"G-Dragon, T.O.P, Mino, Taeyang and someone of the outside" 

That sentence is repeating in my mind over and over again like a mantra.
Who the hell is “someone of the outside”!?

"If I were you, I would avoid GD today."

And, what was I doing? Following the freaking GD through the hallways of YG.

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I'm trying to try my recently acquired feelings to know how I feel towards him or what kind of relationship we have, but I can't because I'm kinda nervous thinking if he's going to scold me or something like that. 
I hate being scolded.
He finally stops in where I soon identify as the recording room I've seen countless times in YG videos (like 2NE1 TV). I'm glad to discover that it seems that the feelings thing also works with places, because I don't feel awkward at all in there. It's as familiar as my mom's living room.

GD let himself fall into the couch after a long sigh (a little bit exaggerated, in my humble opinion) and with a slight faltering, I decide to join him.

— What's wrong? – He frowns. – Why do you sit at the edge of the couch, the farest possible?

I don't answer immediately, trying to relax and read the situation.
Well, regardless of everything, I'm comfortable with him. That's a fact. I know without doubt that he's someone who I appreciate and with I have confidence, like a close friend. But there's also something else that I can't interpret, some kind of mixed emotion under all the fluffy friendship.

Damn. This is not easy.

— Our Jiyongie is not used to this kind of behaviour coming from women, you should sit in his lap.

Teddy, with his characteristic dark hoodie and a mischievous grin, enters in the room followed by Kush.

— What are you saying? – GD laughs.
— What are you guys doing? – Asks Kush. – New project in the horizon?
— Ah, not yet. – Says GD enigmatically. At least for me sounds super enigmatic. – We're going to wait until Top's return from Germany.

OH-MY-GOSH.
It means what I'm thinking that it means?
Am I going to make a collab with GD & T.O.P!?

— HAHAHA! – I yell like the Joker, unable to contain myself. More than a laugh, it sounds as a hysterical shriek.
— Man, it's true she gone crazy this morning. – Says Kush.

The three of them are looking at me like if I were a rare specimen.

— Who has gone crazy? - Mino's head pops in the doorway.
— Viper. - They answer at unison.
— Ah, yes. I heard you hit your head this morning with your workout bible, are you okay? – He asks me.
— Workout bible? – I repeat. – Are you kidding me? 
— Seungri told me. - He shrug his shoulders.

Why I'm not even surprised?

— Whatever. Sadly and with a lot of pain in my heart, I gotta go. – I say with resolution. – I have lots of things to do. – I blow them a kiss in a Regina George's style. –  Later, losers.
— Where are you going? We have to talk! - Says GD to my back.

Do you remember what I said before? The "we have to talk" look never fails!

— Tomorrow! - I answer from the hallway. - Bye-bye!

And with that, I come back to my secret hiding place (I mean the toilets) and I spend the rest of day locked there reading every article and watching every video ex