[Special Chapter] How Can I Love You?

Performance to His Heart

 

Seventeen was sulking because Hoshi keeps being so cute while spazzing over their SHINee sunbaenim. Woozi was already being in his sulky mode while S.Coups while scooting closer to Hoshi and quietly wraps his arms on Hoshi's waist.

 

Jun saw it and he immediately poked The8 and points S.Coups then The8 pokes Jeonghan and so on till the other members were glaring at S.Coups and they immediately pull him and start hitting him with pillows because he's being unfair and was already drooling on Hoshi.

 

Wonwoo on the other hand texted Hoshi. He asked Hoshi if he could join him for a walk. Hoshi fished out his phone and read the message, he looked at Wonwoo then nods. Wonwoo grins and they went back to what they are doing and thankfully the other members didnt notice their interactions.

 

Later on, after the practice Wonwoo and Hoshi was walking outside. Hoshi was getting cold and Wonwoo decided to share his mini blanket with Hoshi as they walk to keep Hoshi warm and he was shock when Hoshi wraps an arm on his waist and he couldn't help but blush and do the same to Hoshi.

 

They went to an ice festival and there the two boys had fun and Wonwoo couldn't be more happier because he is out on a date with his Soonyoung. Wonwoo gave Soonyoung the teddy bear that he won on an arcade. Soonyoung thanked him and kiss his cheek and that night Wonwoo sleeps happily.

 

The next day Jeonghan was preparing the breakfast since he woke up early. He didn't tell anyone that he has been practicing cooking. He loves everyone because he is the eomma after all. He may have a crush on Hoshi but he loves someone else and sadly, the said person doesn't notice it because the said person was inlove with Hoshi.

 

Jeonghan was busy slicing some onions and garlic that he didn't notice Joshua was looking at him. He admits he was inlove with Hoshi but he doesn't know why Jeonghan always manage to steal his attention. Why he doesn't get jealous when Hoshi was being hug or held by others. He can't explain why everything goes in slow motion as he stares at Jeonghan.

 

He wanted to know why his heart is beating for Jeonghan that supposed to be  beating for Hoshi. He doesn't know how it happened, all he knows is that he has to confirm what he feels that maybe he was falling for Jeonghan. Jeonghan was busy cooking some fried rice,chicken tonkatsu and kimchi soup since they need vegetables.

 

Jeonghan decided it was getting lonely while Joshua was just staring and not saying anything and Jeonghan decided to sing Xiah Junsu's How Can I Love You so he get his phone and plays the instrumental part as he start singing.

 

Jeonghan: 

How can I love you
Do you know?
Can you tell me?
So my heart can fill in with your heart
Can you open the way?

How can I stand with you
It has already started
I can’t stop
When I open my eyes, I can only see you
You became my everything
Oh Love

Everyday I’ll give you
all of my love
This is my first love
How can I express it?
Everyday I’ll give you
all of my heart
Words I prepared for you
I can say them with confidence
Even though you’ve stopped in fear
I love you

How can I stand with you
Close your eyes
I am next to you
Will you take a step to me
So I can touch your cheeks?
Oh Love

Everyday I’ll give you
all of my love
This is my first love
How can I express it?
Everyday I’ll give you
all of my heart
Words I prepared for you
I can say them with confidence
Even though you’ve stopped in fear
I love you

Everyday I’ll give you
all of my love
This is my first love
How can I express it?
Everyday I’ll give you
all of my heart
Words I prepared for you
I can say them with confidence
Even though you’ve stopped in fear
I love you

 

Joshua was mesmerized at Jeonghan's voice. The vocal trainer was right when he said that Jeonghan's voice suited soft songs better. It made him more captivated and fall for Jeonghan. He was about to say something when he heard Jeonghan crying after he turned off the stove.

 

Jeonghan: *sobbing* Jisoo.... it hurts so much..... I wanna stop these feelings of mine but I can't... s-so.. ill just let go... I want you to be happy.... *smiles bitterly as the tears wont stop falling* be happy with Soonyoung.... goodbye my love

 

Joshua was shocked on what he heard and he knew its now or never so he immediately went to Jeonghan and hug him. Jeonghan was frozed on where he stand and the moment he smelled the scent that lingers in the air, he knew that it was his first love, Hong Jisoo. 

 

Jeonghan: s-since when are you here?

Joshua: since when you start singing..

Jeonghan: y-you heard everything?! 

Joshua: y-yes... I-i didnt know you were inlove with me...

Jeonghan: I-im sorry.... I couldn't help myself.... please...let me go.... go wake up the others..

Joshua: Jeonghan.... I'm sorry but I won't let you go

Jeonghan: why? *sniffs*

Joshua: because... *slowly turns Jeonghan around and faces him* I'm sure... that I am inlove with you and not Hoshi.... Yoon Jeonghan... will you be mine?

Jeonghan: *sobs more at what I heard* yes...its a yes

 

Joshua was happy Jeonghan feels the same way as him and he immediately wipe his beloved's tears and kiss him on the lips. Jeonghan was so happy and he closes his eyes as he kissed Joshua back and they keep kissing savouring every love that is filled within each kiss. 

Joshua caress his hair as his other hand holds Jeonghan's waist as Jeonghan wraps his arms on Joshua's neck not noticing the other members who was already there standing in awe because Joshua and Jeonghan was finally together and was starting dating today meanwhile S.Coups doesn't know why he feels a pang of jealousy while Hoshi couldn't help but squeal at the scene.

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Hyrichi #1
Chapter 10: I am so torn between Mingyu and Wonwoo and Woozi and Vernon and Scoups and Seungkwan and DK and Dino and The8 and Jun. Its so hard
JongHJongDae #2
Chapter 8: The maknae being smart lol great chapter <333
Bangtanseonyundumb
#3
Chapter 7: why the hell am i shipping soonyoung with everyone now.......helppppp
JongHJongDae #4
Chapter 7: This story is just everything I always wanted because I ship hoshi with all the members lol. This is so cute! Jun and seokmin jealous is so good! And the baby is sick :( I can't wait to read how everyone will take care of him ^^
jung_sung_hyo_1302 #5
Your story is very cuteeee >< More soonseok pleaseee <3 thank youuu ♡
JongHJongDae #6
Chapter 6: Minsoon! So cute, love it <3 mingyu kissed him!!! The others are going to kill him if they found out lol. I would like more mingyu x hoshi to be honest haha but soonseok or vernon x hoshi will be great too!
PossiblyS #7
Chapter 6: AHhh someone finally made a move!!