Yes , yes, yes, yes, yes I knoooowwwww.

I'm really late with this update ;;

Like a year late.

Every thing got caught up for me, but here it is cx

And can I just say...

Wow… Just wow ;w;

Look where we are guys ;w;

*content sigh* I… am really proud of myself… And my notebook for none of it’s pages ripping ;w;

I started writing this story a little over 3 years ago as a genderfluid reader insert, and although that’s pretty much scrapped now, I do have to acknowledge its existence if I am to remember the good times with this story cx

This story saw the start of many friendships,the end of others, the start of highschool, the start and tragic end of a rekindled relationship… And also the start of where I met the man I want to spend my life with <3

My boyfriend has been a real inspiration for me, giving me the ideas and teaching me to write more romantically from all that he’s sent me ^^ you can thank him for a lot of the fluffy bits in most of my new oneshots (and he is pretty much why I changed my writing style) cx

I would also really like to thank heartbrokenghurl, who most likely won’t remember now, but she helped me through a lot of what I mentioned (p.s. I am probably going to start writing that prompt you gave me now that I’m done with this cx)

Most of all, though, I would like to thank anyone and everyone who has ever given this story a chance. Just reading it makes it known to me that my work is appreciated and that I should continue with it. I may not be the best, but every encouragement makes a huge difference in how I feel about what I do ^^

I’ve always had at least one or two stresses in my life going on, as you should know if you read the update I put up a while ago…

I almost gave up on this…

But seeing all of the nice things that you guys said made me want to continue and push through ^^

*bows deeply*

Again, thank you all, for everything <3

*Hugs everyone super tight* See you guys next time! *waves*

On the Subject of Kim Jonghyun:

I know it's sad. It'll always be sad and I personally may never get over it.

Maybe none of us will. All of us probably think that we won't at this point only one month into mourning.

I have decided, however, to make the best of it.

Yes, I've cried many times. We all have and most likely still will.

The point is though, that it happened and life goes on.

This may seem harsh, but all I want is for him to be appreciated for the work that he did rather than be remembered as someone who killed themself.

He was one of the greatest artists I have ever known.

I may have never been able to meet him in person, but everything he did still touched my heart.

Please, everyone, give him the appreciation that he deserves. Give his family support, for they lost a son and a brother. Give SHINee support and love in anything that they do because they are being so strong in such a sad time. They don't have to be doing their dome concerts so early or moving on into normal life already, but they are because they know that is what Jonghyun would have wanted. 

My only wish is that he is happy where he is now, nothing more, just eternally happy.

~~ 2mintaeminholove