Part Eight: The Price of War

On Shifting Sand
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WARNING: NOT A HAPPY ENDING SO DON'T READ THIS IF TRIGGERED, SKIP TO THE EPILOGUE

 

The crunch of boots on rubble reminded Eunji that she wasn't alone, and in that moment anger ran through her so hot that she thought she might burst into flame. She gentle settled Taekwoon's body back to the ground, then turned to face Ken with murder in her eyes. She crossed the few feet between them and poked her finger into his chest as hard as she could.

"Why?" she cried, her voice less angry and more like a wounded animal, to her chagrin. "Why the hell didn't you protect him, too? Were you jealous? What the hell is wrong with you!?" The last bit she punctuated by slamming her fists into his chest, again and again, but it did about as much good as striking a brick wall. He didn't budge, didn't lift his arms to try and comfort her, didn't do anything except stand there and let her beat her fists until they were bruised. Only when she stood before him, silent tears still leaking from her eyes and her grief too painful to allow her to move, only then did he speak.

"I cannot be jealous, Eunji. I am a machine, something you seem to forget the longer that I wear this form. You told me to act human, which I assumed I did well, but I cannot feel your emotions. Jealousy, I do not understand. Love," he glanced behind her at Taekwoon's fallen form, and paused. "Well," he finally conceded, "I was beginning to understand that, I think. But I cannot feel those."

Eunji lifted her face to look at him, though each movement seemed to take so much more energy than she had. "Then why would you only save me? He was right next to me!"

A crease did appear between Ken's brows then, and he shook his head slowly. "Because you told me to protect you. You never mentioned anyone else." His tone said 'duh, of course', and it was only then that the truth hit her.

He was just a machine, no matter the playfulness he had shown; he was just responding to her commands just like a computer. She should have... should have... "Oh," was all she said. She had no more energy to say anything else. "Go gather the papers around the Commander and bring them to me," she told him limply, her entire body just feeling numb.

He turned without a word and did as she said, moving across the room back to Yunho's body before kneeling to begin gathering. If the commander thought them important enough to bring even in the danger they had been in, then she figured they must be important indeed.

She turned back to Taekwoon, fighting back her tears as she sank to her own knees beside him. She should never have allowed herself to hope, she had known better. If only she had gotten the chance to tell him how she felt. "What good would that do, idiot?" she grumbled at herself, at her stupid sentiment and stupid, crushed hopes. She had been nothing but stupid and she couldn't change that now.

Ken's boots sounded once again as he returned, and she knew she had to leave. Leaning down, she brushed one last kiss on Taekwoon's forehead, then turned to Ken and said, "Take me out of here."

And of course, he obeyed, picking her up in his arms and carrying her easily away from what had been her home. Away from the man who she had begun to dream of building a life with.

 

 

Yunho's notes were written in his precise handwriting, easy to read and understand once she had put them back into order. A lot of what he had chosen to save had pertained to what Ken had told him, and one specific tidbit struck her interest.

"What is this about a bomb?" she asked, looking up to where Ken stood in the corner of the small storefront he had hidden them in. Light streamed in through the broken front windows and past the empty clothing racks, catching the side of his profile when he turned his head to look at her. She had taken refuge behind the old shop counter, all the way at the back of the store front and using the counter as a desk to sort the papers.

Ken shifted his feet, taking another glance out the window before turn

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minyoungunnie #1
Chapter 9: I'M BAWLING MY EYES OUT OHMYGOD
BUT I LOVED IT
DGNA_Forever
#2
Chapter 9: That ending was really great, and the way Eunji and Ken worked together to achieve this victory was wonderful. He really was a cool machine and very helpful in everything, and her sacrifice was well worth it. Thank you for writing this story. It was very enjoyable to read♡.
DGNA_Forever
#3
Chapter 7: Oh, man. The realization of love was sweet, and the times they had together were wonderful. It's too bad she hadn't been able to tell Taekwoon how she really felt. This was a really sad chapter!
DGNA_Forever
#4
Chapter 4: I had to be hard for her to break the news of Bomi's death to Hongbin, and I feel bad for him. It once again brings back the reminder that this is a war, and that comes with losing loved ones. It must be difficult to not become complacent, and I love how you're bringing that out here.
The scene with Taekwoon was sweet and it helps them both to cope with this and find comfort in one another. It was nice;). And I like that you didn't add , since it would have taken away from the story, in this case.
DGNA_Forever
#5
Chapter 3: This story is turning out really nicely! I love that the cube is an entity of its own, and it...he...cracks me up with his mannerisms and cluelessness. The ears made me laugh, too!
I feel bad for Eunji, though. It has to be hard to live in this new existence of fear and uncertainty. I hope it won't be too much to handle. At least she has Ken now!
contaminated
#6
Chapter 9: Oooh, if you ask me to be honest I will tell you that this story had me shooketh. I love how you wrote with realism. Oh my god why is realism so rare in scifi fics. But either way, I loved this. Everything, from the opening deaths to how you described the actions of Eunji and the other characters, was just spot on. I must say that the best part was the end; when Eunji sacrificed her life, and then the epilogue of course. Humans are tenacious individuals indeed.
Amalya
#7
Chapter 9: Honestly, I would say this was more of a bittersweet story. Of course it had sad elements and the sweet moments were hardly enough to counterbalance those, but the overarching message and the ending theme... those were very positive things. I'm a bit perturbed we never discovered who the informant was *grumble grumble* but I suppose it doesn't matter in the end. Not with the way that everything ended.

I definitely felt for Eunji and Taekwoon, but especially for Ken, ironically enough. Though just a tool, he came off as more of a child to me, learning and growing and eventually beginning to understand what would ultimately happen. Teaching him to be human was both a kindness and a curse. Poor thing. But, as sad as the ending was, more or less, I found it highly satisfying. It showcases the very best of humans right after the very worst in them. And the epilogue grants hope - ignorant of the true victory they had - but there is a future because of one person and her tool.

Excellent entry for the contest and congratulations on winning! It was a good read and not half as heart-rending as I was potentially expecting. haha Well done and also congrats for tackling new elements (sci-fi and female protagonist) with such success. :D
Amalya
#8
Chapter 2: Well. I certainly didn't expect that opener and you were correct in explaining that it wasn't going to be happy, but I am strangely delighted with this chapter though. Her... partner(?) is quite entertaining, and I know it's not trying to be, but the situation is just amusing. Minus the enemies and being trapped and now alone and all that. I also chuckled at her ERFian comment. You do well with adding bits of levity into more serious situations and it works wonders. Nicely done! Now on to more! :D
DGNA_Forever
#9
Congratulations on your win with this story in the War and Peace contest! I am so looking forward to reading it, when my own contest ends♡.
asdfghjkyubutt
#10
Chapter 9: This story had me kicking in the air for no absolute reason lol this is pure awesomeness. No one will be able to predict the end of this story if they don't read the entire series. Surely this story went to a direction I've never expected before but who cares about my preference it's still Sooooo Great™, I swear, definitely one of my favs! Anyways thank you so much for writing this story, you really did a great job on creating such an emotional roller-coaster within the action-war-scifi theme, I really appreciate it!! ♥