Nayoung asked, turning the tap off as she put the last plate in place.

“Why?”

“Sejeong always looks confident, doesn’t she?”

Chungha blinked again. She was trying to follow Nayoung’s train of thought, but it seemed impossible with the jumps Nayoung used. Does Sejeong look confident? Chungha pondered. Of course, she always does.

“Of course,” Chungha voiced her answer out.

Nayoung turned to face her, hands holding a towel to wipe water off of her palms.

“But you also have witnessed her without her confident mask on, right?”

Chungha wasn’t sure where this conversation was going to, but she nodded.

“Well I just want to say, don’t blame her about the Kim Chungha Invitation Chance too much.” Nayoung shrugged, “And give her a hug.”

Chungha paused, eyebrows furrowed at the leader’s words. Was today the Official Disjointed Conversation Day or something, and Chungha was the only one not getting informed about the celebration?

“You do realize that your words aren’t that coherent, right?” Chungha carefully asked. Nayoung blinked owlishly at her, her hands tugging on her own’s shirt.

“I don’t think so.”

Chungha mentally noted that Nayoung had entered her sleepy mode.

“Okay.”

 

 

~~

 

 

| 96-line Dungeon |

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k so

when are you going to remove me from this chatroom

 

*sejeong_k is online!*

 

sejeong_k said:

._.

chungha29 why do you want me to remove you?

 

chungha29 said:

because I hate you.

 

sejeong_k said:

;;;;

 

chungha29 said:

I mean, if it’s going to be just the two of us

it's the same as private chat right

why not use private chat instead...

 

sejeong_k said:

of course

just a min

I’m going to ask stone unnie how to

 

chungha29 said:

............

sejeong_k are you sad

 

sejeong_k said:

am not

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k are you pouting

 

sejeong_k said:

am not…

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k you aren’t using emojis, which means

you are sad.

you are pouting.

I’m sure.

 

sejeong_k said:

I—

I’m so sorry but stone unnie isn’t replying

but I’ll make sure to remove you the moment she does

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong.

 

sejeong_k said:

yes.

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k s e j e o n g.

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 y e s ? :’

 

chungha29 said:

sigh

sejeong_k I’m just joking

 

sejeong_k said:

it’s okay.

this chatroom is useless I know

I’m sorry

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k why is it when I’m the one joking it always turns out like this…

no don’t remove me

keep this chatroom

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 oh… do you want me to leave instead?

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k no.

stay.

I’m just joking. I’m okay with this chatroom.

 

sejeong_k said:

I’m not sure I understand.

 

chungha29 said:

this chatroom is not to be destroyed by any of us leaving.

I’m okay with this secret chatroom

I’m not serious when I say I hate you

I mean—did you seriously think I hate you??

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 do you love me then?

 

chungha29 said:

……….

 

sejeong_k said:

*arms flailing around*

see?

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k *flicks your forehead*

you goof…

I don’t hate you, end of conversation.

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 it’s okay, one step at a time =u=d

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k I—

sigh

where are you right now?

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 schedule

why?

want me to buy goguma snacks on my way back?

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k that’d be wonderful

but what time will you come back?

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 I’m not sure…

around midnight?

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k be careful on your way back

and be safe.

 

sejeong_k said:

:”))))

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k the latter is for my goguma snacks.

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 of course of course

I’ll have to go now

 

chungha29 said:

bye

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 but but

you sure you don’t hate me

 

chungha29 said:

sejeong_k I can try to if you’re so persistent.

 

sejeong_k said:

chungha29 NO ASDFGHJASKLSAJGJA

see you later unnie :)

I LOB YOU <3

 

*sejeong_k is offline*

 

chungha29 said:

lob…

sigh.

see you later :)

 

chungha29 said:

oh! and here's your hug

sejeong_k {}

 

*chungha29 is offline*

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Jeysel #1
Chapter 7: updatee 🥺❤
babycubpenguin
#2
Chapter 7: Is this the end? ?
Min-yeon
#3
Chapter 7: wow.... I want more... like how would chungha react if she actually heard those last words from sejeong... I wonder what chungha feels now.
Hipguin28
#4
Chapter 2: this story is actually making me wanna ship sechung lol the fluff is too real ;-;
samemistake #5
Chapter 7: Where are you author shii. Please update. Miss my sechung ~
Already reread this many times
khairina123
#6
Chapter 7: awww!!!! please update soon author-nim!!
blanketlove 93 streak #7
Chapter 7: omg my world was crushed when i read this chapter, scrolled down only to find out theres no "next" button ....

please update soon!!!!! i really like this fic esp sejeong and chungha's interactions.. its so fluffy :-)
acgonzales #8
Chapter 7: please continue this story authornim, i lost count on how many times i reread this story
irfy_isml #9
Chapter 7: Omg I agree!! YOU BETTER UPDATE THIS STORY AUTHORSSHI! It's so good! I read all of your ioi stories and I can say that I love this story the most! Probably because I love sechung the most! Hehe I liked the way you write this story! It's cheesy and funny at the same time :) their banter is cute too hahaha especially when Mina replied using sejeong's phone hahaha. Pls update soon! And most importantly don't end this story so soon!! <333 it's so good!