Kyungsoo can feel the slight shake of Jongins hands as it grasps his own. But that makes him squeeze his hand even harder in return. 

It's not unknown to Kyungsoo that it'll take a while for Jongin to stop being so hesitant, stop withdrawing when in public, stop unconsciously avoiding kisses. He's well aware of whatever self-lothing Jongin is going through and it would be a lie to say Kyungsoo isn't adjusting himself. I have him now. His endless state of useless pining is no longer a thing and what was once a fiction in his head and dreams is now fact. That pang in his chest that was at a time hurt and confusion is now joy. And despite Jongin's sometimes reluctant nature. He's trying. We're trying. 

"What are you thinking about?" Jongin asks bringing Kyungsoo out of his thoughts. Kyungsoo glances at there intertwined hands once more before letting out at breathless laugh. 

I'm thinking about how much I love you 

How I can't believe we're together 

How you want to be with me and its not just in my head 

How I want you to stop feeling guilt or shame 

How I'm sometimes scared you'll change your mind but I don't care 

I love you 

I'm thinking about... 

"You. Us"