Continuation................here we go....dang it....I apologized days passed quickly...three days over and am late for my update.... :X...sorry...
                                                where were we? wait let me read the previous last chapter....let's continue......

Natalie takes a deep breath and continues – looking straight to Minho’s eyes…..

“Well, it happened several months ago…
It was the time when I accidentally met him…
He never noticed me but I did and who would not…
Kibum is extremely beautiful, so captivating…
I met him not in glorious state however…
I saw him all alone in a corner inside a VIP club room..
Which I happened to be working at…
He was literally staring blankly outside…
He was so lonely and upset…
For whatever reason I had no idea…

I was in a terrible state at that time too…
I ran away from my parents especially from my father…
He wanted me to be married to a guy..
He had chosen for me…
Who I have not personally met …

It was just an arrangement idea brought about
being powerful by combining their wealth…

For a very important reason that my dad had been wishing for…

To surpass Mr. Owen at that time…

I was so against it but you could not oppose him
at that time…and I did not have the courage…

When the marriage was getting near….
I would hyperventilate in panic…
my mother was so worried of me…

I was so lost and afraid…
I did not know what to do...
My father did not know what was happening to me
during that time…
My mother and I kept it a secret from him…

Every day was like a tormenting ordeal for me…
My mind would go blank and could not think straight…
I could not eat and sleep…
I was deteriorating physically and mentally…
I was like voicing the visualizing of anxiety…

My mother took notice of it and was dreadfully worried…
She told me she’d tell dad about what I was going through …
I pleaded not to; I love my dad so much…
I am an only child by the way…

My parents love me so much…
I could not afford to disappoint them…
I lived more like a princess locked in her own palace…
So isolated and so overly protected…
Love without freedom…

It was hurting me a lot…
A continuing chill would run through me…
I never thought of it happening…
When my dad revealed to us about his wish or shall I say demand…
I looked at him in a very peculiar seriousness…

I remember asking him after he had said his statement…
If what he thought would just turn out fine?

Thus he answered;
“I only want the best for you and the family
As well as the next generation to come…”

Minho looks at Natalie in the most troubled expression – overwhelmed by everything what the latter has just said; he takes a deep breath and asks,

Minho:             Natalie, I am confused and does not know how to react.
                        What you are saying to me are just sudden…
                        I am sorry… but…may I ask?

Natalie:            (nods) yeah, Minho…
                        What is it?

Minho:             Why are you telling me this information?
                        What do I have to do with all of these?

Natalie bows her head and in an almost to a choking voice replies to Minho…

“I will tell… everything…please keep an open mind…

To continue…
My Dad was very adamant and firm with his decision…
Days were about to come for the ceremony arrangement…
I could not sleep and was all the time vomiting…
I was emotionally in chaos…
Mom could no longer fathom what I was experiencing…
She came to me and asked me to let it all out…

At first, I was hesitant coz I never wanted to hurt…you know…
My parents’ feelings but my mom was persistent…
So I told her what I felt…
She understood and offered a suggestion…
Her suggestion was for me to leave secretly…
Without letting Dad know…

I objected at first but Mom insisted…
Three days before the meeting arrangement…
I left…
That was night time…
With the help of my Mom…

By the way, I will give you a brief intro about our family…

My father is Ricardo Bastast…
The sixth richest man globally…
My mother is Katarina Natalie Bastast…
Famous painter and sculptor…
Our country of origin is Brazil…
So that makes me Brazilian…
My family is mainly to mining and oil…
 

My Dad is a huge fan of Mr. Owen almost to a point
Of being and aspiring to become like him…
Then later his fascination grew into an obession….
Something of an ending struggle to be at par with him
and to finally having a yearning to defeat him…

Which I find it ridiculously crazy…
My Dad had become intensely astonished
as to how good Mr. Owen is…
So that, it became like an ending battle to discover his secret ..
How he maintain his control in the business world…

We know only a bit of Mr. Owen’s activities perhaps 10%
As you know, he is such an elusive person and
Would not show his self in public…
We know how powerful the words are when spoken by Mr. Owen…

I love my father so much…
And it really hurt to see him in that situation…
I wish I was born in a much simpler family…
Simple needs and wants…
Living life could have been much easier…
No stress and away from that agonizing ordeal of
being somebody….

(sighs) aaahhhh…Globally…
It just does not makes sense to me…
I am just a simple person with simple dream..and that is…
To be with someone I love…

I know you will be wondering how Kibum and I met…
So now, let me go back to what happened that night
I met Kibum…
As I have told you… he was alone and very lonely…
I saw tears running from his face without
him realizing it…

I was the attending hostess at that time…
And I happened to be the one asked to serve him…
Had no clue who was my customer..
When I opened the cubicle…
I was so astounded to finally see and meet…
Kibum face to face…regardless he was just sitting quietly…
I was so enchanted and so totally selfish not to
respect his moment…I could not control myself…

I was beaming so happily in spite of his condition…
I took the courage to ask what was bothering him…
and he looked at me…With those tender and gentle eyes…
Kibum smiled…My god…
my heart was hammering loudly…
I was panicking… absentminded and squealing inside…

But I gathered my sense to empathize with him…
What happened next… shocked me…
When he asked me to keep him company…I
was so shocked…incredibly happy at the same time ….
(smiles) My mouth was literally gaping…

Kibum was very respectful of what and
how I was feeling at that moment…
He stood up and took my hand… guiding me to the chair…
While I was so absentmindedly lock at that time…
Everything around me was so fuzzy…

When I came back from my senses, I said to myself…

“This is the happiest moment in my life…
of all places… I will meet the one
I have been wishing for…

My and everyone’s fantasy…Kim Kibum…”

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