HEY Guys!!! 

I know I haveen't been updating for quite a while.I've just been so busy and stressed with my exams.But now,FINALLYYYYY, Exam's over.Halleluiah!! haha...I'm working on the next chapters and I know some of you might have got ticked off by soe parts of the story(or maybe thw whole story...gaddd I'm terrible T_T) But I'm thankful that this fic has gotten more viewers and I've even earned more subsribers.Thank you thank you...So,next chapter will be up soon,won't be long and I'll continue to try and  make this  fic a success and work harder to satisfy you all...Thank you! Love you! :D

Oh...BTW...MAMA!!! Its tomorrow! I really hope and pray Bts get loads of awards.I know its kinda hard for some of you who are a multi-fandom like me,I actually have to close my eyes everytime I vote for Bts because I feel so sorry for my EXO babies,my dear IKON and everybody else I love,but I just want Bts to win this year because they deserve it so,so much with everything they've been through and all the hard work (not that others don't deserve it ,I mean they totally do,but,you understand what I'm saying right?right.)

ANNNNd,I cant NOT talk about this because its been eating me up and I feel so frustrated about all of it.Its about Nam Taehyun leaving Winner and YG,plus 2ne1 disbanding and all. Firstly,Nam Taehyun.On a personal level,Taehyun leaving shocks me more than 2Ne1 disbanding actually.It was just so sudden and out of the blue.Like,I knew,we all knew that he'd have problems since he was young and that he's been having psychological problems? recently,and I feel so bad for him.He's come this far,trained for so long to achieve his dream and now he's finally living that dream with his team,s who are like family,I can't even imagine how hard it would be for him to leave it all.But then again,I guess he'd been suffering for so long and to know that he had been suffering because of his personal problems which I don't even know exactly breaks my heart.He has like the most angelic voice and his talent in music,like.God! all those songs he worked on,they're like so,so,soooo beautiful and priceless.I just want to say that WINNER will not be the same without him and I am going to miss him even more in the future.But I'll always pray for him to be healthy and happy and hope he comes out of this hardship and shine even more beautiful than before.

Secondly,I don't even know ho to begin with this.2ne1.I got into kpop back in 2007 and I was like 11 years old.And the group that got me hooked in this kpop world was none other than my Kings,BIGBANG.I fell in love the moment I listen to their song ' Last Greeting' and knew right away that T.O.P was 'the one' and I became a YG hardcore stan instantly(not just because of them but the music YG makes is my cup of tea).So when I heard about 2ne1's debut,I was super excited.And when they finally did,they became my Queens.They were,and are,sooo different and unique from other girl groups( not badmouthing other girl groups.just stating my opinion) Their music and their personality,you know, they're not that girly-girly-cutesy type.They have this kind of boyish bad-girl aura in them,especially C.L( thats why she's my bias and idol) I don't know if that makes sense even..haha...And all this time,we have been waiting and anticipating soo much for their comeback,waiting for our Queens to slay all those charts again and drown in their music.I can't believe they're disbanding.I kinda knew that something wasn't right when Minzy left and I was torn apart.And  I know it was kinda hard to bounce back for Bom with her scandal,and may I add that people can be soooo annoying.Like,they can be such critics and such s who can't get their hands off other people's business ( I'm sorry I can't think of a nice way to say this.) And I know many people are blaming Yg with everything like he doen't take care of his idols and all those,and I really don't know how to feel about that or him,because they've always had such good relationship,but then we don't really know what really happens behind closed doors.Even though I kinda knew this was coming,I'm still torn apart about all this,especially because I got hope that maybe they'd comeback since C.L was working on her album,and Bom showed up and all.But now we know that that's not gonna happen.

Lastly,this feels like 2014 all over again when Kris left.When I read the news about Kris leaving I didn't know to to digest that.Like my ultimate bias in Exo was leaving.I even cried for like a month or two every night in bed while listening to their songs.It was that hard for me.And then Luhan left and so did Tao.I'm just happy that they're all doing good and everything.And that's what I hope for Winner and Taehyun and 2ne1.Being an international fan,I can't go to the fanmeets or concerts of the groups that I stan( They don't even do concerts in my country).And I don't even have the money to fly over because I'm still a student. -_- All I could assure myself was that I'll study hard and then get a good job and work hard so someday,I'll be finally able to go to all these and finally meet them.But,even if I achieve all that,Kris,Luhan ad Tao won't be there when I go to Exo fanmeets or concerts,Taehyun won't be there when I get to see WINNER on stage and 2ne1,my Queens,my chances of ever seeing them together,all those wishes and prayers I made to be able to see them perform with my own eyes,they're gone.Just like that.I don't even know what to feel.I just hope that the other groups I stan,Bigbang,Ikon,Bts etc. I just hope I will get to see them someday,all together on stage and pray nothing bad EVER happens to them.Okay so that's it.Finally I let it out.I can't believe I wrote this sooo long.hahaha...Just skip this boring part people! and if you're reading all these,like actually reading from top till the end,then oh my! Thank you! I gotta say you're one hell of a patient person( even I wouldn't read all of these if it was me.I'm just so impatient.haha) I hope you can keep reading my fanfic.hahahaha BYE!! ^^